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Every Days The Same, |
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Cant Get Out Of Bed |
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Crazy Thoughts Are Rushing in My Head, |
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I Said i'd Never Take My Life, |
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But i Had The Knife, |
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And im like fuk it let me |
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Shift Away My Life Of Lies, |
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So i Sniffed And Cried |
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Dealing With My Problems, |
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Which Are On The Rise like The Gun Crime in Tottnem, |
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Then i Seat in my zone, |
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Then i Feel Better alone, |
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On My Jack-Dones, |
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Trying to Find A way Out of this world, |
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No-one Knows how i feel deep down inside, |
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Many Nights i've Cried, Nobody Around me to Confide in, |
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And No-one Can identify With what im really fighting, |
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Its Bigger Then the drug Related Problem im hidding, |
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[Chorus] |
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So i Looked inside Suttin Den Cried |
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'Your Not A kid Anymore, Kiss Your Kidult-hood Goodnight' |
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So i Didnt Cry And Den When i Opened Up My Eyes Adulthood Was Waiting For Me, Arms Open Wide. . |
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'Now You've Waited for days, |
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These People Could Be Out Of Here So Quickly, This City Takes You In Here So Quickly, Open Arms And Call You. |
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[Verse 2] |
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So im Sitting On This Chair, |
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Battling Myself, |
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Phone To My Ear, |
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But it Goes To Voicemail, |
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Lips Start To Quiver, |
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My Face Says Help, |
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As My Eyes Turn Red |
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And then Begin To Swell, |
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I Leave A Little Message, |
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Kinda Spilling Out My Heart, |
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But i Word it When i Come Across Like ' i Dont Give A Fuck' |
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And its Such A Bate Life, |
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But i Do iT On The Sly, |
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And i End it Like |
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'Call me if You Want K Bye' |
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Pratice Sitting On My Jet Jones, |
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Lighting Up A Cigarette, |
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And Then Tears Start To Flow, |
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Coke On The Table, Like No Kick it Over, Rah! And This is How My Life Lifes Supossed To Go, |
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[Chorus] |
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So i Looked inside Suttin Den Cried |
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'Your Not A kid Anymore, Kiss Your Kidult-hood Goodnight' |
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So i Didnt Cry And Den When i Opened Up My Eyes Adulthood Was Waiting For Me, Arms Open Wide. . |
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'Now You've Waited for days, |
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These People Could Be, Out Of Here, It Creeps Up So Quickly, This City Takes You In With Open Arms And Holds You. |
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[Verse 3] |
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So What's It Goin To Take For Me To Turn My Life Around, |
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Take My Finger Out Of My Ass |
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And Finally Sort it Out, |
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I Just Need SomeOne To Help Me Up, |
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When i Fall Down, |
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And Help Me When im On My knee's |
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And Lift Me Off The Ground (Ground, Ground, Ground) |
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Im Just Looking For A Way Out, |
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To The Point Im Never Looking Back And i'll Stay Out, |
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No Longer Wishing I Could Trade Places For A Day Out, in Another Man's Shoes, |
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Coz I Hate My Life Day Out, |
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So its Now Or Never, |
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Give-up Buddy And Go N Get Her, |
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Thats Out To Better Me Then Instead Of Being Like Whatever, |
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I Hate To Admit It, But I Can't Be Like This Forever, Man, |
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I Really Wanna Change, |
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Its Time To Get My Life Together |
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[Chorus] |
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So i Looked inside Suttin Den Cried |
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'Your Not A kid Anymore, Kiss Your Kidult-hood Goodnight' |
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So i Didnt Cry And Den When i Opened Up My Eyes Adulthood Was Waiting For Me, Arms Open Wide. . |
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'Now You've Waited for days, |
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These People Could Be, Out Of Here, It Creeps Up So Quickly, This City Takes You In With Open Arms And Holds You. |