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Yeah |
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When I'm alone I think about the time we spent together |
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I fall to pieces when thinking he probably treats you better |
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Our love was different, so it's hard to set the tone |
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You living out in California |
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I've been stuck inside a different weather |
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I often wonder if you thought that I deserved you |
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Too late to say it, but you know I'd never hurt you |
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And now I wonder if love is really a virtue |
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You made me realize that I never really deserved you |
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You taught me how to love |
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Now it's something I don't believe in |
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I thought you were the one |
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But now I struggle through the seasons |
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How can I be so in love with someone so misleading |
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And how could you just throw away my heart without a reason |
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So many things that I should get up off of my chest |
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I just sit inside my room and reminiscing in my head |
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Lately I been feeling like my soul has been a mess |
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And all I really want's for you to love me like I'm dead |
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Yo, last time I saw you was your back turned walking |
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How many people got a leave fore' I see I'm the problem |
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You'll finally find some better guy who isn't shy and awkward |
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And I'll be here alone cause my fears are unconquered |
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Tired of people breaking trust and saying that I'm not enough |
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Why am I only okay when I'm off the blunt |
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Feeling like I get my heart broke every single month |
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Might just give it up, I don't even give a **** |
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Tired of this feeling, got it every single minute |
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My mind like a vinyl cause it's skipping while it's spinning |
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Popping painkillers but I think I finally get it |
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I'm only killing myself yeah the meds won't fix it |
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But, that's just the way that I cope |
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And honestly, I'm just wishing that they leave me alone |
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Lift the pen like a shovel, just wanna die in a hole |
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Cause these midnight thoughts got me feeling dead and cold |
