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it was only a dream I swear |
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it did not happen as they tell you |
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it was just a fantasy |
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I was not living in that moment |
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if what I feel is not what I feel |
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how can I ever know what's real |
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was I stillborn years ago |
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and is this absence all I'll know |
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I had thought that I could be |
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a part of something more then me |
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but now I finally understand |
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this wasn't meant to be |
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I must suffer this fate |
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let the chemicals dictate |
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the face that I show to the crowd |
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the only life that I'm allowed |
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to live is a lie |
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to live is to lie |
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suffocating in the absence of myself |
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heaven help me |
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heaven help me |
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if you hear me |
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you know I must suffer this fate |
