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I can see around me in this lucid state |
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My own mind controls my real fate |
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But if I wake from slumber, then returns despair |
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Of the days depression, forgets the dreams |
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I share If |
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I sleep in peace do |
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I loose my sin? |
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Or does it linger to when the day begin |
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I've been trying for so long now to avoid the crimes of mind |
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The things |
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I want, desire can it damn me from all peace |
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I lie awake and pray for sleep to take the sorrow away for now |
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In the dreams |
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I'll find new hope, will hope ever cure my ills? |
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I hear a woman's voice is calling |
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A voice I've never heard |
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I have no vision of her image |
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My dread is growing, |
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I don't know |
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If I even care to wake up |
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I know my fear will extend still |
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The inner workings of my mind |
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Can never sleep or calm my soul |
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The troubled waters of my world |
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Aren't consumed by restful sleep |
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Now upon the mornings rising |
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I find life's gauntlet carries on |
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In a building with no doorways |
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Escape can never be, reach out with emotion |
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Despair my only love |
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I find my way through the dreams of doom |
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Despair reaches out in the black of night |
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Embracing my life's dream |
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I still resist/break the curse/my faith |
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Will live/where hope denies my peace/ |
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And through revealed/ in fragments of my mind/ |
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My will exists/to roam the corridors of life |
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I am the force, |
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I've searched and sought so long |
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My name is his through ancient dreams may now obscure |
