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I watched the proverbial sunrise |
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Coming up over the Pacific and |
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You might think I'm losing my mind, |
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But I will shy away from the specifics... |
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'cause I don't want you to know where I am |
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'cause then you'll see my heart |
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In the saddest state it's ever been. |
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This is no place to try and live my life. |
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Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it. |
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See that line. Well I never should have crossed it. |
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Stop right there. Well I never should have said |
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That it's the very moment that |
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I wish that I could take back. |
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I'm sorry for the person I became. |
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I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. |
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I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again |
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'cause who I am hates who I've been. |
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Who I am hates who I've been. |
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I talk to absolutely no one. |
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Couldn't keep to myself enough. |
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And the things bottled inside have finally begun |
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To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up. |
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I heard the reverberating footsteps |
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Synching up to the beating of my heart, |
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And I was positive that unless I got myself together, |
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I would watch me fall apart. |
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And I can't let that happen again |
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'cause then you'll see my heart |
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In the saddest state it's ever been. |
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This is no place to try and live my life. |
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I'm sorry for the person I became. |
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I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. |
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I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again |
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'cause who I am hates who I've been. |
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Who I am hates who I've been. |