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I'm not okay right now |
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Heart is bleeding out |
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Dying by myself |
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And I know there is more to life |
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But I feel if I die |
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No-one would care enough to cry |
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(yeah) and tell me that they understand |
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But they don't got a clue |
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Even when I'm happy they don't notice that I'm feeling blue |
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I fall in with depression I don't think that I can make it through |
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And if I did it wouldn't matter cause I'm losing you |
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I'm tired of feeling I don't know where I should start |
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I've been trying to figure out how to cope with a broken heart |
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And everything I'm touching is destined to fall apart |
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So I've been laying low while alone till I'm seeing stars |
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I hope they understand but I don't hope that they relate |
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Cause really I don't want nobody else to feel this way |
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I've been drowning in my problems at the blood to ease the pain |
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And my anxiety is breaking me it kills me everyday |
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I sit inside my room and write these songs to get me out of bed |
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I'm stuck inside a broken mind all alone inside my head |
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Sick of being tired and I'm sick of taking all these meds |
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But all I want to do is fade away so put me down to rest |
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I'm not okay right now |
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Heart is bleeding out |
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Dying by myself |
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And I know there is more to life |
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But I feel if I die |
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No-one would care enough to cry |
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So you can follow me right down down down |
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I fell like rey cause I just don't feel okay right now |
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Am I insane cause I just can't use my brain right now |
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And you don't listen that's the reason for my pain right now |
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Yeah I've been calling but you never pick up |
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So how the hell you think I'm living it up |
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I feel it right in my gut |
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You ain't a girl you're a slut |
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Yeah I just wan't to take a shot for |
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Every dude that you ****ed |
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My mind's enclosed I hope you know I'm broken n cold |
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Yeah you growing from a lie like you Pinocchio nose |
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I heard it's colder in July but I'm so empty I froze |
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N all the times we tried to talk I know it's spoken in code |
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And I'm depressed but I ain't asking for help |
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I'm just trynna play the cards I was dealt |
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I handle shit by myself and if I come out clean |
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Then depression ain't a bitch she just a goddamn queen |
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I'm not okay right now |
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Heart is bleeding out |
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Dying by myself |
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And I know there is more to life |
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But I feel if I die |
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No-one would care enough to cry |
