| [00:00.000] | 作词 : ヒグチアイ |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : ヒグチアイ |
| [00:08.111] | 中学二年生の頃 |
| [00:09.992] | 変わったねと言われて |
| [00:11.977] | いじめられてからもう10年以上経ちますが |
| [00:16.104] | 事故だと言い張れない傷に |
| [00:18.403] | 今も悩まされています |
| [00:23.993] | 人に嫌われない術を身につけたかわりに |
| [00:27.964] | 自分のことを嫌いになって |
| [00:31.255] | 押し殺した感情腐らせても |
| [00:33.972] | 捨てる場所はないのです |
| [00:39.745] | 果てにたどり着いた処理場がうたでした |
| [00:52.023] | ちやほやされてできたものは19で消えた |
| [00:59.886] | 身体切り刻んでできたものは今もほうせき |
| [01:07.670] | 天邪鬼でも高飛車でも |
| [01:10.988] | 好きになってくれた人 |
| [01:15.037] | どうかどうか忘れないで |
| [01:27.784] | 25になったら地元に |
| [01:30.684] | 帰ると言ったけど |
| [01:32.147] | 帰るような勇気はありません |
| [01:35.151] | 評論家会社員 |
| [01:36.875] | に並ぶような冠名の前に |
| [01:39.879] | 自称とつく可能性の高さ |
| [01:44.085] | 憧れはpinkで描かれていた東京 |
| [01:48.369] | 染まれたら楽になれたでしょうか |
| [01:51.791] | 終電逃してタクシー |
| [01:53.985] | 有名人に会いました |
| [01:56.101] | いつだって蚊帳の外 |
| [01:58.165] | 貯金なし恋人なし |
| [02:00.020] | なのになぜかどこか安定しています |
| [02:08.091] | ちやほやされてできたものにすがっている |
| [02:15.876] | 超えていくと誓ったものに近付けている |
| [02:23.451] | なりたかった自分になれたくせに |
| [02:26.926] | 嫌いになった |
| [02:30.975] | 矛盾だけが |
| [02:33.117] | 風を吹かせます |
| [02:43.931] | 人生かけて愛した人がいました |
| [02:47.066] | 裏切られてもなお愛していました |
| [02:50.932] | 鉛筆で書いた文字を指でこするように |
| [02:54.877] | 誤魔化し諦める方法を覚えていました |
| [02:58.847] | いつかのわたしが今のわたしを見たら |
| [03:03.471] | なんて言うでしょうか |
| [03:05.300] | 大人だって言うでしょうか |
| [03:07.415] | 好きになってくれた人しか |
| [03:09.636] | 好きになれないのは |
| [03:11.908] | 自分のこと好きになれないから |
| [03:16.088] | 誰かと生きることを生きる意味にしてたんだ |
| [03:19.980] | 理由つけてあきらめて自分騙してたんだ |
| [03:24.055] | なにも始めてない |
| [03:25.675] | なにもやり遂げてないよな |
| [03:28.104] | 1人になって気付く |
| [03:29.620] | 孤独と夢はいつも共にあった |
| [03:36.176] | ちやほやされてできたものは19で消えた |
| [03:43.882] | 身体切り刻んでできたものは今も宝石 |
| [03:51.588] | 天邪鬼でも高飛車でも |
| [03:54.932] | 愛してくれた人 |
| [03:59.060] | どうか元気でいてほしい |
| [04:08.098] | 愛していたやりたかった居たかった |
| [04:11.128] | 欲しかった待っていた夢だった |
| [04:14.132] | もう全部捨てた |
| [04:15.908] | 全てを捨てたつもりで |
| [04:18.886] | 全てのおかげさま |
| [04:23.771] | 背負わずとも背中を押す |
| [04:26.958] | 無数の手のひら |
| [04:31.242] | どうか自分よ忘れるな |
| [04:39.001] | どうか自分よ忘れるな |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : |
| [00:08.111] | zhong xue er nian sheng qing |
| [00:09.992] | bian yan |
| [00:11.977] | 10 nian yi shang jing |
| [00:16.104] | shi gu yan zhang shang |
| [00:18.403] | jin nao |
| [00:23.993] | ren xian shu shen |
| [00:27.964] | zi fen xian |
| [00:31.255] | ya sha gan qing fu |
| [00:33.972] | she chang suo |
| [00:39.745] | guo zhe chu li chang |
| [00:52.023] | 19 xiao |
| [00:59.886] | shen ti qie ke jin |
| [01:07.670] | tian xie gui gao fei che |
| [01:10.988] | hao ren |
| [01:15.037] | wang |
| [01:27.784] | 25 di yuan |
| [01:30.684] | gui yan |
| [01:32.147] | gui yong qi |
| [01:35.151] | ping lun jia hui she yuan |
| [01:36.875] | bing guan ming qian |
| [01:39.879] | zi cheng ke neng xing gao |
| [01:44.085] | chong pink miao dong jing |
| [01:48.369] | ran le |
| [01:51.791] | zhong dian tao |
| [01:53.985] | you ming ren hui |
| [01:56.101] | wen zhang wai |
| [01:58.165] | zhu jin lian ren |
| [02:00.020] | an ding |
| [02:08.091] | |
| [02:15.876] | chao shi jin fu |
| [02:23.451] | zi fen |
| [02:26.926] | xian |
| [02:30.975] | mao dun |
| [02:33.117] | feng chui |
| [02:43.931] | ren sheng ai ren |
| [02:47.066] | li qie ai |
| [02:50.932] | qian bi shu wen zi zhi |
| [02:54.877] | wu mo hua di fang fa jue |
| [02:58.847] | jin jian |
| [03:03.471] | yan |
| [03:05.300] | da ren yan |
| [03:07.415] | hao ren |
| [03:09.636] | hao |
| [03:11.908] | zi fen hao |
| [03:16.088] | shui sheng sheng yi wei |
| [03:19.980] | li you zi fen pian |
| [03:24.055] | shi |
| [03:25.675] | sui |
| [03:28.104] | 1 ren qi fu |
| [03:29.620] | gu du meng gong |
| [03:36.176] | 19 xiao |
| [03:43.882] | shen ti qie ke jin bao shi |
| [03:51.588] | tian xie gui gao fei che |
| [03:54.932] | ai ren |
| [03:59.060] | yuan qi |
| [04:08.098] | ai ju |
| [04:11.128] | yu dai meng |
| [04:14.132] | quan bu she |
| [04:15.908] | quan she |
| [04:18.886] | quan |
| [04:23.771] | bei fu bei zhong ya |
| [04:26.958] | wu shu shou |
| [04:31.242] | zi fen wang |
| [04:39.001] | zi fen wang |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : |
| [00:08.111] | zhōng xué èr nián shēng qǐng |
| [00:09.992] | biàn yán |
| [00:11.977] | 10 nián yǐ shàng jīng |
| [00:16.104] | shì gù yán zhāng shāng |
| [00:18.403] | jīn nǎo |
| [00:23.993] | rén xián shù shēn |
| [00:27.964] | zì fēn xián |
| [00:31.255] | yā shā gǎn qíng fǔ |
| [00:33.972] | shě chǎng suǒ |
| [00:39.745] | guǒ zhe chǔ lǐ chǎng |
| [00:52.023] | 19 xiāo |
| [00:59.886] | shēn tǐ qiè kè jīn |
| [01:07.670] | tiān xié guǐ gāo fēi chē |
| [01:10.988] | hǎo rén |
| [01:15.037] | wàng |
| [01:27.784] | 25 dì yuán |
| [01:30.684] | guī yán |
| [01:32.147] | guī yǒng qì |
| [01:35.151] | píng lùn jiā huì shè yuán |
| [01:36.875] | bìng guān míng qián |
| [01:39.879] | zì chēng kě néng xìng gāo |
| [01:44.085] | chōng pink miáo dōng jīng |
| [01:48.369] | rǎn lè |
| [01:51.791] | zhōng diàn táo |
| [01:53.985] | yǒu míng rén huì |
| [01:56.101] | wén zhàng wài |
| [01:58.165] | zhù jīn liàn rén |
| [02:00.020] | ān dìng |
| [02:08.091] | |
| [02:15.876] | chāo shì jìn fù |
| [02:23.451] | zì fēn |
| [02:26.926] | xián |
| [02:30.975] | máo dùn |
| [02:33.117] | fēng chuī |
| [02:43.931] | rén shēng ài rén |
| [02:47.066] | lǐ qiè ài |
| [02:50.932] | qiān bǐ shū wén zì zhǐ |
| [02:54.877] | wù mó huà dì fāng fǎ jué |
| [02:58.847] | jīn jiàn |
| [03:03.471] | yán |
| [03:05.300] | dà rén yán |
| [03:07.415] | hǎo rén |
| [03:09.636] | hǎo |
| [03:11.908] | zì fēn hǎo |
| [03:16.088] | shuí shēng shēng yì wèi |
| [03:19.980] | lǐ yóu zì fēn piàn |
| [03:24.055] | shǐ |
| [03:25.675] | suì |
| [03:28.104] | 1 rén qì fù |
| [03:29.620] | gū dú mèng gòng |
| [03:36.176] | 19 xiāo |
| [03:43.882] | shēn tǐ qiè kè jīn bǎo shí |
| [03:51.588] | tiān xié guǐ gāo fēi chē |
| [03:54.932] | ài rén |
| [03:59.060] | yuán qì |
| [04:08.098] | ài jū |
| [04:11.128] | yù dài mèng |
| [04:14.132] | quán bù shě |
| [04:15.908] | quán shě |
| [04:18.886] | quán |
| [04:23.771] | bèi fù bèi zhōng yā |
| [04:26.958] | wú shù shǒu |
| [04:31.242] | zì fēn wàng |
| [04:39.001] | zì fēn wàng |