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If I think about it, I am successful, as it were. |
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I get to sing for lovely people all over this lovely world. |
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And I am nowhere near as awkward as I was when I was younger. |
| [00:59.46] |
I guess I'm one of those guys who gets better looking as they age. |
| [01:06.91] |
And even though I have felt beaten down by constant doubt, |
| [01:13.48] |
Depression, and confusion brought about by people's actions, death, and tax forms, |
| [01:22.10] |
I keep getting up. And I am loved by all my friends and family; |
| [01:29.74] |
Though, there have been lots of raised eyebrows |
| [01:34.72] |
And concerned glances lately. |
| [01:39.94] |
It doesn't matter to him. |
| [01:44.49] |
I could be anything, |
| [01:47.17] |
But I could never win his heart again. |
| [01:54.84] |
It doesn't matter to him. |
| [01:59.49] |
He took away my AAA pass. |
| [02:03.65] |
I am invisible to him. |
| [02:08.57] |
And now I feel the soft, pink flesh of my heart hardening |
| [02:14.98] |
To the countless possibilities contained within each day. |
| [02:21.82] |
Vulnerability feels like a cold, wet concrete room lit with fluorescent light, |
| [02:32.26] |
Which, as you know, makes everything look bad. |
| [02:37.85] |
I still keep trying to figure out how I became irrelevant, |
| [02:45.22] |
How I got myself evicted from his heart from one day to the next. |
| [02:53.11] |
And the worst part is that, even if I got an answer right now, |
| [03:00.67] |
It would not change anything because we have become two strangers. |
| [03:10.81] |
It doesn't matter to him. |
| [03:15.54] |
I could be anything, |
| [03:18.14] |
But I could never win his heart again. |
| [03:27.72] |
It doesn't matter to him. |
| [03:32.69] |
He took away my AAA pass. |
| [03:36.44] |
I am invisible to him. |
| [03:42.65] |
It doesn't matter to him. |
| [03:47.47] |
I could be anything, |
| [03:49.92] |
But I could never win his heart again. |
| [03:57.61] |
It doesn't matter to him. |
| [04:02.79] |
He took away my AAA pass. |
| [04:06.65] |
I am invisible to him. |
