| [00:00.000] | 作词 : Silky |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : . |
| [00:21.690] | 1997年8月一个小男孩出生 |
| [00:24.188] | 他的到来给了惊喜也烘托了家庭气氛 |
| [00:26.938] | 面对新鲜的环境他保持特别的天真 |
| [00:29.689] | 从没想过会对这个社会感到如此憎恨 |
| [00:32.438] | 男孩一天天长大 他学会说了谎话 |
| [00:34.938] | 他甚至学会了抽烟想学电视里面染发 |
| [00:37.688] | 他慢慢开始叛逆 对所有事不在意 |
| [00:40.439] | 父母和身边亲戚朋友话他听不进去 |
| [00:43.189] | 他变得很浮躁 想法都很奇妙 |
| [00:45.438] | 他以为自己想要的都可以靠父母得到 |
| [00:48.390] | 他开始跟人争吵 从来都不去思考 |
| [00:50.890] | 自己的行为在心里重复的拉响了警报 |
| [00:53.888] | 他失眠在每个日夜 吞噬了他的信念 |
| [00:56.640] | 他理解的方式太片面导致所有的事情出现 |
| [00:59.389] | 他受够了亲戚朋友在他背后一直指点 |
| [01:02.389] | 他想靠自己的努力不被别人看扁 |
| [01:04.890] | 他想了太多又有什么用呢 |
| [01:06.889] | 最后只剩下一具行尸走肉般躯壳 |
| [01:09.388] | 他从没想过以后自己所经历的曲折 |
| [01:11.888] | 曾经他也想过放弃 算了吧 还是努力拼搏 |
| [01:15.389] | |
| [01:26.388] | 你是否曾经想过肩上戴着荣誉勋章 |
| [01:28.889] | 你是否曾经想过身边围绕荣耀星光 |
| [01:31.638] | 你是否曾经想过昂头挺胸回到家乡 |
| [01:34.139] | 你是否曾经看到前路微弱的灯光×2 |
| [01:37.390] | |
| [01:37.640] | 现在是2019年12月 |
| [01:40.138] | 我还是当年的样子虽然有一些改变 |
| [01:42.638] | 如今果然生活中有很多不美好 |
| [01:45.139] | 庆幸的是当年的一切都没有情景再现 |
| [01:48.389] | 22年后的我懂得了去替别人思考 |
| [01:50.890] | 我也学会了慢慢接受父母家人对我的教导 |
| [01:54.388] | 我会牢牢的记好 减少给他们的烦恼 |
| [01:57.639] | 我会让他们欣慰而不是困扰 |
| [01:58.638] | 幸好我及时认清了这社会现实 |
| [02:01.139] | 也时常为我当年做的事而感到不值 |
| [02:04.047] | 人不能活在过去应该去放眼未来 |
| [02:06.798] | 为了我的自己我要努力一直不断坚持 |
| [02:09.298] | 他们在看着你他们在笑话你 |
| [02:11.244] | 他们在看扁你他们在嘲讽你 |
| [02:13.495] | 我不去解释太多因为我知道我自己的经历 |
| [02:16.744] | 想把自己变锋利他们才会重新认识你 |
| [02:20.245] | 所谓的道理都听过了太多 |
| [02:21.746] | 跑到了关于这信念的上坡 |
| [02:22.995] | 如果你想象的思想会迸脱 |
| [02:24.495] | 那就会掉进那无尽的漩涡 |
| [02:25.995] | 习惯把自己伪装起来看着有恃无恐 |
| [02:29.746] | 可笑的是自己身边真的没有人懂 |
| [02:31.245] | |
| [02:41.746] | 你是否曾经想过肩上戴着荣誉勋章 |
| [02:44.744] | 你是否曾经想过身边围绕荣耀星光 |
| [02:47.244] | 你是否曾经想过昂头挺胸回到家乡 |
| [02:49.995] | 你是否曾经看到前路微弱的灯光×2 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : Silky |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu :. |
| [00:21.690] | 1997 nian 8 yue yi ge xiao nan hai chu sheng |
| [00:24.188] | ta de dao lai gei le jing xi ye hong tuo le jia ting qi fen |
| [00:26.938] | mian dui xin xian de huan jing ta bao chi te bie de tian zhen |
| [00:29.689] | cong mei xiang guo hui dui zhe ge she hui gan dao ru ci zeng hen |
| [00:32.438] | nan hai yi tian tian chang da ta xue hui shuo le huang hua |
| [00:34.938] | ta shen zhi xue hui le chou yan xiang xue dian shi li mian ran fa |
| [00:37.688] | ta man man kai shi pan ni dui suo you shi bu zai yi |
| [00:40.439] | fu mu he shen bian qin qi peng you hua ta ting bu jin qu |
| [00:43.189] | ta bian de hen fu zao xiang fa dou hen qi miao |
| [00:45.438] | ta yi wei zi ji xiang yao de dou ke yi kao fu mu de dao |
| [00:48.390] | ta kai shi gen ren zheng chao cong lai dou bu qu si kao |
| [00:50.890] | zi ji de xing wei zai xin li chong fu de la xiang le jing bao |
| [00:53.888] | ta shi mian zai mei ge ri ye tun shi le ta de xin nian |
| [00:56.640] | ta li jie de fang shi tai pian mian dao zhi suo you de shi qing chu xian |
| [00:59.389] | ta shou gou le qin qi peng you zai ta bei hou yi zhi zhi dian |
| [01:02.389] | ta xiang kao zi ji de nu li bu bei bie ren kan bian |
| [01:04.890] | ta xiang le tai duo you you shen me yong ne |
| [01:06.889] | zui hou zhi sheng xia yi ju xing shi zou rou ban qu qiao |
| [01:09.388] | ta cong mei xiang guo yi hou zi ji suo jing li de qu zhe |
| [01:11.888] | ceng jing ta ye xiang guo fang qi suan le ba hai shi nu li pin bo |
| [01:15.389] | |
| [01:26.388] | ni shi fou ceng jing xiang guo jian shang dai zhe rong yu xun zhang |
| [01:28.889] | ni shi fou ceng jing xiang guo shen bian wei rao rong yao xing guang |
| [01:31.638] | ni shi fou ceng jing xiang guo ang tou ting xiong hui dao jia xiang |
| [01:34.139] | ni shi fou ceng jing kan dao qian lu wei ruo de deng guang 2 |
| [01:37.390] | |
| [01:37.640] | xian zai shi 2019 nian 12 yue |
| [01:40.138] | wo hai shi dang nian de yang zi sui ran you yi xie gai bian |
| [01:42.638] | ru jin guo ran sheng huo zhong you hen duo bu mei hao |
| [01:45.139] | qing xing de shi dang nian de yi qie dou mei you qing jing zai xian |
| [01:48.389] | 22 nian hou de wo dong de le qu ti bie ren si kao |
| [01:50.890] | wo ye xue hui le man man jie shou fu mu jia ren dui wo de jiao dao |
| [01:54.388] | wo hui lao lao de ji hao jian shao gei ta men de fan nao |
| [01:57.639] | wo hui rang ta men xin wei er bu shi kun rao |
| [01:58.638] | xing hao wo ji shi ren qing le zhe she hui xian shi |
| [02:01.139] | ye shi chang wei wo dang nian zuo de shi er gan dao bu zhi |
| [02:04.047] | ren bu neng huo zai guo qu ying gai qu fang yan wei lai |
| [02:06.798] | wei le wo de zi ji wo yao nu li yi zhi bu duan jian chi |
| [02:09.298] | ta men zai kan zhe ni ta men zai xiao hua ni |
| [02:11.244] | ta men zai kan bian ni ta men zai chao feng ni |
| [02:13.495] | wo bu qu jie shi tai duo yin wei wo zhi dao wo zi ji de jing li |
| [02:16.744] | xiang ba zi ji bian feng li ta men cai hui chong xin ren shi ni |
| [02:20.245] | suo wei de dao li dou ting guo le tai duo |
| [02:21.746] | pao dao le guan yu zhe xin nian de shang po |
| [02:22.995] | ru guo ni xiang xiang de si xiang hui beng tuo |
| [02:24.495] | na jiu hui diao jin na wu jin de xuan wo |
| [02:25.995] | xi guan ba zi ji wei zhuang qi lai kan zhe you shi wu kong |
| [02:29.746] | ke xiao de shi zi ji shen bian zhen de mei you ren dong |
| [02:31.245] | |
| [02:41.746] | ni shi fou ceng jing xiang guo jian shang dai zhe rong yu xun zhang |
| [02:44.744] | ni shi fou ceng jing xiang guo shen bian wei rao rong yao xing guang |
| [02:47.244] | ni shi fou ceng jing xiang guo ang tou ting xiong hui dao jia xiang |
| [02:49.995] | ni shi fou ceng jing kan dao qian lu wei ruo de deng guang 2 |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : Silky |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ :. |
| [00:21.690] | 1997 nián 8 yuè yí gè xiǎo nán hái chū shēng |
| [00:24.188] | tā de dào lái gěi le jīng xǐ yě hōng tuō le jiā tíng qì fēn |
| [00:26.938] | miàn duì xīn xiān de huán jìng tā bǎo chí tè bié de tiān zhēn |
| [00:29.689] | cóng méi xiǎng guò huì duì zhè gè shè huì gǎn dào rú cǐ zēng hèn |
| [00:32.438] | nán hái yì tiān tiān cháng dà tā xué huì shuō le huǎng huà |
| [00:34.938] | tā shèn zhì xué huì le chōu yān xiǎng xué diàn shì lǐ miàn rǎn fà |
| [00:37.688] | tā màn màn kāi shǐ pàn nì duì suǒ yǒu shì bù zài yì |
| [00:40.439] | fù mǔ hé shēn biān qīn qī péng you huà tā tīng bù jìn qu |
| [00:43.189] | tā biàn de hěn fú zào xiǎng fǎ dōu hěn qí miào |
| [00:45.438] | tā yǐ wéi zì jǐ xiǎng yào de dōu kě yǐ kào fù mǔ dé dào |
| [00:48.390] | tā kāi shǐ gēn rén zhēng chǎo cóng lái dōu bù qù sī kǎo |
| [00:50.890] | zì jǐ de xíng wéi zài xīn li chóng fù de lā xiǎng le jǐng bào |
| [00:53.888] | tā shī mián zài měi gè rì yè tūn shì le tā de xìn niàn |
| [00:56.640] | tā lǐ jiě de fāng shì tài piàn miàn dǎo zhì suǒ yǒu de shì qing chū xiàn |
| [00:59.389] | tā shòu gòu le qīn qī péng you zài tā bèi hòu yì zhí zhǐ diǎn |
| [01:02.389] | tā xiǎng kào zì jǐ de nǔ lì bù bèi bié rén kàn biǎn |
| [01:04.890] | tā xiǎng le tài duō yòu yǒu shén me yòng ne |
| [01:06.889] | zuì hòu zhǐ shèng xià yī jù xíng shī zǒu ròu bān qū qiào |
| [01:09.388] | tā cóng méi xiǎng guò yǐ hòu zì jǐ suǒ jīng lì de qū zhé |
| [01:11.888] | céng jīng tā yě xiǎng guò fàng qì suàn le ba hái shì nǔ lì pīn bó |
| [01:15.389] | |
| [01:26.388] | nǐ shì fǒu céng jīng xiǎng guò jiān shàng dài zhe róng yù xūn zhāng |
| [01:28.889] | nǐ shì fǒu céng jīng xiǎng guò shēn biān wéi rào róng yào xīng guāng |
| [01:31.638] | nǐ shì fǒu céng jīng xiǎng guò áng tóu tǐng xiōng huí dào jiā xiāng |
| [01:34.139] | nǐ shì fǒu céng jīng kàn dào qián lù wēi ruò de dēng guāng 2 |
| [01:37.390] | |
| [01:37.640] | xiàn zài shì 2019 nián 12 yuè |
| [01:40.138] | wǒ hái shì dāng nián de yàng zi suī rán yǒu yī xiē gǎi biàn |
| [01:42.638] | rú jīn guǒ rán shēng huó zhōng yǒu hěn duō bù měi hǎo |
| [01:45.139] | qìng xìng de shì dāng nián de yī qiè dōu méi yǒu qíng jǐng zài xiàn |
| [01:48.389] | 22 nián hòu de wǒ dǒng de le qù tì bié rén sī kǎo |
| [01:50.890] | wǒ yě xué huì le màn màn jiē shòu fù mǔ jiā rén duì wǒ de jiào dǎo |
| [01:54.388] | wǒ huì láo láo de jì hǎo jiǎn shǎo gěi tā men de fán nǎo |
| [01:57.639] | wǒ huì ràng tā men xīn wèi ér bú shì kùn rǎo |
| [01:58.638] | xìng hǎo wǒ jí shí rèn qīng le zhè shè huì xiàn shí |
| [02:01.139] | yě shí cháng wèi wǒ dāng nián zuò de shì ér gǎn dào bù zhí |
| [02:04.047] | rén bù néng huó zài guò qù yīng gāi qù fàng yǎn wèi lái |
| [02:06.798] | wèi le wǒ de zì jǐ wǒ yào nǔ lì yì zhí bù duàn jiān chí |
| [02:09.298] | tā men zài kàn zhe nǐ tā men zài xiào hua nǐ |
| [02:11.244] | tā men zài kàn biǎn nǐ tā men zài cháo fěng nǐ |
| [02:13.495] | wǒ bù qù jiě shì tài duō yīn wèi wǒ zhī dào wǒ zì jǐ de jīng lì |
| [02:16.744] | xiǎng bǎ zì jǐ biàn fēng lì tā men cái huì chóng xīn rèn shí nǐ |
| [02:20.245] | suǒ wèi de dào li dōu tīng guò le tài duō |
| [02:21.746] | pǎo dào le guān yú zhè xìn niàn de shàng pō |
| [02:22.995] | rú guǒ nǐ xiǎng xiàng de sī xiǎng huì bèng tuō |
| [02:24.495] | nà jiù huì diào jìn nà wú jìn de xuán wō |
| [02:25.995] | xí guàn bǎ zì jǐ wěi zhuāng qǐ lai kàn zhe yǒu shì wú kǒng |
| [02:29.746] | kě xiào de shì zì jǐ shēn biān zhēn de méi yǒu rén dǒng |
| [02:31.245] | |
| [02:41.746] | nǐ shì fǒu céng jīng xiǎng guò jiān shàng dài zhe róng yù xūn zhāng |
| [02:44.744] | nǐ shì fǒu céng jīng xiǎng guò shēn biān wéi rào róng yào xīng guāng |
| [02:47.244] | nǐ shì fǒu céng jīng xiǎng guò áng tóu tǐng xiōng huí dào jiā xiāng |
| [02:49.995] | nǐ shì fǒu céng jīng kàn dào qián lù wēi ruò de dēng guāng 2 |