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Maybe I've lost it at last |
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Maybe my last lucid moment has passed |
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I'm dancing with death, I suppose |
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But really who knows? |
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Could be I'm crazy to go |
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They say you should stay with the devil you know |
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But when life needs a change and the one devil won't |
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You fly to the devil, you don't |
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Maybe I'm tired of the game |
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Of coming up short of the rules of the shame |
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And maybe you feel that way too |
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I see me in you |
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A girl full of anger and hope |
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A girl with a mother who just couldn't cope |
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A girl who felt caught and thought no one could see |
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That maybe one day she'll be free |
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It's so lovely that you're sharing |
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No really I'm all ears |
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But where has all this caring been for sixteen years? |
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For all those years I'd prayed that you'd go away for good |
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Half the time afraid that you really would |
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When I thought you might be dying |
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I cried for all we've never be |
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But there'll be no more crying, not for me |
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Things will get better you'll see |
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Not for me, you'll see |
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Not for me, you'll see |
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Not for me, you'll see |
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Not for me, you'll see |
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Maybe we can't be okay |
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But maybe we're tough and we'll try anyway |
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We'll live with what's real |
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Let go of what's passed and maybe I'll see you at last |
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We tried to give you a normal life |
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I realize now I have no clue what that is |
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I don't need a life that's normal, that's way too far away |
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But something next to normal would be okay |
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Yeah, something next to normal |
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That's the thing I'd like to try |
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Close enough to normal to get by |
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We'll get by, we'll get by |
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