| [00:00.000] | 作词 : East/kb- |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : East/kb- |
| [00:15.419] | Mix:阿东 |
| [00:18.419] | prod by Red killer |
| [00:20.168] | kb-: |
| [00:21.918] | 偶尔也会莫名其妙的发呆看着月亮 |
| [00:24.669] | 直到现在还是改变不了晚睡的习惯 |
| [00:27.419] | 就连暴风雨都洗不散闭上眼后出现的凌乱 |
| [00:30.169] | 到了凌晨三点半才发现自己还坐在车上 |
| [00:33.169] | 像瞎子摸象永远在琢磨生活该有的形状 |
| [00:36.169] | 相信总有一天黑暗的角落也会变得明亮 |
| [00:39.419] | 灵魂在游荡 还是无法看清自己的模样 |
| [00:42.418] | 还笑着惆怅 其实都怕被遗忘 |
| [00:44.919] | 阿东: |
| [00:44.919] | 一直都生活在谷底 也没曾感觉委屈自己 |
| [00:47.419] | 无奈是都被蒙在鼓里 生活早就不能自已 |
| [00:50.419] | 想过一个人解决事情 发现都已经不在适应 |
| [00:53.419] | 好坏要如何才能定义 都在怀疑也开始放弃 |
| [00:56.169] | 感谢被否认而不是被欺负 |
| [00:57.669] | 背后冷嘲热讽这一路 |
| [00:58.919] | 往后灵魂无需为我超度 |
| [01:00.420] | 想念的自然为你祈福 |
| [01:01.919] | 陆陆续续接受审判 |
| [01:03.171] | 抬头对着天空仰望 |
| [01:04.669] | 不想因此留下遗憾 |
| [01:06.169] | 迎接斗兽场的习惯 |
| [01:07.169] | hook: |
| [01:07.419] | 有谁会拉着我的手 |
| [01:12.919] | 带我走出迷茫的时候 |
| [01:18.920] | 这伪装还要撑多久 |
| [01:24.169] | 只剩泪水停在我眼眸 |
| [01:28.669] | 阿东: |
| [01:30.169] | 锁上房门关着灯独自对着手机屏幕 |
| [01:33.169] | 我喜欢独自一个人躲在房间角落一处 |
| [01:36.170] | 当周围空气变得凝固 脑海也开始描述 |
| [01:39.097] | 把曾经过往的经历与罪行一笔一划的记录 |
| [01:41.848] | kb-: |
| [01:42.096] | 别垂头丧气了 喝两杯就会好的 |
| [01:44.596] | 好像能控制了 可时间却还在跑呢 |
| [01:47.596] | 没事的别想了 明天都会变好了 |
| [01:50.347] | 都别再放屁了 生命谁不是过客 |
| [01:53.347] | 也都爱过了 以为看破了 |
| [01:55.347] | 自甘堕落 却还在幸灾乐祸 |
| [01:57.600] | 不再做作了 把自己放过了 |
| [02:01.847] | 人生苦短又何必要让自己过得这么落魄 |
| [02:04.846] | 从小到大就没有适合他的玩偶 |
| [02:07.346] | 身边的一切玩物 都会被他给亲手赶走 |
| [02:10.097] | 也无法强逼自己 让自己变得违心 |
| [02:13.097] | 宁愿把心里的一切都烧为灰烬 |
| [02:15.852] | 阿东: |
| [02:16.098] | 时间还早 没老 |
| [02:17.597] | 双手合好 祈祷 |
| [02:18.847] | 开始避开 纷扰 |
| [02:20.347] | 以往潦草 潦倒 |
| [02:22.347] | 找回丢失的分秒 不再盲目去争吵 |
| [02:24.597] | 学会加快放大步脚 只求达到目甚好 |
| [02:27.348] | 我想我快站不住 我还能找谁哭诉 |
| [02:30.097] | 是因为找不到归宿还是没有走出迷雾 |
| [02:33.097] | 哪怕是真的坚持不住生命因此结束 |
| [02:35.848] | 我只想衣锦还乡别把我埋在别处 |
| [02:38.847] | hook: |
| [02:39.097] | 有谁会拉着我的手(有谁会拉着我的手) |
| [02:44.519] | 带我走出迷茫的时候(把带我走出迷茫的时候) |
| [02:50.269] | 这伪装还要撑多久(这伪装我还要撑多久) |
| [02:55.770] | 只剩泪水停在我眼眸(只剩泪水停在我的眼眸) |
| [03:01.270] | kb: |
| [03:01.770] | 为了胜利 他也想留下一点足迹 |
| [03:04.520] | 但现实像在梦中一样变得无能为力 |
| [03:07.269] | 不选择逃避 就算最后输得一败涂地 |
| [03:10.020] | 也不需要你们的道理和虚情假意的鼓励 |
| [03:13.020] | 阿东: |
| [03:13.270] | 站在光明与黑暗的中立想要对外界的信息都屏蔽 |
| [03:16.020] | 此刻断绝一切换取平静 自己对自己进行博弈 |
| [03:19.270] | 还是不能阻止内心的逃逸 走向逆境 |
| [03:22.271] | 迷失方向但庆幸还没精疲力尽 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : East kb- |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : East kb- |
| [00:15.419] | Mix: a dong |
| [00:18.419] | prod by Red killer |
| [00:20.168] | kb-: |
| [00:21.918] | ou er ye hui mo ming qi miao de fa dai kan zhe yue liang |
| [00:24.669] | zhi dao xian zai hai shi gai bian bu liao wan shui de xi guan |
| [00:27.419] | jiu lian bao feng yu dou xi bu san bi shang yan hou chu xian de ling luan |
| [00:30.169] | dao le ling chen san dian ban cai fa xian zi ji hai zuo zai che shang |
| [00:33.169] | xiang xia zi mo xiang yong yuan zai zhuo mo sheng huo gai you de xing zhuang |
| [00:36.169] | xiang xin zong you yi tian hei an de jiao luo ye hui bian de ming liang |
| [00:39.419] | ling hun zai you dang hai shi wu fa kan qing zi ji de mu yang |
| [00:42.418] | hai xiao zhe chou chang qi shi dou pa bei yi wang |
| [00:44.919] | a dong : |
| [00:44.919] | yi zhi dou sheng huo zai gu di ye mei ceng gan jue wei qu zi ji |
| [00:47.419] | wu nai shi dou bei meng zai gu li sheng huo zao jiu bu neng zi yi |
| [00:50.419] | xiang guo yi ge ren jie jue shi qing fa xian dou yi jing bu zai shi ying |
| [00:53.419] | hao huai yao ru he cai neng ding yi dou zai huai yi ye kai shi fang qi |
| [00:56.169] | gan xie bei fou ren er bu shi bei qi fu |
| [00:57.669] | bei hou leng chao re feng zhe yi lu |
| [00:58.919] | wang hou ling hun wu xu wei wo chao du |
| [01:00.420] | xiang nian de zi ran wei ni qi fu |
| [01:01.919] | lu lu xu xu jie shou shen pan |
| [01:03.171] | tai tou dui zhe tian kong yang wang |
| [01:04.669] | bu xiang yin ci liu xia yi han |
| [01:06.169] | ying jie dou shou chang de xi guan |
| [01:07.169] | hook: |
| [01:07.419] | you shui hui la zhe wo de shou |
| [01:12.919] | dai wo zou chu mi mang de shi hou |
| [01:18.920] | zhe wei zhuang hai yao cheng duo jiu |
| [01:24.169] | zhi sheng lei shui ting zai wo yan mou |
| [01:28.669] | a dong : |
| [01:30.169] | suo shang fang men guan zhe deng du zi dui zhuo shou ji ping mu |
| [01:33.169] | wo xi huan du zi yi ge ren duo zai fang jian jiao luo yi chu |
| [01:36.170] | dang zhou wei kong qi bian de ning gu nao hai ye kai shi miao shu |
| [01:39.097] | ba ceng jing guo wang de jing li yu zui xing yi bi yi hua de ji lu |
| [01:41.848] | kb-: |
| [01:42.096] | bie chui tou sang qi le he liang bei jiu hui hao de |
| [01:44.596] | hao xiang neng kong zhi le ke shi jian que hai zai pao ne |
| [01:47.596] | mei shi de bie xiang le ming tian du hui bian hao le |
| [01:50.347] | dou bie zai fang pi le sheng ming shui bu shi guo ke |
| [01:53.347] | ye dou ai guo le yi wei kan po le |
| [01:55.347] | zi gan duo luo que hai zai xing zai le huo |
| [01:57.600] | bu zai zuo zuo le ba zi ji fang guo le |
| [02:01.847] | ren sheng ku duan you he bi yao rang zi ji guo de zhe me luo po |
| [02:04.846] | cong xiao dao da jiu mei you shi he ta de wan ou |
| [02:07.346] | shen bian de yi qie wan wu dou hui bei ta gei qin shou gan zou |
| [02:10.097] | ye wu fa qiang bi zi ji rang zi ji bian de wei xin |
| [02:13.097] | ning yuan ba xin li de yi qie dou shao wei hui jin |
| [02:15.852] | a dong : |
| [02:16.098] | shi jian hai zao mei lao |
| [02:17.597] | shuang shou he hao qi dao |
| [02:18.847] | kai shi bi kai fen rao |
| [02:20.347] | yi wang liao cao liao dao |
| [02:22.347] | zhao hui diu shi de fen miao bu zai mang mu qu zheng chao |
| [02:24.597] | xue hui jia kuai fang da bu jiao zhi qiu da dao mu shen hao |
| [02:27.348] | wo xiang wo kuai zhan bu zhu wo hai neng zhao shui ku su |
| [02:30.097] | shi yin wei zhao bu dao gui su hai shi mei you zou chu mi wu |
| [02:33.097] | na pa shi zhen de jian chi bu zhu sheng ming yin ci jie shu |
| [02:35.848] | wo zhi xiang yi jin huan xiang bie ba wo mai zai bie chu |
| [02:38.847] | hook: |
| [02:39.097] | you shui hui la zhe wo de shou you shui hui la zhe wo de shou |
| [02:44.519] | dai wo zou chu mi mang de shi hou ba dai wo zou chu mi mang de shi hou |
| [02:50.269] | zhe wei zhuang hai yao cheng duo jiu zhe wei zhuang wo hai yao cheng duo jiu |
| [02:55.770] | zhi sheng lei shui ting zai wo yan mou zhi sheng lei shui ting zai wo de yan mou |
| [03:01.270] | kb: |
| [03:01.770] | wei le sheng li ta ye xiang liu xia yi dian zu ji |
| [03:04.520] | dan xian shi xiang zai meng zhong yi yang bian de wu neng wei li |
| [03:07.269] | bu xuan ze tao bi jiu suan zui hou shu de yi bai tu di |
| [03:10.020] | ye bu xu yao ni men de dao li he xu qing jia yi de gu li |
| [03:13.020] | a dong : |
| [03:13.270] | zhan zai guang ming yu hei an de zhong li xiang yao dui wai jie de xin xi dou ping bi |
| [03:16.020] | ci ke duan jue yi qie huan qu ping jing zi ji dui zi ji jin xing bo yi |
| [03:19.270] | hai shi bu neng zu zhi nei xin de tao yi zou xiang ni jing |
| [03:22.271] | mi shi fang xiang dan qing xing hai mei jing pi li jin |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : East kb- |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : East kb- |
| [00:15.419] | Mix: ā dōng |
| [00:18.419] | prod by Red killer |
| [00:20.168] | kb-: |
| [00:21.918] | ǒu ěr yě huì mò míng qí miào de fā dāi kàn zhe yuè liang |
| [00:24.669] | zhí dào xiàn zài hái shì gǎi biàn bù liǎo wǎn shuì de xí guàn |
| [00:27.419] | jiù lián bào fēng yǔ dōu xǐ bù sàn bì shang yǎn hòu chū xiàn de líng luàn |
| [00:30.169] | dào le líng chén sān diǎn bàn cái fā xiàn zì jǐ hái zuò zài chē shàng |
| [00:33.169] | xiàng xiā zi mō xiàng yǒng yuǎn zài zhuó mó shēng huó gāi yǒu de xíng zhuàng |
| [00:36.169] | xiāng xìn zǒng yǒu yì tiān hēi àn de jiǎo luò yě huì biàn de míng liàng |
| [00:39.419] | líng hún zài yóu dàng hái shì wú fǎ kàn qīng zì jǐ de mú yàng |
| [00:42.418] | hái xiào zhe chóu chàng qí shí dōu pà bèi yí wàng |
| [00:44.919] | ā dōng : |
| [00:44.919] | yì zhí dōu shēng huó zài gǔ dǐ yě méi céng gǎn jué wěi qū zì jǐ |
| [00:47.419] | wú nài shì dōu bèi méng zài gǔ lǐ shēng huó zǎo jiù bù néng zì yǐ |
| [00:50.419] | xiǎng guò yí gè rén jiě jué shì qing fā xiàn dōu yǐ jīng bù zài shì yìng |
| [00:53.419] | hǎo huài yào rú hé cái néng dìng yì dōu zài huái yí yě kāi shǐ fàng qì |
| [00:56.169] | gǎn xiè bèi fǒu rèn ér bú shì bèi qī fu |
| [00:57.669] | bèi hòu lěng cháo rè fěng zhè yī lù |
| [00:58.919] | wǎng hòu líng hún wú xū wèi wǒ chāo dù |
| [01:00.420] | xiǎng niàn de zì rán wèi nǐ qí fú |
| [01:01.919] | lù lù xù xù jiē shòu shěn pàn |
| [01:03.171] | tái tóu duì zhe tiān kōng yǎng wàng |
| [01:04.669] | bù xiǎng yīn cǐ liú xià yí hàn |
| [01:06.169] | yíng jiē dòu shòu chǎng de xí guàn |
| [01:07.169] | hook: |
| [01:07.419] | yǒu shuí huì lā zhe wǒ de shǒu |
| [01:12.919] | dài wǒ zǒu chū mí máng de shí hou |
| [01:18.920] | zhè wěi zhuāng hái yào chēng duō jiǔ |
| [01:24.169] | zhǐ shèng lèi shuǐ tíng zài wǒ yǎn móu |
| [01:28.669] | ā dōng : |
| [01:30.169] | suǒ shàng fáng mén guān zhe dēng dú zì duì zhuó shǒu jī píng mù |
| [01:33.169] | wǒ xǐ huan dú zì yí gè rén duǒ zài fáng jiān jiǎo luò yī chù |
| [01:36.170] | dāng zhōu wéi kōng qì biàn de níng gù nǎo hǎi yě kāi shǐ miáo shù |
| [01:39.097] | bǎ céng jīng guò wǎng de jīng lì yǔ zuì xíng yī bǐ yī huà de jì lù |
| [01:41.848] | kb-: |
| [01:42.096] | bié chuí tóu sàng qì le hē liǎng bēi jiù huì hǎo de |
| [01:44.596] | hǎo xiàng néng kòng zhì le kě shí jiān què hái zài pǎo ne |
| [01:47.596] | méi shì de bié xiǎng le míng tiān dū huì biàn hǎo le |
| [01:50.347] | dōu bié zài fàng pì le shēng mìng shuí bú shì guò kè |
| [01:53.347] | yě dōu ài guò le yǐ wéi kàn pò le |
| [01:55.347] | zì gān duò luò què hái zài xìng zāi lè huò |
| [01:57.600] | bù zài zuò zuo le bǎ zì jǐ fàng guò le |
| [02:01.847] | rén shēng kǔ duǎn yòu hé bì yào ràng zì jǐ guò de zhè me luò pò |
| [02:04.846] | cóng xiǎo dào dà jiù méi yǒu shì hé tā de wán ǒu |
| [02:07.346] | shēn biān de yī qiè wán wù dōu huì bèi tā gěi qīn shǒu gǎn zǒu |
| [02:10.097] | yě wú fǎ qiǎng bī zì jǐ ràng zì jǐ biàn de wéi xīn |
| [02:13.097] | nìng yuàn bǎ xīn li de yī qiè dōu shāo wèi huī jìn |
| [02:15.852] | ā dōng : |
| [02:16.098] | shí jiān hái zǎo méi lǎo |
| [02:17.597] | shuāng shǒu hé hǎo qí dǎo |
| [02:18.847] | kāi shǐ bì kāi fēn rǎo |
| [02:20.347] | yǐ wǎng liáo cǎo liáo dǎo |
| [02:22.347] | zhǎo huí diū shī de fēn miǎo bù zài máng mù qù zhēng chǎo |
| [02:24.597] | xué huì jiā kuài fàng dà bù jiǎo zhǐ qiú dá dào mù shén hǎo |
| [02:27.348] | wǒ xiǎng wǒ kuài zhàn bú zhù wǒ hái néng zhǎo shuí kū sù |
| [02:30.097] | shì yīn wèi zhǎo bu dào guī sù hái shì méi yǒu zǒu chū mí wù |
| [02:33.097] | nǎ pà shì zhēn de jiān chí bú zhù shēng mìng yīn cǐ jié shù |
| [02:35.848] | wǒ zhǐ xiǎng yì jǐn huán xiāng bié bǎ wǒ mái zài bié chù |
| [02:38.847] | hook: |
| [02:39.097] | yǒu shuí huì lā zhe wǒ de shǒu yǒu shuí huì lā zhe wǒ de shǒu |
| [02:44.519] | dài wǒ zǒu chū mí máng de shí hou bǎ dài wǒ zǒu chū mí máng de shí hou |
| [02:50.269] | zhè wěi zhuāng hái yào chēng duō jiǔ zhè wěi zhuāng wǒ hái yào chēng duō jiǔ |
| [02:55.770] | zhǐ shèng lèi shuǐ tíng zài wǒ yǎn móu zhǐ shèng lèi shuǐ tíng zài wǒ de yǎn móu |
| [03:01.270] | kb: |
| [03:01.770] | wèi le shèng lì tā yě xiǎng liú xià yì diǎn zú jì |
| [03:04.520] | dàn xiàn shí xiàng zài mèng zhōng yī yàng biàn de wú néng wéi lì |
| [03:07.269] | bù xuǎn zé táo bì jiù suàn zuì hòu shū dé yī bài tú dì |
| [03:10.020] | yě bù xū yào nǐ men de dào li hé xū qíng jiǎ yì de gǔ lì |
| [03:13.020] | ā dōng : |
| [03:13.270] | zhàn zài guāng míng yǔ hēi àn de zhōng lì xiǎng yào duì wài jiè de xìn xī dōu píng bì |
| [03:16.020] | cǐ kè duàn jué yī qiē huàn qǔ píng jìng zì jǐ duì zì jǐ jìn xíng bó yì |
| [03:19.270] | hái shì bù néng zǔ zhǐ nèi xīn de táo yì zǒu xiàng nì jìng |
| [03:22.271] | mí shī fāng xiàng dàn qìng xìng hái méi jīng pí lì jìn |