| [00:00.00] | 作词 : 1 |
| [00:01.00] | 作曲 : 1 |
| [00:02.00] | 编曲 : q |
| [00:07.72] | 混音：Xunni.Z张笑宁 |
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| [00:12.25] | 他叫李鹏悦 今年二十三 |
| [00:14.40] | 和多数一样日子过得真的很难堪 |
| [00:16.95] | 为了生活在奔跑争夺这分秒 |
| [00:18.68] | 想在陌生的城市靠自己站住跟脚 |
| [00:22.39] | |
| [00:22.81] | 他曾被好运光顾 帮他打开窗户 |
| [00:25.41] | 可是幸运女神来的匆忙走的太过仓促 |
| [00:28.18] | 充满希望的光束无法照亮他的双目 |
| [00:31.34] | 他觉得他的心脏 已经完全僵住 |
| [00:33.98] | |
| [00:34.37] | 曾在深夜辗转反侧还是难以入睡 |
| [00:37.03] | 也在梦中偷偷勾画他想要的富贵 |
| [00:39.85] | 现实却一次次的把他拉进深渊 |
| [00:42.82] | 他现在只想回家想回到她的身边 |
| [00:44.36] | |
| [00:45.64] | 他每天带着面具 |
| [00:47.05] | 活在这座炼狱 |
| [00:48.53] | 看路上人来人往互相都在骗来骗去 |
| [00:51.47] | 他冲进房门把自己关进了被窝 |
| [00:54.11] | 他低声的问自己 应不应该退缩 |
| [00:56.67] | |
| [00:57.08] | 他知道他的想法会被这个社会刺伤 |
| [00:59.87] | 但也没有改变哪怕前途都是逆光 |
| [01:01.81] | |
| [01:02.23] | 他坚信他笃定 他一直给自己鼓励 |
| [01:07.61] | 他知道拼命的努力是他最锋利的武器 |
| [01:08.69] | |
| [01:09.16] | 他性格温顺平和 从不去争夺名额 |
| [01:11.29] | 他知道想被大家尊重要靠实力赢得 |
| [01:13.93] | |
| [01:14.31] | 他习惯了质疑 习惯了冷水 都没法让他停下 |
| [01:16.97] | 他坚信只要做自己就不怕别人评价 |
| [01:18.85] | |
| [01:20.18] | 日子一年一年过 |
| [01:22.70] | 但他做的还是没起色 |
| [01:25.42] | 除了不规律的作息之外没有一点独特 |
| [01:27.76] | 当然还有纠结伴随他无时无刻 |
| [01:30.77] | |
| [01:31.13] | 他习惯孤独作伴 |
| [01:32.61] | 他喜欢孤独作战 |
| [01:34.13] | 他害怕孤独扩散 |
| [01:35.36] | 他自述已经过半 |
| [01:36.45] | |
| [01:36.81] | 他只是需要倾诉 |
| [01:38.16] | 他需要一位听众 |
| [01:39.73] | 他害怕再次冰住 |
| [01:41.45] | 他害怕感受心痛 |
| [01:42.09] | |
| [01:42.58] | 他已经怂了怕了无法继续说着话了哪怕心里气的炸了不敢说句XXXX |
| [01:47.65] | |
| [01:48.06] | 他也只能选择闭嘴被人打破内心壁垒情绪逐渐变得气馁感觉窒息好像溺水 |
| [01:53.62] | |
| [01:53.91] | 他渐渐的变得颓废 |
| [01:56.97] | 感觉没什么值得回味 |
| [01:59.38] | 回味自己是个垃圾 |
| [02:00.43] | 回味自己是个累赘 |
| [02:02.43] | 回味自己是个废物 |
| [02:04.18] | 还活的没心没肺 |
| [02:05.61] | 他已经融入了这种生活 |
| [02:08.30] | 慢慢的学会争夺 |
| [02:11.19] | 与其说他已经把他初心忘记 |
| [02:15.16] | 不如说他学会了放弃 |
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| [00:00.00] | zuo ci : 1 |
| [00:01.00] | zuo qu : 1 |
| [00:02.00] | bian qu : q |
| [00:07.72] | hun yin: Xunni. Z zhang xiao ning |
| [00:11.62] | |
| [00:12.25] | ta jiao li peng yue jin nian er shi san |
| [00:14.40] | he duo shu yi yang ri zi guo de zhen de hen nan kan |
| [00:16.95] | wei le sheng huo zai ben pao zheng duo zhe fen miao |
| [00:18.68] | xiang zai mo sheng de cheng shi kao zi ji zhan zhu gen jiao |
| [00:22.39] | |
| [00:22.81] | ta ceng bei hao yun guang gu bang ta da kai chuang hu |
| [00:25.41] | ke shi xing yun nv shen lai de cong mang zou de tai guo cang cu |
| [00:28.18] | chong man xi wang de guang shu wu fa zhao liang ta de shuang mu |
| [00:31.34] | ta jue de ta de xin zang yi jing wan quan jiang zhu |
| [00:33.98] | |
| [00:34.37] | ceng zai shen ye zhan zhuan fan ce hai shi nan yi ru shui |
| [00:37.03] | ye zai meng zhong tou tou gou hua ta xiang yao de fu gui |
| [00:39.85] | xian shi que yi ci ci de ba ta la jin shen yuan |
| [00:42.82] | ta xian zai zhi xiang hui jia xiang hui dao ta de shen bian |
| [00:44.36] | |
| [00:45.64] | ta mei tian dai zhe mian ju |
| [00:47.05] | huo zai zhe zuo lian yu |
| [00:48.53] | kan lu shang ren lai ren wang hu xiang dou zai pian lai pian qu |
| [00:51.47] | ta chong jin fang men ba zi ji guan jin le bei wo |
| [00:54.11] | ta di sheng de wen zi ji ying bu ying gai tui suo |
| [00:56.67] | |
| [00:57.08] | ta zhi dao ta de xiang fa hui bei zhe ge she hui ci shang |
| [00:59.87] | dan ye mei you gai bian na pa qian tu dou shi ni guang |
| [01:01.81] | |
| [01:02.23] | ta jian xin ta du ding ta yi zhi gei zi ji gu li |
| [01:07.61] | ta zhi dao pin ming de nu li shi ta zui feng li de wu qi |
| [01:08.69] | |
| [01:09.16] | ta xing ge wen shun ping he cong bu qu zheng duo ming e |
| [01:11.29] | ta zhi dao xiang bei da jia zun zhong yao kao shi li ying de |
| [01:13.93] | |
| [01:14.31] | ta xi guan le zhi yi xi guan le leng shui dou mei fa rang ta ting xia |
| [01:16.97] | ta jian xin zhi yao zuo zi ji jiu bu pa bie ren ping jia |
| [01:18.85] | |
| [01:20.18] | ri zi yi nian yi nian guo |
| [01:22.70] | dan ta zuo de hai shi mei qi se |
| [01:25.42] | chu liao bu gui lv de zuo xi zhi wai mei you yi dian du te |
| [01:27.76] | dang ran hai you jiu jie ban sui ta wu shi wu ke |
| [01:30.77] | |
| [01:31.13] | ta xi guan gu du zuo ban |
| [01:32.61] | ta xi huan gu du zuo zhan |
| [01:34.13] | ta hai pa gu du kuo san |
| [01:35.36] | ta zi shu yi jing guo ban |
| [01:36.45] | |
| [01:36.81] | ta zhi shi xu yao qing su |
| [01:38.16] | ta xu yao yi wei ting zhong |
| [01:39.73] | ta hai pa zai ci bing zhu |
| [01:41.45] | ta hai pa gan shou xin tong |
| [01:42.09] | |
| [01:42.58] | ta yi jing song le pa liao wu fa ji xu shuo zhe hua le na pa xin li qi de zha liao bu gan shuo ju XXXX |
| [01:47.65] | |
| [01:48.06] | ta ye zhi neng xuan ze bi zui bei ren da po nei xin bi lei qing xu zhu jian bian de qi nei gan jue zhi xi hao xiang ni shui |
| [01:53.62] | |
| [01:53.91] | ta jian jian de bian de tui fei |
| [01:56.97] | gan jue mei shen me zhi de hui wei |
| [01:59.38] | hui wei zi ji shi ge la ji |
| [02:00.43] | hui wei zi ji shi ge lei zhui |
| [02:02.43] | hui wei zi ji shi ge fei wu |
| [02:04.18] | hai huo de mei xin mei fei |
| [02:05.61] | ta yi jing rong ru le zhe zhong sheng huo |
| [02:08.30] | man man de xue hui zheng duo |
| [02:11.19] | yu qi shuo ta yi jing ba ta chu xin wang ji |
| [02:15.16] | bu ru shuo ta xue hui le fang qi |
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| [00:00.00] | zuò cí : 1 |
| [00:01.00] | zuò qǔ : 1 |
| [00:02.00] | biān qǔ : q |
| [00:07.72] | hùn yīn: Xunni. Z zhāng xiào níng |
| [00:11.62] | |
| [00:12.25] | tā jiào lǐ péng yuè jīn nián èr shí sān |
| [00:14.40] | hé duō shù yí yàng rì zi guò de zhēn de hěn nán kān |
| [00:16.95] | wèi le shēng huó zài bēn pǎo zhēng duó zhè fēn miǎo |
| [00:18.68] | xiǎng zài mò shēng de chéng shì kào zì jǐ zhàn zhù gēn jiǎo |
| [00:22.39] | |
| [00:22.81] | tā céng bèi hǎo yùn guāng gù bāng tā dǎ kāi chuāng hù |
| [00:25.41] | kě shì xìng yùn nǚ shén lái de cōng máng zǒu de tài guò cāng cù |
| [00:28.18] | chōng mǎn xī wàng de guāng shù wú fǎ zhào liàng tā de shuāng mù |
| [00:31.34] | tā jué de tā de xīn zàng yǐ jīng wán quán jiāng zhù |
| [00:33.98] | |
| [00:34.37] | céng zài shēn yè zhǎn zhuǎn fǎn cè hái shì nán yǐ rù shuì |
| [00:37.03] | yě zài mèng zhōng tōu tōu gōu huà tā xiǎng yào de fù guì |
| [00:39.85] | xiàn shí què yī cì cì de bǎ tā lā jìn shēn yuān |
| [00:42.82] | tā xiàn zài zhǐ xiǎng huí jiā xiǎng huí dào tā de shēn biān |
| [00:44.36] | |
| [00:45.64] | tā měi tiān dài zhe miàn jù |
| [00:47.05] | huó zài zhè zuò liàn yù |
| [00:48.53] | kàn lù shàng rén lái rén wǎng hù xiāng dōu zài piàn lái piàn qù |
| [00:51.47] | tā chōng jìn fáng mén bà zì jǐ guān jìn le bèi wō |
| [00:54.11] | tā dī shēng de wèn zì jǐ yīng bù yīng gāi tuì suō |
| [00:56.67] | |
| [00:57.08] | tā zhī dào tā de xiǎng fǎ huì bèi zhè gè shè huì cì shāng |
| [00:59.87] | dàn yě méi yǒu gǎi biàn nǎ pà qián tú dōu shì nì guāng |
| [01:01.81] | |
| [01:02.23] | tā jiān xìn tā dǔ dìng tā yī zhí gěi zì jǐ gǔ lì |
| [01:07.61] | tā zhī dào pīn mìng de nǔ lì shì tā zuì fēng lì de wǔ qì |
| [01:08.69] | |
| [01:09.16] | tā xìng gé wēn shùn píng hé cóng bù qù zhēng duó míng é |
| [01:11.29] | tā zhī dào xiǎng bèi dà jiā zūn zhòng yào kào shí lì yíng de |
| [01:13.93] | |
| [01:14.31] | tā xí guàn le zhì yí xí guàn le lěng shuǐ dōu méi fǎ ràng tā tíng xià |
| [01:16.97] | tā jiān xìn zhǐ yào zuò zì jǐ jiù bù pà bié rén píng jià |
| [01:18.85] | |
| [01:20.18] | rì zi yī nián yī nián guò |
| [01:22.70] | dàn tā zuò de hái shì méi qǐ sè |
| [01:25.42] | chú liǎo bù guī lǜ de zuò xī zhī wài méi yǒu yì diǎn dú tè |
| [01:27.76] | dāng rán hái yǒu jiū jié bàn suí tā wú shí wú kè |
| [01:30.77] | |
| [01:31.13] | tā xí guàn gū dú zuò bàn |
| [01:32.61] | tā xǐ huān gū dú zuò zhàn |
| [01:34.13] | tā hài pà gū dú kuò sàn |
| [01:35.36] | tā zì shù yǐ jīng guò bàn |
| [01:36.45] | |
| [01:36.81] | tā zhǐ shì xū yào qīng sù |
| [01:38.16] | tā xū yào yī wèi tīng zhòng |
| [01:39.73] | tā hài pà zài cì bīng zhù |
| [01:41.45] | tā hài pà gǎn shòu xīn tòng |
| [01:42.09] | |
| [01:42.58] | tā yǐ jīng sǒng le pà liǎo wú fǎ jì xù shuō zhe huà le nǎ pà xīn lǐ qì de zhà liǎo bù gǎn shuō jù XXXX |
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| [01:48.06] | tā yě zhǐ néng xuǎn zé bì zuǐ bèi rén dǎ pò nèi xīn bì lěi qíng xù zhú jiàn biàn de qì něi gǎn jué zhì xī hǎo xiàng nì shuǐ |
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| [01:53.91] | tā jiàn jiàn de biàn de tuí fèi |
| [01:56.97] | gǎn jué méi shén me zhí de huí wèi |
| [01:59.38] | huí wèi zì jǐ shì gè lā jī |
| [02:00.43] | huí wèi zì jǐ shì gè léi zhuì |
| [02:02.43] | huí wèi zì jǐ shì gè fèi wù |
| [02:04.18] | hái huó de méi xīn méi fèi |
| [02:05.61] | tā yǐ jīng róng rù le zhè zhǒng shēng huó |
| [02:08.30] | màn màn de xué huì zhēng duó |
| [02:11.19] | yǔ qí shuō tā yǐ jīng bǎ tā chū xīn wàng jì |
| [02:15.16] | bù rú shuō tā xué huì le fàng qì |
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