| [00:00.000] | 作词 : 高天佐 |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : 高天佐 |
| [00:05.193] | 编曲:SuperDeep |
| [00:08.193] | 混音:Ice Paper |
| [00:14.193] | 我需要抑制我的情绪虽然有时管不住 |
| [00:18.200] | 看不到生活的情趣别人笑我却想吐 |
| [00:21.959] | 我怕黑暗所以夜晚独自很难迈开步 |
| [00:25.719] | 我的周围总是笼罩一层灰蒙蒙的雾 |
| [00:29.479] | 我总容易崩溃所以练习如何笑才灿烂 |
| [00:33.487] | 机械的像只破表 调不好指针快慢 |
| [00:37.247] | 我需要每天跟 很多个自己谈判 |
| [00:41.004] | 是为了不让这副皮囊走出去太难看 |
| [00:45.765] | 我的心是破碎的玻璃渣 |
| [00:49.023] | 我的灵魂时刻准备着脱离他 |
| [00:52.531] | 幻想过把别人的快乐都偷回家 |
| [00:56.537] | 像我这种异类 活得多奇葩 |
| [01:00.298] | 有人买醉 也有人选择疯了 |
| [01:04.309] | 有人走了 也有人脑袋空着 |
| [01:08.067] | 有人不想放弃所以选择吃药 |
| [01:11.072] | 很庆幸我能坚持因为知道被人需要 |
| [01:15.332] | 我不爱音乐 不爱看到的一切 |
| [01:18.842] | 我只想我的睡眠可以回到今夜 |
| [01:22.599] | 我不爱聊天 内心不想被听见 |
| [01:26.108] | 也没有什么东西能让我感觉到亲切 |
| [01:30.116] | 我想我拥有一个好演员的天赋 |
| [01:33.623] | 无论是哪种人格都能 自如的兼顾 |
| [01:37.382] | 我可以给你快乐也被很多人爱着 |
| [01:40.641] | 而你看到的也可能只是我吐出的烟雾 |
| [01:45.154] | 有种人有种你感受不到的疼 |
| [01:48.410] | 他可以在你面前笑但笑容并不真 |
| [01:52.416] | 有种人甘愿扮演小丑负责活跃 气氛 |
| [01:56.178] | 但心里有扇没有任何钥匙能打开的门 |
| [01:59.935] | 我和你眼中所看到的并不一样 |
| [02:03.443] | 美丽的花在盛开而我却看见它凋谢 |
| [02:07.706] | 明媚的阳光能够给你带来希望而我却看见了藏在他背后冷漠的黑夜 |
| [02:15.224] | 这世界需要人们给予更多关爱那些孤独的人还在做着最后一丝抵抗 |
| [02:30.004] | 他也不想再看到周围有人再被受伤害 心里仅存一片美好是他活下去的力量 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : gao tian zuo |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : gao tian zuo |
| [00:05.193] | bian qu: SuperDeep |
| [00:08.193] | hun yin: Ice Paper |
| [00:14.193] | wo xu yao yi zhi wo de qing xu sui ran you shi guan bu zhu |
| [00:18.200] | kan bu dao sheng huo de qing qu bie ren xiao wo que xiang tu |
| [00:21.959] | wo pa hei an suo yi ye wan du zi hen nan mai kai bu |
| [00:25.719] | wo de zhou wei zong shi long zhao yi ceng hui meng meng de wu |
| [00:29.479] | wo zong rong yi beng kui suo yi lian xi ru he xiao cai can lan |
| [00:33.487] | ji xie de xiang zhi po biao diao bu hao zhi zhen kuai man |
| [00:37.247] | wo xu yao mei tian gen hen duo ge zi ji tan pan |
| [00:41.004] | shi wei liao bu rang zhe fu pi nang zou chu qu tai nan kan |
| [00:45.765] | wo de xin shi po sui de bo li zha |
| [00:49.023] | wo de ling hun shi ke zhun bei zhe tuo li ta |
| [00:52.531] | huan xiang guo ba bie ren de kuai le dou tou hui jia |
| [00:56.537] | xiang wo zhe zhong yi lei huo de duo qi pa |
| [01:00.298] | you ren mai zui ye you ren xuan ze feng le |
| [01:04.309] | you ren zou le ye you ren nao dai kong zhe |
| [01:08.067] | you ren bu xiang fang qi suo yi xuan ze chi yao |
| [01:11.072] | hen qing xing wo neng jian chi yin wei zhi dao bei ren xu yao |
| [01:15.332] | wo bu ai yin yue bu ai kan dao de yi qie |
| [01:18.842] | wo zhi xiang wo de shui mian ke yi hui dao jin ye |
| [01:22.599] | wo bu ai liao tian nei xin bu xiang bei ting jian |
| [01:26.108] | ye mei you shen me dong xi neng rang wo gan jue dao qin qie |
| [01:30.116] | wo xiang wo yong you yi ge hao yan yuan de tian fu |
| [01:33.623] | wu lun shi na zhong ren ge dou neng zi ru de jian gu |
| [01:37.382] | wo ke yi gei ni kuai le ye bei hen duo ren ai zhe |
| [01:40.641] | er ni kan dao de ye ke neng zhi shi wo tu chu de yan wu |
| [01:45.154] | you zhong ren you zhong ni gan shou bu dao de teng |
| [01:48.410] | ta ke yi zai ni mian qian xiao dan xiao rong bing bu zhen |
| [01:52.416] | you zhong ren gan yuan ban yan xiao chou fu ze huo yue qi fen |
| [01:56.178] | dan xin li you shan mei you ren he yao shi neng da kai de men |
| [01:59.935] | wo he ni yan zhong suo kan dao de bing bu yi yang |
| [02:03.443] | mei li de hua zai sheng kai er wo que kan jian ta diao xie |
| [02:07.706] | ming mei de yang guang neng gou gei ni dai lai xi wang er wo que kan jian le cang zai ta bei hou leng mo de hei ye |
| [02:15.224] | zhe shi jie xu yao ren men ji yu geng duo guan ai nei xie gu du de ren hai zai zuo zhe zui hou yi si di kang |
| [02:30.004] | ta ye bu xiang zai kan dao zhou wei you ren zai bei shou shang hai xin li jin cun yi pian mei hao shi ta huo xia qu de li liang |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : gāo tiān zuǒ |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : gāo tiān zuǒ |
| [00:05.193] | biān qǔ: SuperDeep |
| [00:08.193] | hùn yīn: Ice Paper |
| [00:14.193] | wǒ xū yào yì zhì wǒ de qíng xù suī rán yǒu shí guǎn bú zhù |
| [00:18.200] | kàn bú dào shēng huó de qíng qù bié rén xiào wǒ què xiǎng tǔ |
| [00:21.959] | wǒ pà hēi àn suǒ yǐ yè wǎn dú zì hěn nán mài kāi bù |
| [00:25.719] | wǒ de zhōu wéi zǒng shì lǒng zhào yī céng huī mēng méng de wù |
| [00:29.479] | wǒ zǒng róng yì bēng kuì suǒ yǐ liàn xí rú hé xiào cái càn làn |
| [00:33.487] | jī xiè de xiàng zhǐ pò biǎo diào bù hǎo zhǐ zhēn kuài màn |
| [00:37.247] | wǒ xū yào měi tiān gēn hěn duō gè zì jǐ tán pàn |
| [00:41.004] | shì wèi liǎo bù ràng zhè fù pí náng zǒu chū qù tài nán kàn |
| [00:45.765] | wǒ de xīn shì pò suì de bō lí zhā |
| [00:49.023] | wǒ de líng hún shí kè zhǔn bèi zhe tuō lí tā |
| [00:52.531] | huàn xiǎng guò bǎ bié rén de kuài lè dōu tōu huí jiā |
| [00:56.537] | xiàng wǒ zhè zhǒng yì lèi huó dé duō qí pā |
| [01:00.298] | yǒu rén mǎi zuì yě yǒu rén xuǎn zé fēng le |
| [01:04.309] | yǒu rén zǒu le yě yǒu rén nǎo dài kōng zhe |
| [01:08.067] | yǒu rén bù xiǎng fàng qì suǒ yǐ xuǎn zé chī yào |
| [01:11.072] | hěn qìng xìng wǒ néng jiān chí yīn wèi zhī dào bèi rén xū yào |
| [01:15.332] | wǒ bù ài yīn yuè bù ài kàn dào de yī qiè |
| [01:18.842] | wǒ zhǐ xiǎng wǒ de shuì mián kě yǐ huí dào jīn yè |
| [01:22.599] | wǒ bù ài liáo tiān nèi xīn bù xiǎng bèi tīng jiàn |
| [01:26.108] | yě méi yǒu shén me dōng xī néng ràng wǒ gǎn jué dào qīn qiè |
| [01:30.116] | wǒ xiǎng wǒ yōng yǒu yí gè hǎo yǎn yuán de tiān fù |
| [01:33.623] | wú lùn shì nǎ zhǒng rén gé dōu néng zì rú de jiān gù |
| [01:37.382] | wǒ kě yǐ gěi nǐ kuài lè yě bèi hěn duō rén ài zhe |
| [01:40.641] | ér nǐ kàn dào de yě kě néng zhǐ shì wǒ tǔ chū de yān wù |
| [01:45.154] | yǒu zhǒng rén yǒu zhǒng nǐ gǎn shòu bú dào de téng |
| [01:48.410] | tā kě yǐ zài nǐ miàn qián xiào dàn xiào róng bìng bù zhēn |
| [01:52.416] | yǒu zhǒng rén gān yuàn bàn yǎn xiǎo chǒu fù zé huó yuè qì fēn |
| [01:56.178] | dàn xīn lǐ yǒu shàn méi yǒu rèn hé yào shi néng dǎ kāi de mén |
| [01:59.935] | wǒ hé nǐ yǎn zhōng suǒ kàn dào de bìng bù yí yàng |
| [02:03.443] | měi lì de huā zài shèng kāi ér wǒ què kàn jiàn tā diāo xiè |
| [02:07.706] | míng mèi de yáng guāng néng gòu gěi nǐ dài lái xī wàng ér wǒ què kàn jiàn le cáng zài tā bèi hòu lěng mò de hēi yè |
| [02:15.224] | zhè shì jiè xū yào rén men jǐ yǔ gèng duō guān ài nèi xiē gū dú de rén hái zài zuò zhe zuì hòu yī sī dǐ kàng |
| [02:30.004] | tā yě bù xiǎng zài kàn dào zhōu wéi yǒu rén zài bèi shòu shāng hài xīn lǐ jǐn cún yī piàn měi hǎo shì tā huó xià qù de lì liàng |