| [00:00.000] | 作词 : 毛衍七 |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : 毛衍七 |
| [00:03.729] | 编曲 Arranged by 顺德(SDOUND) |
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| [00:13.221] | 我的目标很坚定 要掀起最大的浪 |
| [00:15.360] | 命中注定我不信 说过的话不能忘 |
| [00:18.206] | 有时我非常冷静 有时心情也很Down |
| [00:20.592] | 一步一步向前进 不只是在Underground |
| [00:23.210] | 我很清楚Social不能给我带来什么只会更加辛苦 |
| [00:26.528] | 所以我选择做只孤独又好学的鹦鹉 |
| [00:29.542] | 那些没有必要的交际 我十分挑剔 |
| [00:32.311] | 又忘记妈妈出门前对我的叮嘱 |
| [00:34.526] | 生活在对我挑衅 它使着巧劲 |
| [00:37.126] | 我想着靠自己也能把它全部给搞定 |
| [00:39.643] | 把责任扛在肩上 舆论的偏向 |
| [00:42.309] | 它让我夜不能寐从黑夜直到天亮 |
| [00:44.974] | 压在心上的事很多从感情到事业 |
| [00:47.679] | 我的痛苦自己知道在每个日夜 |
| [00:50.109] | 发现我生了病 给的情绪特别炽烈 |
| [00:52.625] | 不只一次有过念头想要离开这个世界 |
| [00:55.481] | 我开始逃避现实开始迷恋酒精 |
| [00:57.610] | 我开始学着放松不要再紧握着手心 |
| [01:00.170] | 我开始习惯用笑 来掩饰我的内心 |
| [01:02.791] | 我也开始带上面具就像他的黑色柳丁 |
| [01:05.458] | 我试着拨开迷雾不停地向前奔跑 |
| [01:08.105] | 躲在自己的小角落屏蔽掉一切纷扰 |
| [01:10.641] | 脑袋里面两个声音在迷乱时争吵 |
| [01:13.194] | 当我清醒了我才知道活着真好 |
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| [01:16.182] | Lord do i wanna die ? |
| [01:17.688] | Yeah 说着谎话 |
| [01:18.640] | 我只是不想学着长大 |
| [01:20.872] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [01:22.690] | No 护航保驾 |
| [01:23.971] | 我不会这样轻易倒下 |
| [01:25.845] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [01:28.286] | Yeah 说着谎话 |
| [01:29.107] | 我只是不想学着长大 |
| [01:31.386] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [01:33.291] | No I don't need drugs |
| [01:34.413] | 面对没有那么可怕 |
| [01:36.583] | 在每个人的心上都有无法掩饰的痛 |
| [01:39.510] | 它们是激发我身上所有的潜质的洞 |
| [01:41.979] | 我扛着就连计算器都无法显示的重 |
| [01:44.579] | 我靠着年少轻狂实现自己编织的梦 |
| [01:47.208] | 你说我没礼貌 那我就没礼貌 |
| [01:49.640] | 我知道除了自己没有谁能够倚靠 |
| [01:52.277] | 别控制我喜好 别给我加引号 |
| [01:54.899] | 我不仅不按牌理出牌还要再高调地放礼炮 |
| [01:58.070] | 我不是真的快乐虽然我喜欢笑 |
| [02:00.304] | 我试着打开窗户却又被自己关掉 |
| [02:02.857] | 你说你一直在这 我多谢你关照 |
| [02:05.593] | 但我还是喜欢走独木桥不走阳关道 |
| [03:02.728][01:36.195] | |
| [02:08.127] | 我尝试扔掉包袱时刻保持清醒 |
| [02:10.980] | 我尝试走出从前所经历的阴影 |
| [02:13.713] | 我尝试玩玩套路但一个比一个新颖 |
| [02:15.972] | 让自己更加强大但也会在梦中惊醒 |
| [02:18.854] | 我变得封闭 对着空气 感觉在冬季 |
| [02:22.147] | 就让风挤进我的公寓 |
| [02:24.012] | 我失去功力 不想被拥立 空地上泡了一杯能治疗浮躁的冲剂 |
| [02:29.213] | 都想要分一杯羹拿走这块红利 |
| [02:32.030] | 我做我想做的事不用谁的同意 |
| [02:34.508] | 如果说该来会来该给我都会给 |
| [02:37.165] | 就让疼痛再强烈一点刺激我的味蕾 |
| [02:41.593] | Lord do i wanna die ? |
| [02:43.544] | Yeah 说着谎话 |
| [02:44.761] | 我只是不想学着长大 |
| [02:46.647] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [02:48.663] | No 护航保驾 |
| [02:49.999] | 我不会这样轻易倒下 |
| [02:51.797] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [02:53.513] | Yeah 说着谎话 |
| [02:55.268] | 我只是不想学着倒下 |
| [02:57.301] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [02:59.685] | No I don't need drugs |
| [03:00.827] | 面对没有那么可怕 |
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| [03:05.264] | 制作人 Produced by Double_G |
| [03:06.451] | 录音 Recorded By Double_G |
| [03:07.751] | 混音 Mixed by Double_G |
| [03:09.061] | 母带处理工程师 Mastered by全相彦 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : mao yan qi |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : mao yan qi |
| [00:03.729] | bian qu Arranged by shun de SDOUND |
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| [00:13.221] | wo de mu biao hen jian ding yao xian qi zui da de lang |
| [00:15.360] | ming zhong zhu ding wo bu xin shuo guo de hua bu neng wang |
| [00:18.206] | you shi wo fei chang leng jing you shi xin qing ye hen Down |
| [00:20.592] | yi bu yi bu xiang qian jin bu zhi shi zai Underground |
| [00:23.210] | wo hen qing chu Social bu neng gei wo dai lai shen me zhi hui geng jia xin ku |
| [00:26.528] | suo yi wo xuan ze zuo zhi gu du you hao xue de ying wu |
| [00:29.542] | nei xie mei you bi yao de jiao ji wo shi fen tiao ti |
| [00:32.311] | you wang ji ma ma chu men qian dui wo de ding zhu |
| [00:34.526] | sheng huo zai dui wo tiao xin ta shi zhe qiao jin |
| [00:37.126] | wo xiang zhe kao zi ji ye neng ba ta quan bu gei gao ding |
| [00:39.643] | ba ze ren kang zai jian shang yu lun de pian xiang |
| [00:42.309] | ta rang wo ye bu neng mei cong hei ye zhi dao tian liang |
| [00:44.974] | ya zai xin shang de shi hen duo cong gan qing dao shi ye |
| [00:47.679] | wo de tong ku zi ji zhi dao zai mei ge ri ye |
| [00:50.109] | fa xian wo sheng le bing gei de qing xu te bie chi lie |
| [00:52.625] | bu zhi yi ci you guo nian tou xiang yao li kai zhe ge shi jie |
| [00:55.481] | wo kai shi tao bi xian shi kai shi mi lian jiu jing |
| [00:57.610] | wo kai shi xue zhe fang song bu yao zai jin wo zhuo shou xin |
| [01:00.170] | wo kai shi xi guan yong xiao lai yan shi wo de nei xin |
| [01:02.791] | wo ye kai shi dai shang mian ju jiu xiang ta de hei se liu ding |
| [01:05.458] | wo shi zhe bo kai mi wu bu ting di xiang qian ben pao |
| [01:08.105] | duo zai zi ji de xiao jiao luo ping bi diao yi qie fen rao |
| [01:10.641] | nao dai li mian liang ge sheng yin zai mi luan shi zheng chao |
| [01:13.194] | dang wo qing xing le wo cai zhi dao huo zhe zhen hao |
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| [01:16.182] | Lord do i wanna die ? |
| [01:17.688] | Yeah shuo zhe huang hua |
| [01:18.640] | wo zhi shi bu xiang xue zhe zhang da |
| [01:20.872] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [01:22.690] | No hu hang bao jia |
| [01:23.971] | wo bu hui zhe yang qing yi dao xia |
| [01:25.845] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [01:28.286] | Yeah shuo zhe huang hua |
| [01:29.107] | wo zhi shi bu xiang xue zhe zhang da |
| [01:31.386] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [01:33.291] | No I don' t need drugs |
| [01:34.413] | mian dui mei you na me ke pa |
| [01:36.583] | zai mei ge ren de xin shang dou you wu fa yan shi de tong |
| [01:39.510] | ta men shi ji fa wo shen shang suo you de qian zhi di dong |
| [01:41.979] | wo kang zhe jiu lian ji suan qi dou wu fa xian shi de zhong |
| [01:44.579] | wo kao zhe nian shao qing kuang shi xian zi ji bian zhi de meng |
| [01:47.208] | ni shuo wo mei li mao na wo jiu mei li mao |
| [01:49.640] | wo zhi dao chu le zi ji mei you shui neng gou yi kao |
| [01:52.277] | bie kong zhi wo xi hao bie gei wo jia yin hao |
| [01:54.899] | wo bu jin bu an pai li chu pai hai yao zai gao diao di fang li pao |
| [01:58.070] | wo bu shi zhen de kuai le sui ran wo xi huan xiao |
| [02:00.304] | wo shi zhe da kai chuang hu que you bei zi ji guan diao |
| [02:02.857] | ni shuo ni yi zhi zai zhe wo duo xie ni guan zhao |
| [02:05.593] | dan wo hai shi xi huan zou du mu qiao bu zou yang guan dao |
| [03:02.728][01:36.195] | |
| [02:08.127] | wo chang shi reng diao bao fu shi ke bao chi qing xing |
| [02:10.980] | wo chang shi zou chu cong qian suo jing li de yin ying |
| [02:13.713] | wo chang shi wan wan tao lu dan yi ge bi yi ge xin ying |
| [02:15.972] | rang zi ji geng jia qiang da dan ye hui zai meng zhong jing xing |
| [02:18.854] | wo bian de feng bi dui zhe kong qi gan jue zai dong ji |
| [02:22.147] | jiu rang feng ji jin wo de gong yu |
| [02:24.012] | wo shi qu gong li bu xiang bei yong li kong di shang pao le yi bei neng zhi liao fu zao de chong ji |
| [02:29.213] | dou xiang yao fen yi bei geng na zou zhe kuai hong li |
| [02:32.030] | wo zuo wo xiang zuo de shi bu yong shui de tong yi |
| [02:34.508] | ru guo shuo gai lai hui lai gai gei wo dou hui gei |
| [02:37.165] | jiu rang teng tong zai qiang lie yi dian ci ji wo de wei lei |
| [02:41.593] | Lord do i wanna die ? |
| [02:43.544] | Yeah shuo zhe huang hua |
| [02:44.761] | wo zhi shi bu xiang xue zhe zhang da |
| [02:46.647] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [02:48.663] | No hu hang bao jia |
| [02:49.999] | wo bu hui zhe yang qing yi dao xia |
| [02:51.797] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [02:53.513] | Yeah shuo zhe huang hua |
| [02:55.268] | wo zhi shi bu xiang xue zhe dao xia |
| [02:57.301] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [02:59.685] | No I don' t need drugs |
| [03:00.827] | mian dui mei you na me ke pa |
| [02:40.031] | |
| [03:05.264] | zhi zuo ren Produced by Double_G |
| [03:06.451] | lu yin Recorded By Double_G |
| [03:07.751] | hun yin Mixed by Double_G |
| [03:09.061] | mu dai chu li gong cheng shi Mastered by quan xiang yan |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : máo yǎn qī |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : máo yǎn qī |
| [00:03.729] | biān qǔ Arranged by shùn dé SDOUND |
| [00:05.914] | |
| [00:13.221] | wǒ de mù biāo hěn jiān dìng yào xiān qǐ zuì dà de làng |
| [00:15.360] | mìng zhòng zhù dìng wǒ bù xìn shuō guò de huà bù néng wàng |
| [00:18.206] | yǒu shí wǒ fēi cháng lěng jìng yǒu shí xīn qíng yě hěn Down |
| [00:20.592] | yī bù yī bù xiàng qián jìn bù zhǐ shì zài Underground |
| [00:23.210] | wǒ hěn qīng chǔ Social bù néng gěi wǒ dài lái shén me zhǐ huì gèng jiā xīn kǔ |
| [00:26.528] | suǒ yǐ wǒ xuǎn zé zuò zhǐ gū dú yòu hào xué de yīng wǔ |
| [00:29.542] | nèi xiē méi yǒu bì yào de jiāo jì wǒ shí fēn tiāo tī |
| [00:32.311] | yòu wàng jì mā mā chū mén qián duì wǒ de dīng zhǔ |
| [00:34.526] | shēng huó zài duì wǒ tiǎo xìn tā shǐ zhe qiǎo jìn |
| [00:37.126] | wǒ xiǎng zhe kào zì jǐ yě néng bǎ tā quán bù gěi gǎo dìng |
| [00:39.643] | bǎ zé rèn káng zài jiān shàng yú lùn de piān xiàng |
| [00:42.309] | tā ràng wǒ yè bù néng mèi cóng hēi yè zhí dào tiān liàng |
| [00:44.974] | yā zài xīn shàng de shì hěn duō cóng gǎn qíng dào shì yè |
| [00:47.679] | wǒ de tòng kǔ zì jǐ zhī dào zài měi gè rì yè |
| [00:50.109] | fā xiàn wǒ shēng le bìng gěi de qíng xù tè bié chì liè |
| [00:52.625] | bù zhǐ yī cì yǒu guò niàn tou xiǎng yào lí kāi zhè gè shì jiè |
| [00:55.481] | wǒ kāi shǐ táo bì xiàn shí kāi shǐ mí liàn jiǔ jīng |
| [00:57.610] | wǒ kāi shǐ xué zhe fàng sōng bú yào zài jǐn wò zhuó shǒu xīn |
| [01:00.170] | wǒ kāi shǐ xí guàn yòng xiào lái yǎn shì wǒ de nèi xīn |
| [01:02.791] | wǒ yě kāi shǐ dài shàng miàn jù jiù xiàng tā de hēi sè liǔ dīng |
| [01:05.458] | wǒ shì zhe bō kāi mí wù bù tíng dì xiàng qián bēn pǎo |
| [01:08.105] | duǒ zài zì jǐ de xiǎo jiǎo luò píng bì diào yī qiè fēn rǎo |
| [01:10.641] | nǎo dài lǐ miàn liǎng gè shēng yīn zài mí luàn shí zhēng chǎo |
| [01:13.194] | dāng wǒ qīng xǐng le wǒ cái zhī dào huó zhe zhēn hǎo |
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| [01:16.182] | Lord do i wanna die ? |
| [01:17.688] | Yeah shuō zhe huǎng huà |
| [01:18.640] | wǒ zhǐ shì bù xiǎng xué zhe zhǎng dà |
| [01:20.872] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [01:22.690] | No hù háng bǎo jià |
| [01:23.971] | wǒ bú huì zhè yàng qīng yì dǎo xià |
| [01:25.845] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [01:28.286] | Yeah shuō zhe huǎng huà |
| [01:29.107] | wǒ zhǐ shì bù xiǎng xué zhe zhǎng dà |
| [01:31.386] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [01:33.291] | No I don' t need drugs |
| [01:34.413] | miàn duì méi yǒu nà me kě pà |
| [01:36.583] | zài měi ge rén de xīn shàng dōu yǒu wú fǎ yǎn shì de tòng |
| [01:39.510] | tā men shì jī fā wǒ shēn shàng suǒ yǒu de qián zhì dì dòng |
| [01:41.979] | wǒ káng zhe jiù lián jì suàn qì dōu wú fǎ xiǎn shì de zhòng |
| [01:44.579] | wǒ kào zhe nián shào qīng kuáng shí xiàn zì jǐ biān zhī de mèng |
| [01:47.208] | nǐ shuō wǒ méi lǐ mào nà wǒ jiù méi lǐ mào |
| [01:49.640] | wǒ zhī dào chú le zì jǐ méi yǒu shuí néng gòu yǐ kào |
| [01:52.277] | bié kòng zhì wǒ xǐ hào bié gěi wǒ jiā yǐn hào |
| [01:54.899] | wǒ bù jǐn bù àn pái lǐ chū pái hái yào zài gāo diào dì fàng lǐ pào |
| [01:58.070] | wǒ bú shì zhēn de kuài lè suī rán wǒ xǐ huān xiào |
| [02:00.304] | wǒ shì zhe dǎ kāi chuāng hù què yòu bèi zì jǐ guān diào |
| [02:02.857] | nǐ shuō nǐ yī zhí zài zhè wǒ duō xiè nǐ guān zhào |
| [02:05.593] | dàn wǒ hái shì xǐ huān zǒu dú mù qiáo bù zǒu yáng guān dào |
| [03:02.728][01:36.195] | |
| [02:08.127] | wǒ cháng shì rēng diào bāo fú shí kè bǎo chí qīng xǐng |
| [02:10.980] | wǒ cháng shì zǒu chū cóng qián suǒ jīng lì de yīn yǐng |
| [02:13.713] | wǒ cháng shì wán wán tào lù dàn yí gè bǐ yí gè xīn yǐng |
| [02:15.972] | ràng zì jǐ gèng jiā qiáng dà dàn yě huì zài mèng zhōng jīng xǐng |
| [02:18.854] | wǒ biàn de fēng bì duì zhe kōng qì gǎn jué zài dōng jì |
| [02:22.147] | jiù ràng fēng jǐ jìn wǒ de gōng yù |
| [02:24.012] | wǒ shī qù gōng lì bù xiǎng bèi yōng lì kòng dì shàng pào le yī bēi néng zhì liáo fú zào de chōng jì |
| [02:29.213] | dōu xiǎng yào fēn yī bēi gēng ná zǒu zhè kuài hóng lì |
| [02:32.030] | wǒ zuò wǒ xiǎng zuò de shì bù yòng shuí de tóng yì |
| [02:34.508] | rú guǒ shuō gāi lái huì lái gāi gěi wǒ dōu huì gěi |
| [02:37.165] | jiù ràng téng tòng zài qiáng liè yì diǎn cì jī wǒ de wèi lěi |
| [02:41.593] | Lord do i wanna die ? |
| [02:43.544] | Yeah shuō zhe huǎng huà |
| [02:44.761] | wǒ zhǐ shì bù xiǎng xué zhe zhǎng dà |
| [02:46.647] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [02:48.663] | No hù háng bǎo jià |
| [02:49.999] | wǒ bú huì zhè yàng qīng yì dǎo xià |
| [02:51.797] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [02:53.513] | Yeah shuō zhe huǎng huà |
| [02:55.268] | wǒ zhǐ shì bù xiǎng xué zhe dǎo xià |
| [02:57.301] | Lord do i wanna die? |
| [02:59.685] | No I don' t need drugs |
| [03:00.827] | miàn duì méi yǒu nà me kě pà |
| [02:40.031] | |
| [03:05.264] | zhì zuò rén Produced by Double_G |
| [03:06.451] | lù yīn Recorded By Double_G |
| [03:07.751] | hùn yīn Mixed by Double_G |
| [03:09.061] | mǔ dài chǔ lǐ gōng chéng shī Mastered by quán xiāng yàn |