| [00:00.000] | 作词 : AEolus阿一/Ohilovetheworld |
| [00:00.641] | 作曲 : AEolus阿一/Ohilovetheworld |
| [00:01.283] | 编曲:SamueWang |
| [00:02.786] | 混音:王子明 |
| [00:04.541] | 录音:Kai |
| [00:06.546] | 封面:4our_T7 |
| [00:08.070] | 采样:《丈夫得了抑郁症》 |
| [00:09.569] | AEolus阿一: |
| [00:11.304] | 你在畏惧白天还是担心黑夜 |
| [00:14.563] | 让音乐每晚把你心灵慰藉 |
| [00:17.316] | 那痛苦的根源 跪在了你跟前 |
| [00:19.820] | 都没有办法洗清他的罪孽 |
| [00:23.077] | 我曾经也想热爱这个世界 |
| [00:25.613] | 把活着当成我在做的事业 |
| [00:28.336] | 这个世界教会我如何变得冷冰 |
| [00:31.343] | 越长大身边朋友似乎越来越冷清 |
| [00:34.350] | 这难道就是你们口中所诉说的爱吗 |
| [00:36.854] | 在我情绪支离破碎的时候他又在哪 |
| [00:39.626] | 当身后就是悬崖 身前布满荆棘 |
| [00:42.615] | 浪费着我的年华 把恨意藏在心底 |
| [00:45.371] | 我想努 力的跑 离开被孤 立的岛 |
| [00:47.652] | 妈妈我渴望被理解 |
| [00:49.126] | 而不再忤 逆的吵 |
| [00:50.629] | 你能够懂我吗 |
| [00:52.132] | 也许厌恶了吧 |
| [00:53.659] | 我只在无力的时候没有骨气的掉 |
| [00:56.644] | 眼泪 步伐不断减退 |
| [00:58.897] | 付出被当免费 或许是没选对当初要走的路 |
| [01:02.405] | 去往天国的路是否会简单点 |
| [01:04.909] | 如果可以选择按钮我想点删减 |
| [01:07.915] | sertraline fluoxetine |
| [01:09.169] | 怎么办 治我的病 |
| [01:10.675] | 我希望这首歌 能够带走痛苦光景 |
| [01:13.192] | 无论是阳光普照大地还是雪花飘落窗棂 |
| [01:16.432] | 和生活死磕到底 直到和快乐相迎 |
| [01:19.437] | F |
| [01:28.454] | AsenH: |
| [01:30.209] | “黯淡无光的人生 有什么 好过的?” |
| [01:33.214] | “我怎么 老做着 没有意义的事情?” |
| [01:35.970] | 你一次次在深夜里 情绪泛滥地 问自己 |
| [01:39.481] | 无处倾诉 让你 慢慢地 愤世嫉俗 |
| [01:42.484] | 又辗转反侧到了凌晨三点 |
| [01:44.488] | 令你 难堪的往事 随着月光照进你的窗前 |
| [01:47.503] | 你拼了命地逃避 而它却 缠绕着你 |
| [01:50.251] | 寄居于你的脑里 带来的 不仅是 烦躁而已 |
| [01:53.537] | 你忍受孤独 |
| [01:54.258] | 也盼望着能 有人和你相拥 |
| [01:56.265] | 他们不懂 |
| [01:56.763] | 你患上的症 悲喜并不可以相通 |
| [01:59.268] | 当你的梦境坍塌 |
| [02:00.270] | 再次把难咽的药物服用 |
| [02:02.292] | 我看到你手上的伤疤 |
| [02:03.550] | 你笑着说我不痛 |
| [02:04.779] | 当一切落下帷幕你 所有 的悔悟已经晚了 |
| [02:08.535] | 几近坎坷 却也回不去 |
| [02:10.540] | 你也疑问 “与生活死磕 是否还值得?” |
| [02:13.295] | 希望你坚定往前走 哪怕光明来迟了 |
| [02:17.071] | "有什么好哭的呀?" |
| [02:20.311] | "我知道。" |
| [02:24.571] | "我知道,可是..." |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : AEolus a yi Ohilovetheworld |
| [00:00.641] | zuo qu : AEolus a yi Ohilovetheworld |
| [00:01.283] | bian qu : SamueWang |
| [00:02.786] | hun yin : wang zi ming |
| [00:04.541] | lu yin : Kai |
| [00:06.546] | feng mian : 4our_T7 |
| [00:08.070] | cai yang : zhang fu de le yi yu zheng |
| [00:09.569] | AEolus a yi : |
| [00:11.304] | ni zai wei ju bai tian hai shi dan xin hei ye |
| [00:14.563] | rang yin yue mei wan ba ni xin ling wei jie |
| [00:17.316] | na tong ku de gen yuan gui zai le ni gen qian |
| [00:19.820] | dou mei you ban fa xi qing ta de zui nie |
| [00:23.077] | wo ceng jing ye xiang re ai zhe ge shi jie |
| [00:25.613] | ba huo zhe dang cheng wo zai zuo de shi ye |
| [00:28.336] | zhe ge shi jie jiao hui wo ru he bian de leng bing |
| [00:31.343] | yue chang da shen bian peng you si hu yue lai yue leng qing |
| [00:34.350] | zhe nan dao jiu shi ni men kou zhong suo su shuo de ai ma |
| [00:36.854] | zai wo qing xu zhi li po sui de shi hou ta you zai na |
| [00:39.626] | dang shen hou jiu shi xuan ya shen qian bu man jing ji |
| [00:42.615] | lang fei zhe wo de nian hua ba hen yi cang zai xin di |
| [00:45.371] | wo xiang nu li de pao li kai bei gu li de dao |
| [00:47.652] | ma ma wo ke wang bei li jie |
| [00:49.126] | er bu zai wu ni de chao |
| [00:50.629] | ni neng gou dong wo ma |
| [00:52.132] | ye xu yan wu le ba |
| [00:53.659] | wo zhi zai wu li de shi hou mei you gu qi de diao |
| [00:56.644] | yan lei bu fa bu duan jian tui |
| [00:58.897] | fu chu bei dang mian fei huo xu shi mei xuan dui dang chu yao zou de lu |
| [01:02.405] | qu wang tian guo de lu shi fou hui jian dan dian |
| [01:04.909] | ru guo ke yi xuan ze an niu wo xiang dian shan jian |
| [01:07.915] | sertraline fluoxetine |
| [01:09.169] | zen me ban zhi wo de bing |
| [01:10.675] | wo xi wang zhe shou ge neng gou dai zou tong ku guang jing |
| [01:13.192] | wu lun shi yang guang pu zhao da di hai shi xue hua piao luo chuang ling |
| [01:16.432] | he sheng huo si ke dao di zhi dao he kuai le xiang ying |
| [01:19.437] | F |
| [01:28.454] | AsenH: |
| [01:30.209] | " an dan wu guang de ren sheng you shen me hao guo de? " |
| [01:33.214] | " wo zen me lao zuo zhe mei you yi yi de shi qing? " |
| [01:35.970] | ni yi ci ci zai shen ye li qing xu fan lan di wen zi ji |
| [01:39.481] | wu chu qing su rang ni man man di fen shi ji su |
| [01:42.484] | you zhan zhuan fan ce dao le ling chen san dian |
| [01:44.488] | ling ni nan kan de wang shi sui zhe yue guang zhao jin ni de chuang qian |
| [01:47.503] | ni pin le ming di tao bi er ta que chan rao zhe ni |
| [01:50.251] | ji ju yu ni de nao li dai lai de bu jin shi fan zao er yi |
| [01:53.537] | ni ren shou gu du |
| [01:54.258] | ye pan wang zhe neng you ren he ni xiang yong |
| [01:56.265] | ta men bu dong |
| [01:56.763] | ni huan shang de zheng bei xi bing bu ke yi xiang tong |
| [01:59.268] | dang ni de meng jing tan ta |
| [02:00.270] | zai ci ba nan yan de yao wu fu yong |
| [02:02.292] | wo kan dao ni shou shang de shang ba |
| [02:03.550] | ni xiao zhe shuo wo bu tong |
| [02:04.779] | dang yi qie la xia wei mu ni suo you de hui wu yi jing wan le |
| [02:08.535] | ji jin kan ke que ye hui bu qu |
| [02:10.540] | ni ye yi wen " yu sheng huo si ke shi fou hai zhi de? " |
| [02:13.295] | xi wang ni jian ding wang qian zou na pa guang ming lai chi le |
| [02:17.071] | " you shen me hao ku de ya? " |
| [02:20.311] | " wo zhi dao. " |
| [02:24.571] | " wo zhi dao, ke shi. . . " |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : AEolus ā yī Ohilovetheworld |
| [00:00.641] | zuò qǔ : AEolus ā yī Ohilovetheworld |
| [00:01.283] | biān qǔ : SamueWang |
| [00:02.786] | hùn yīn : wáng zǐ míng |
| [00:04.541] | lù yīn : Kai |
| [00:06.546] | fēng miàn : 4our_T7 |
| [00:08.070] | cǎi yàng : zhàng fū dé le yì yù zhèng |
| [00:09.569] | AEolus ā yī : |
| [00:11.304] | nǐ zài wèi jù bái tiān hái shì dān xīn hēi yè |
| [00:14.563] | ràng yīn yuè měi wǎn bǎ nǐ xīn líng wèi jiè |
| [00:17.316] | nà tòng kǔ de gēn yuán guì zài le nǐ gēn qián |
| [00:19.820] | dōu méi yǒu bàn fǎ xǐ qīng tā de zuì niè |
| [00:23.077] | wǒ céng jīng yě xiǎng rè ài zhè gè shì jiè |
| [00:25.613] | bǎ huó zhe dàng chéng wǒ zài zuò de shì yè |
| [00:28.336] | zhè gè shì jiè jiāo huì wǒ rú hé biàn de lěng bīng |
| [00:31.343] | yuè cháng dà shēn biān péng you sì hū yuè lái yuè lěng qīng |
| [00:34.350] | zhè nán dào jiù shì nǐ men kǒu zhōng suǒ sù shuō de ài ma |
| [00:36.854] | zài wǒ qíng xù zhī lí pò suì de shí hou tā yòu zài nǎ |
| [00:39.626] | dāng shēn hòu jiù shì xuán yá shēn qián bù mǎn jīng jí |
| [00:42.615] | làng fèi zhe wǒ de nián huá bǎ hèn yì cáng zài xīn dǐ |
| [00:45.371] | wǒ xiǎng nǔ lì de pǎo lí kāi bèi gū lì de dǎo |
| [00:47.652] | mā ma wǒ kě wàng bèi lǐ jiě |
| [00:49.126] | ér bù zài wǔ nì de chǎo |
| [00:50.629] | nǐ néng gòu dǒng wǒ ma |
| [00:52.132] | yě xǔ yàn wù le ba |
| [00:53.659] | wǒ zhī zài wú lì de shí hou méi yǒu gǔ qì de diào |
| [00:56.644] | yǎn lèi bù fá bù duàn jiǎn tuì |
| [00:58.897] | fù chū bèi dāng miǎn fèi huò xǔ shì méi xuǎn duì dāng chū yào zǒu de lù |
| [01:02.405] | qù wǎng tiān guó de lù shì fǒu huì jiǎn dān diǎn |
| [01:04.909] | rú guǒ kě yǐ xuǎn zé àn niǔ wǒ xiǎng diǎn shān jiǎn |
| [01:07.915] | sertraline fluoxetine |
| [01:09.169] | zěn me bàn zhì wǒ de bìng |
| [01:10.675] | wǒ xī wàng zhè shǒu gē néng gòu dài zǒu tòng kǔ guāng jǐng |
| [01:13.192] | wú lùn shì yáng guāng pǔ zhào dà dì hái shì xuě huā piāo luò chuāng líng |
| [01:16.432] | hé shēng huó sǐ kē dào dǐ zhí dào hé kuài lè xiāng yíng |
| [01:19.437] | F |
| [01:28.454] | AsenH: |
| [01:30.209] | " àn dàn wú guāng de rén shēng yǒu shén me hǎo guò de? " |
| [01:33.214] | " wǒ zěn me lǎo zuò zhe méi yǒu yì yì de shì qing? " |
| [01:35.970] | nǐ yī cì cì zài shēn yè li qíng xù fàn làn dì wèn zì jǐ |
| [01:39.481] | wú chǔ qīng sù ràng nǐ màn màn dì fèn shì jí sú |
| [01:42.484] | yòu zhǎn zhuǎn fǎn cè dào le líng chén sān diǎn |
| [01:44.488] | lìng nǐ nán kān de wǎng shì suí zhe yuè guāng zhào jìn nǐ de chuāng qián |
| [01:47.503] | nǐ pīn le mìng dì táo bì ér tā què chán rào zhe nǐ |
| [01:50.251] | jì jū yú nǐ de nǎo lǐ dài lái de bù jǐn shì fán zào ér yǐ |
| [01:53.537] | nǐ rěn shòu gū dú |
| [01:54.258] | yě pàn wàng zhe néng yǒu rén hé nǐ xiāng yōng |
| [01:56.265] | tā men bù dǒng |
| [01:56.763] | nǐ huàn shàng de zhèng bēi xǐ bìng bù kě yǐ xiāng tōng |
| [01:59.268] | dāng nǐ de mèng jìng tān tā |
| [02:00.270] | zài cì bǎ nán yàn de yào wù fú yòng |
| [02:02.292] | wǒ kàn dào nǐ shǒu shàng de shāng bā |
| [02:03.550] | nǐ xiào zhe shuō wǒ bù tòng |
| [02:04.779] | dāng yī qiè là xià wéi mù nǐ suǒ yǒu de huǐ wù yǐ jīng wǎn le |
| [02:08.535] | jī jìn kǎn kě què yě huí bù qù |
| [02:10.540] | nǐ yě yí wèn " yǔ shēng huó sǐ kē shì fǒu hái zhí de? " |
| [02:13.295] | xī wàng nǐ jiān dìng wǎng qián zǒu nǎ pà guāng míng lái chí le |
| [02:17.071] | " yǒu shén me hǎo kū de ya? " |
| [02:20.311] | " wǒ zhī dào. " |
| [02:24.571] | " wǒ zhī dào, kě shì. . . " |