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Sweet silence will bestow upon me soon |
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Alone, I sit, readiness in my bedroom |
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Candles flicker as the wind blows steady |
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With shaky hands my heart weighs heavy |
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Run it over in my mind and tell myself that |
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I'm ready to unbreak the situation from calm to deadly |
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Grab the blade and put it to my neck |
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Start to push it in, nope, not ready yet |
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Need another second to deliberate another way to go |
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Something way more artistic and a lot more painful |
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Sleeping pills, no that's wack |
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They can pump your stomach and you'll come right back |
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Have you sitting in a group with other suicidalists |
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Reminiscing every minute and brush with death's kiss |
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Not for me, |
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I'ma never go back |
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You will see a blast of light as |
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I fade to black |
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Now that you know that it's time to go (die) |
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Whatcha gonna write in your death note (suicide) |
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If you tell me how the story unfolds (die) |
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Tell me what's to cause your let go (and they say) |
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You never learned nothing |
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I never learned a thing |
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You never learned nothing |
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I never learned a thing |
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Don't look out the window before you jump |
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And pump the shotgun before you (shoot) |
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Place the poison inside of that cup |
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And drink up |
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Now do us a favor when you end it all |
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Make no mistakes and don't make a phone call |
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Just write your last words in blood on the wall |
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And we can read it all aloud when the curtain falls |
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Can't turn somebody who wants to die |
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Into somebody who wants to live a lie |
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And if living a lie is such a bad bad thing |
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Why the goody goody's always gotta sit at the ring |
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Why they worried about us and our dark dark ways |
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The preacher got a |
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Superbowl ring, he getting paid for sure |
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Spend it on a hooker and blow |
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And blow his own brains out on the hotel floor |
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Now that you know that it's time to go (die) |
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Whatcha gonna write in your death note (suicide) |
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If you tell me how the story unfolds (die) |
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Tell me what's to cause your let go (and they say) |
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You never learned nothing |
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I never learned a thing |
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You never learned nothing |
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I never learned a thing |
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Trigger happy, |
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I never was too good winning |
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So I always missed my brain |
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And I can always be fixed again |
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So I will try to begin again from inside |
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Deep inside my mind and |
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I triedCrashing into friends with my ride |
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But in the end they all died and |
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I'm still alive |
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Now I cut, chop every organ that |
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I gotAnd I hung myself twice and it still couldn't stop |
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This beating in my chest going boom boom boom |
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And I'm hoping that it's over real soon |
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I did a balloon the size of a basketball |
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Full of amphenol fumes, it was like perfume |
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As I'm writing this letter |
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I'm thinking it'll be better |
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If I let 'em remember the reason |
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I'm returning to sender |
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Now that you know that it's time to go (die) |
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Whatcha gonna write in your death note (suicide) |
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If you tell me how the story unfolds (die) |
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Tell me what's to cause your let go (and they say) |
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You never learned nothing |
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I never learned a thing |
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You never learned nothing |
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I never learned a thing |
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