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And we hide behind |
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Lies, anger, hate, they shoo love away |
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Shells of ourselves outside |
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Shelters body from cold reigns of reality |
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Come on, step out of your rind assemble strength, focus |
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Release and run to me |
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You can never look back to the visions from the past |
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They fade and wilt in time |
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You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through |
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Then I turn and walk away |
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Eclipse you are, of your states of ain soph aur(Play you, cut you away, blead you, strip you) |
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Eclipse you are(Play you, cut you away)(Spit up on my plate, push everything away, from me) |
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And we sever all ties |
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It creates disruption 'midst circle of friends |
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I become sacrifice |
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Spare your life and leave me to my misery |
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Get off the cross and save yourself, run away you'll be okay |
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Run away now get away from me if |
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I can get my grip |
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I'll pull you down into the hell |
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I call my head you'll never get away |
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I sit down in my ugly place and build walls out of fragments from my past |
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Of all the people that |
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I needed and loved that walked away |
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You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through |
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Then I'll turn and walk away |
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I walk under clouds of gray |
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Sphere of storms in my head |
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I'm trapped again in endless rain |
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I divorce the thoughts of you in love with me |
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I divorce your innocence and my guilt |
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I divorce the lying sellout confidence |
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I'm divorcing every motherfuckin' thing |
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I divorce the love bled meaningless |
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I divorce the makeshift harmony |
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I divorce the taunting acts of violence |
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I divorce the pastime of jealousy |
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I divorce control |
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I divorce the faith |
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I divorce the virtue |
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I divorce the rain |
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I divorce the excuse |
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I divorce the greed |
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I divorce the need |
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I divorce iniquity in this mother fuckin' bullshit life |
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Just want it all to go away |
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Just want to run away to die, take it myself, my life |
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Text book fucking mental off me, and pitch me in a hole |
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Rip this motherfucking bullshit life |
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In this fucking bullshit life |
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I'll always be your shadow |
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And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur |
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I can't be the hero anymore |
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I spit up on my plate and then |
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I turn and walk away |
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I spit up on my plate and |
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I disrupt the family |
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I spit up on my plate as |
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I sever the entity |
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And I feel your warm sun on my face |
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Separate, separate, separate, separate |
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Eclipse you are, of your states of ain soph aur(Play you, cut you away, blead you, strip you) |
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Eclipse you are(Play you, cut you away)(Spit up on my plate, push everything away from me) |
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Eclipse you are, of your states of ain soph aur(Play you, cut you away, blead you, strip you) |
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Eclipse in you(Play you, cut you away)(It's always been this way, push everything away from me) |
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Eclipse you are, of your states of ain soph aur(Play you, cut you away, blead you, strip you) |
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Eclipse you are(Play you, cut you away, spit up on my plate) |