| [00:00.000] | 作词 : Syd |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : Syd |
| [00:05.410] | Beat编曲：Syndrome |
| [00:11.164] | 缩混：Mike.H |
| [00:15.161] | 封面：Slimer |
| [00:21.912] | 当他第一次睁开眼 在妇幼的产房 |
| [00:24.660] | 如此明亮的四周 满是陌生的形状 |
| [00:27.660] | 没有啼哭也没有伴随微笑 |
| [00:30.160] | 也没人知道他何时开始思考 |
| [00:32.910] | 从简单的词语到了蹒跚学步 |
| [00:35.910] | 他开始想象自己会去向何处 |
| [00:38.410] | 想去山的尽头 想去海的那一边 |
| [00:41.163] | 想知道云的家在哪 想看花开的那一天 |
| [00:44.411] | 烦人的蝉鸣 厚厚的积雪 |
| [00:46.915] | 被排挤的童年 让他不舍的九月 |
| [00:49.661] | 记得十岁那年几乎失去左眼 |
| [00:52.660] | 还记得那一个个充满厌恶的嘴脸 |
| [00:55.411] | 带着紧张和向往 他来到了古曲南路 |
| [00:57.910] | 可是这里愚蠢的一切像是荆棘般把他缠住 |
| [01:00.660] | 他们嘴上说着前途 |
| [01:02.160] | 但却都是言之无物 |
| [01:03.660] | 也许是向往自由的缘故 |
| [01:04.911] | 他想跳出这个维度 |
| [01:06.660] | 收拾好了行李 和家人道过别 |
| [01:09.415] | 离开长沙南的车票一张张堆叠 |
| [01:11.911] | 没怎么想过回头既然心意已决 |
| [01:15.161] | 哪怕心中的执念显得那么诙谐 |
| [01:17.910] | 顺着人潮他来到这座不下雪的城市 |
| [01:20.660] | 这有数不尽的高楼和肤浅的文字 |
| [01:23.410] | 有人还在挣扎 有人已经死去 |
| [01:26.163] | 有人早站在了这里的山顶可理不清自己的思绪还在纠缠着 |
| [01:29.910] | 他渐渐熟悉了规则 |
| [01:31.660] | 孤独感和寂寞也在同时里应外合 |
| [01:34.162] | 认识真正的朋友也见识过虚伪的兄弟 |
| [01:37.160] | 还有数不清的打击想让他再也不能爬起 |
| [01:39.914] | 所以他变得沉默自己消化负面情绪 |
| [01:42.910] | 凡事都想尽力但也不愿变成机器 |
| [01:45.411] | 好在脑海里留有想起仍会安心的记忆 |
| [01:48.413] | 也学会了用平淡的方式记叙 |
| [01:51.160] | 他到了山的尽头 到了海的那一边 |
| [01:53.660] | 学会一个人的生活也学会了卑谦 |
| [01:56.661] | 看着曾在纸上写下的诗篇 |
| [01:59.414] | 可是回家的路 在哪 谁 还在身边 |
| [02:02.415] | 从寒冷又炎热的长沙到了忙碌不堪的深圳 |
| [02:04.914] | 他一直扮演着不同的身份 |
| [02:06.410] | 在高楼间穿梭 但他仍然把握这分寸 |
| [02:08.910] | 他尝试把节奏掌控在自己手里 |
| [02:10.911] | 承受着压力为了避免成为像蝼蚁一样的人们 |
| [02:13.910] | 犟着和自己过意不去 |
| [02:15.411] | 向着那一丝光芒前进却又感到如此的无力 |
| [02:18.660] | 他也知道身边有无数不理解 |
| [02:20.660] | 但希望还没被浇灭 他的渴望却变得急切 |
| [02:24.913] | 跌倒再爬起的生活一直都在重复 |
| [02:26.912] | 带来的疼痛太多早已不分程度 |
| [02:29.162] | 太多人甘愿在大城市做着那小人物 |
| [02:31.660] | 也有人靠门路找庇护 |
| [02:33.160] | 而平凡的他只想回到童年时的荷花路 |
| [02:35.915] | 在迷雾中 在阴郁里 被人簇拥 被人忘记 |
| [02:38.660] | 有人要脸有人要钱有人在欲望之中迷失自己 |
| [02:41.660] | 他把这些都当作游戏但也总是陷入犹豫 |
| [02:44.164] | 在命运面前他总想要逃避 |
| [02:47.160] | 他遇见过本该珍视的东西 |
| [02:48.663] | 却被恶魔的诱惑吸引 |
| [02:49.911] | 成为了自己唾弃的人 |
| [02:51.410] | 伤害了最想保护的风景 |
| [02:52.663] | 对遗憾的执着让他丢了他的魂 |
| [02:55.660] | 错过的一切成为一扇回不去的门 |
| [02:58.161] | 他想要道歉但是半句也说不出口 |
| [03:01.161] | 他知道是自己选择做了欲望的走狗 |
| [03:03.914] | 他想要为他的冲动赎罪可他也知道他不配 |
| [03:06.664] | 他只能藏住他的情绪只能装作无所谓 |
| [03:09.165] | 可雨还在下 就像那天一样大 |
| [03:11.911] | 熄灭了最后一根烟咽下了想要说的话 |
| [03:14.660] | 他发现了自己的外表其实全部都是虚假 |
| [03:17.411] | 守不住这底线但还整天说着那些废话 |
| [03:20.410] | 也许 自私才是人类的本性 |
| [03:23.412] | 明知故犯也许是他心存侥幸 |
| [03:26.161] | 他会把这个教训一直记住 |
| [03:28.160] | 绝不再犯不管到了什么样的地步 |
| [03:31.410] | 是时候学会放下 因为故事还没写完 |
| [03:34.660] | 不再辜负期盼 不再去隐瞒 |
| [03:37.160] | 让他最后深吸一口城市污浊的空气 |
| [03:40.165] | 再见了 所有的那些过去 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : Syd |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : Syd |
| [00:05.410] | Beat bian qu: Syndrome |
| [00:11.164] | suo hun: Mike. H |
| [00:15.161] | feng mian: Slimer |
| [00:21.912] | dang ta di yi ci zheng kai yan zai fu you de chan fang |
| [00:24.660] | ru ci ming liang de si zhou man shi mo sheng de xing zhuang |
| [00:27.660] | mei you ti ku ye mei you ban sui wei xiao |
| [00:30.160] | ye mei ren zhi dao ta he shi kai shi si kao |
| [00:32.910] | cong jian dan de ci yu dao le pan shan xue bu |
| [00:35.910] | ta kai shi xiang xiang zi ji hui qu xiang he chu |
| [00:38.410] | xiang qu shan de jin tou xiang qu hai de na yi bian |
| [00:41.163] | xiang zhi dao yun de jia zai na xiang kan hua kai de na yi tian |
| [00:44.411] | fan ren de chan ming hou hou de ji xue |
| [00:46.915] | bei pai ji de tong nian rang ta bu she de jiu yue |
| [00:49.661] | ji de shi sui na nian ji hu shi qu zuo yan |
| [00:52.660] | hai ji de na yi ge ge chong man yan wu de zui lian |
| [00:55.411] | dai zhao jin zhang he xiang wang ta lai dao le gu qu nan lu |
| [00:57.910] | ke shi zhe li yu chun de yi qie xiang shi jing ji ban ba ta chan zhu |
| [01:00.660] | ta men zui shang shuo zhe qian tu |
| [01:02.160] | dan que dou shi yan zhi wu wu |
| [01:03.660] | ye xu shi xiang wang zi you de yuan gu |
| [01:04.911] | ta xiang tiao chu zhe ge wei du |
| [01:06.660] | shou shi hao le xing li he jia ren dao guo bie |
| [01:09.415] | li kai chang sha nan de che piao yi zhang zhang dui die |
| [01:11.911] | mei zen me xiang guo hui tou ji ran xin yi yi jue |
| [01:15.161] | na pa xin zhong de zhi nian xian de na me hui xie |
| [01:17.910] | shun zhe ren chao ta lai dao zhe zuo bu xia xue de cheng shi |
| [01:20.660] | zhe you shu bu jin de gao lou he fu qian de wen zi |
| [01:23.410] | you ren hai zai zheng zha you ren yi jing si qu |
| [01:26.163] | you ren zao zhan zai le zhe li de shan ding ke li bu qing zi ji de si xu hai zai jiu chan zhe |
| [01:29.910] | ta jian jian shu xi le gui ze |
| [01:31.660] | gu du gan he ji mo ye zai tong shi li ying wai he |
| [01:34.162] | ren shi zhen zheng de peng you ye jian shi guo xu wei de xiong di |
| [01:37.160] | hai you shu bu qing de da ji xiang rang ta zai ye bu neng pa qi |
| [01:39.914] | suo yi ta bian de chen mo zi ji xiao hua fu mian qing xu |
| [01:42.910] | fan shi dou xiang jin li dan ye bu yuan bian cheng ji qi |
| [01:45.411] | hao zai nao hai li liu you xiang qi reng hui an xin de ji yi |
| [01:48.413] | ye xue hui le yong ping dan de fang shi ji xu |
| [01:51.160] | ta dao le shan de jin tou dao le hai de na yi bian |
| [01:53.660] | xue hui yi ge ren de sheng huo ye xue hui le bei qian |
| [01:56.661] | kan zhe ceng zai zhi shang xie xia de shi pian |
| [01:59.414] | ke shi hui jia de lu zai na shui hai zai shen bian |
| [02:02.415] | cong han leng you yan re de chang sha dao le mang lu bu kan de shen zhen |
| [02:04.914] | ta yi zhi ban yan zhe bu tong de shen fen |
| [02:06.410] | zai gao lou jian chuan suo dan ta reng ran ba wo zhe fen cun |
| [02:08.910] | ta chang shi ba jie zou zhang kong zai zi ji shou li |
| [02:10.911] | cheng shou zhe ya li wei le bi mian cheng wei xiang lou yi yi yang de ren men |
| [02:13.910] | jiang zhe he zi ji guo yi bu qu |
| [02:15.411] | xiang zhe na yi si guang mang qian jin que you gan dao ru ci de wu li |
| [02:18.660] | ta ye zhi dao shen bian you wu shu bu li jie |
| [02:20.660] | dan xi wang hai mei bei jiao mie ta de ke wang que bian de ji qie |
| [02:24.913] | die dao zai pa qi de sheng huo yi zhi dou zai chong fu |
| [02:26.912] | dai lai de teng tong tai duo zao yi bu fen cheng du |
| [02:29.162] | tai duo ren gan yuan zai dai cheng shi zuo zhe na xiao ren wu |
| [02:31.660] | ye you ren kao men lu zhao bi hu |
| [02:33.160] | er ping fan de ta zhi xiang hui dao tong nian shi de he hua lu |
| [02:35.915] | zai mi wu zhong zai yin yu li bei ren cu yong bei ren wang ji |
| [02:38.660] | you ren yao lian you ren yao qian you ren zai yu wang zhi zhong mi shi zi ji |
| [02:41.660] | ta ba zhei xie dou dang zuo you xi dan ye zong shi xian ru you yu |
| [02:44.164] | zai ming yun mian qian ta zong xiang yao tao bi |
| [02:47.160] | ta yu jian guo ben gai zhen shi de dong xi |
| [02:48.663] | que bei e mo de you huo xi yin |
| [02:49.911] | cheng wei le zi ji tuo qi de ren |
| [02:51.410] | shang hai le zui xiang bao hu de feng jing |
| [02:52.663] | dui yi han de zhi zhuo rang ta diu le ta de hun |
| [02:55.660] | cuo guo de yi qie cheng wei yi shan hui bu qu de men |
| [02:58.161] | ta xiang yao dao qian dan shi ban ju ye shuo bu chu kou |
| [03:01.161] | ta zhi dao shi zi ji xuan ze zuo le yu wang de zou gou |
| [03:03.914] | ta xiang yao wei ta de chong dong shu zui ke ta ye zhi dao ta bu pei |
| [03:06.664] | ta zhi neng cang zhu ta de qing xu zhi neng zhuang zuo wu suo wei |
| [03:09.165] | ke yu hai zai xia jiu xiang na tian yi yang da |
| [03:11.911] | xi mie le zui hou yi gen yan yan xia le xiang yao shuo de hua |
| [03:14.660] | ta fa xian le zi ji de wai biao qi shi quan bu dou shi xu jia |
| [03:17.411] | shou bu zhu zhe di xian dan hai zheng tian shuo zhe nei xie fei hua |
| [03:20.410] | ye xu zi si cai shi ren lei de ben xing |
| [03:23.412] | ming zhi gu fan ye xu shi ta xin cun jiao xing |
| [03:26.161] | ta hui ba zhe ge jiao xun yi zhi ji zhu |
| [03:28.160] | jue bu zai fan bu guan dao le shen me yang de di bu |
| [03:31.410] | shi shi hou xue hui fang xia yin wei gu shi hai mei xie wan |
| [03:34.660] | bu zai gu fu qi pan bu zai qu yin man |
| [03:37.160] | rang ta zui hou shen xi yi kou cheng shi wu zhuo de kong qi |
| [03:40.165] | zai jian le suo you de nei xie guo qu |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : Syd |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : Syd |
| [00:05.410] | Beat biān qǔ: Syndrome |
| [00:11.164] | suō hùn: Mike. H |
| [00:15.161] | fēng miàn: Slimer |
| [00:21.912] | dāng tā dì yī cì zhēng kāi yǎn zài fù yòu de chǎn fáng |
| [00:24.660] | rú cǐ míng liàng de sì zhōu mǎn shì mò shēng de xíng zhuàng |
| [00:27.660] | méi yǒu tí kū yě méi yǒu bàn suí wēi xiào |
| [00:30.160] | yě méi rén zhī dào tā hé shí kāi shǐ sī kǎo |
| [00:32.910] | cóng jiǎn dān de cí yǔ dào le pán shān xué bù |
| [00:35.910] | tā kāi shǐ xiǎng xiàng zì jǐ huì qù xiàng hé chǔ |
| [00:38.410] | xiǎng qù shān de jìn tóu xiǎng qù hǎi de nà yī biān |
| [00:41.163] | xiǎng zhī dào yún de jiā zài nǎ xiǎng kàn huā kāi de nà yì tiān |
| [00:44.411] | fán rén de chán míng hòu hòu de jī xuě |
| [00:46.915] | bèi pái jǐ de tóng nián ràng tā bù shě de jiǔ yuè |
| [00:49.661] | jì de shí suì nà nián jī hū shī qù zuǒ yǎn |
| [00:52.660] | hái jì de nà yí gè gè chōng mǎn yàn wù de zuǐ liǎn |
| [00:55.411] | dài zháo jǐn zhāng hé xiàng wǎng tā lái dào le gǔ qū nán lù |
| [00:57.910] | kě shì zhè lǐ yú chǔn de yī qiè xiàng shì jīng jí bān bǎ tā chán zhù |
| [01:00.660] | tā men zuǐ shàng shuō zhe qián tú |
| [01:02.160] | dàn què dōu shì yán zhī wú wù |
| [01:03.660] | yě xǔ shì xiàng wǎng zì yóu de yuán gù |
| [01:04.911] | tā xiǎng tiào chū zhè gè wéi dù |
| [01:06.660] | shōu shí hǎo le xíng lǐ hé jiā rén dào guò bié |
| [01:09.415] | lí kāi cháng shā nán de chē piào yī zhāng zhāng duī dié |
| [01:11.911] | méi zěn me xiǎng guò huí tóu jì rán xīn yì yǐ jué |
| [01:15.161] | nǎ pà xīn zhōng de zhí niàn xiǎn de nà me huī xié |
| [01:17.910] | shùn zhe rén cháo tā lái dào zhè zuò bù xià xuě de chéng shì |
| [01:20.660] | zhè yǒu shù bu jìn de gāo lóu hé fū qiǎn de wén zì |
| [01:23.410] | yǒu rén hái zài zhēng zhá yǒu rén yǐ jīng sǐ qù |
| [01:26.163] | yǒu rén zǎo zhàn zài le zhè lǐ de shān dǐng kě lǐ bù qīng zì jǐ de sī xù hái zài jiū chán zhe |
| [01:29.910] | tā jiàn jiàn shú xī le guī zé |
| [01:31.660] | gū dú gǎn hé jì mò yě zài tóng shí lǐ yìng wài hé |
| [01:34.162] | rèn shi zhēn zhèng de péng yǒu yě jiàn shí guò xū wěi de xiōng dì |
| [01:37.160] | hái yǒu shǔ bù qīng de dǎ jī xiǎng ràng tā zài yě bù néng pá qǐ |
| [01:39.914] | suǒ yǐ tā biàn de chén mò zì jǐ xiāo huà fù miàn qíng xù |
| [01:42.910] | fán shì dōu xiǎng jìn lì dàn yě bù yuàn biàn chéng jī qì |
| [01:45.411] | hǎo zài nǎo hǎi lǐ liú yǒu xiǎng qǐ réng huì ān xīn de jì yì |
| [01:48.413] | yě xué huì le yòng píng dàn de fāng shì jì xù |
| [01:51.160] | tā dào le shān de jìn tóu dào le hǎi de nà yī biān |
| [01:53.660] | xué huì yí ge rén de shēng huó yě xué huì le bēi qiān |
| [01:56.661] | kàn zhe céng zài zhǐ shàng xiě xià de shī piān |
| [01:59.414] | kě shì huí jiā de lù zài nǎ shuí hái zài shēn biān |
| [02:02.415] | cóng hán lěng yòu yán rè de cháng shā dào le máng lù bù kān de shēn zhèn |
| [02:04.914] | tā yī zhí bàn yǎn zhe bù tóng de shēn fèn |
| [02:06.410] | zài gāo lóu jiān chuān suō dàn tā réng rán bǎ wò zhè fēn cùn |
| [02:08.910] | tā cháng shì bǎ jié zòu zhǎng kòng zài zì jǐ shǒu lǐ |
| [02:10.911] | chéng shòu zhe yā lì wèi le bì miǎn chéng wéi xiàng lóu yǐ yí yàng de rén men |
| [02:13.910] | jiàng zhe hé zì jǐ guò yì bù qù |
| [02:15.411] | xiàng zhe nà yī sī guāng máng qián jìn què yòu gǎn dào rú cǐ de wú lì |
| [02:18.660] | tā yě zhī dào shēn biān yǒu wú shù bù lǐ jiě |
| [02:20.660] | dàn xī wàng hái méi bèi jiāo miè tā de kě wàng què biàn de jí qiè |
| [02:24.913] | diē dǎo zài pá qǐ de shēng huó yī zhí dōu zài chóng fù |
| [02:26.912] | dài lái de téng tòng tài duō zǎo yǐ bù fēn chéng dù |
| [02:29.162] | tài duō rén gān yuàn zài dài chéng shì zuò zhe nà xiǎo rén wù |
| [02:31.660] | yě yǒu rén kào mén lù zhǎo bì hù |
| [02:33.160] | ér píng fán de tā zhǐ xiǎng huí dào tóng nián shí de hé huā lù |
| [02:35.915] | zài mí wù zhōng zài yīn yù lǐ bèi rén cù yōng bèi rén wàng jì |
| [02:38.660] | yǒu rén yào liǎn yǒu rén yào qián yǒu rén zài yù wàng zhī zhōng mí shī zì jǐ |
| [02:41.660] | tā bǎ zhèi xiē dōu dàng zuò yóu xì dàn yě zǒng shì xiàn rù yóu yù |
| [02:44.164] | zài mìng yùn miàn qián tā zǒng xiǎng yào táo bì |
| [02:47.160] | tā yù jiàn guò běn gāi zhēn shì de dōng xī |
| [02:48.663] | què bèi è mó de yòu huò xī yǐn |
| [02:49.911] | chéng wéi le zì jǐ tuò qì de rén |
| [02:51.410] | shāng hài le zuì xiǎng bǎo hù de fēng jǐng |
| [02:52.663] | duì yí hàn de zhí zhuó ràng tā diū le tā de hún |
| [02:55.660] | cuò guò de yī qiē chéng wèi yī shàn huí bù qù de mén |
| [02:58.161] | tā xiǎng yào dào qiàn dàn shì bàn jù yě shuō bu chū kǒu |
| [03:01.161] | tā zhī dào shì zì jǐ xuǎn zé zuò le yù wàng de zǒu gǒu |
| [03:03.914] | tā xiǎng yào wèi tā de chōng dòng shú zuì kě tā yě zhī dào tā bù pèi |
| [03:06.664] | tā zhǐ néng cáng zhù tā de qíng xù zhǐ néng zhuāng zuò wú suǒ wèi |
| [03:09.165] | kě yǔ hái zài xià jiù xiàng nà tiān yí yàng dà |
| [03:11.911] | xī miè le zuì hòu yī gēn yān yàn xià le xiǎng yào shuō de huà |
| [03:14.660] | tā fā xiàn le zì jǐ de wài biǎo qí shí quán bù dōu shì xū jiǎ |
| [03:17.411] | shǒu bú zhù zhè dǐ xiàn dàn hái zhěng tiān shuō zhe nèi xiē fèi huà |
| [03:20.410] | yě xǔ zì sī cái shì rén lèi de běn xìng |
| [03:23.412] | míng zhī gù fàn yě xǔ shì tā xīn cún jiǎo xìng |
| [03:26.161] | tā huì bǎ zhè gè jiào xùn yī zhí jì zhù |
| [03:28.160] | jué bù zài fàn bù guǎn dào le shén me yàng de dì bù |
| [03:31.410] | shì shí hòu xué huì fàng xià yīn wèi gù shì hái méi xiě wán |
| [03:34.660] | bù zài gū fù qī pàn bù zài qù yǐn mán |
| [03:37.160] | ràng tā zuì hòu shēn xī yī kǒu chéng shì wū zhuó de kōng qì |
| [03:40.165] | zài jiàn le suǒ yǒu de nèi xiē guò qù |
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