[00:21.140] | 从小我就在这里长大 |
[00:23.340] | 告诉自己要理解父母的伟大 |
[00:25.950] | 每天在空荡荡的房子里 |
[00:28.410] | 麻木了表情一个人对着自己生活 |
[00:31.190] | 给自己找了很多的借口 |
[00:33.230] | 要学着遗忘 |
[00:34.470] | 这生活并不是谁的过错 |
[00:36.220] | 体会着长大 |
[00:37.290] | 你们给的只剩下金钱 |
[00:38.950] | 我微笑着怎么坚强怎么强忍寂寞 |
[00:41.760] | 有个漫长的过程里我已经习惯了呆在属于自己的角落 |
[00:45.100] | 却只能忽略眼角的闪烁 |
[00:46.720] | 或许是不懂珍惜学不会体谅 |
[00:48.940] | 但偶尔见面为什么 全都变得做作 |
[00:52.290] | 人们总爱羡慕着另外一种生活 |
[00:54.480] | 而我也向往过某种温暖 即使不多 |
[00:57.320] | 我知道 我真的知道 |
[00:58.710] | 也尝试着谅解你们 |
[00:59.890] | 为了什么而辛苦奔波 |
[01:02.230] | 爸爸妈妈 我要的爱 |
[01:07.260] | 不是等待 疲惫无奈 |
[01:12.440] | 别再伤害 怎能明白 |
[01:17.690] | 放弃的 却不是期待 |
[01:22.870] | 爸爸妈妈 我要的爱 |
[01:27.880] | 不是等待 哭泣责怪 |
[01:33.090] | 别再伤害 学着明白 |
[01:38.310] | 寻找的 是遗忘的爱 |
[01:43.490] | 从小我就在这里长大 |
[01:44.280] | |
[01:45.340] | 我不知道什么才是父母的伟大 |
[01:47.690] | 每天在收容所里 |
[01:49.010] | 和我一样身世的人生活在一起 |
[01:51.170] | 已经习惯一个人的孤独 |
[01:53.170] | 不知道什么才是幸福 |
[01:54.960] | 没有过去 |
[01:55.930] | 慢慢的 自己变的越来越孤僻 |
[01:57.860] | 什么时候我才能找到我的家 |
[01:59.800] | 跟着我的妈妈我的妈妈 |
[02:02.020] | 让我感觉不再害怕 |
[02:03.880] | 为什么 为什么 |
[02:05.320] | 你们抛弃了我?你们生下我 |
[02:07.600] | 其实就是一个过错 |
[02:09.170] | 这不是游戏 这不是抛弃 哭泣 |
[02:11.720] | 期盼有一天能够和你们生活在一起 |
[02:14.300] | 一个人的路还要孤单继续走下去 |
[02:16.830] | 没有人能够理解我 |
[02:18.690] | 不知道我想要的是什么 |
[02:21.640] | 需要的是什么 |
[02:22.340] | 还要这样每天继续寂寞孤单的活着 |
[02:24.740] | 不知道你们名字叫什么 |
[02:26.850] | 我只知道我的生日没有好好过过 |
[02:29.530] | 看着别的孩子和父母在一起 |
[02:31.980] | 我只能在街上挨饿 拣着垃圾 |
[02:34.040] | 从来没有家的感觉 |
[02:35.360] | 在这个独自的世界 |
[02:36.770] | 流浪街头的乞丐 |
[02:37.720] | 向别人要着施舍 |
[02:39.400] | 经常被别人欺负 |
[02:40.210] | 你们可曾知道我的孤独? |
[02:41.950] | 我的痛苦?我的无助?向谁诉苦?! |
[02:45.510] | 爸爸妈妈 我要的爱 |
[02:50.420] | 不是等待 疲惫无奈 |
[02:55.610] | 别再伤害 怎能明白 |
[03:00.790] | 放弃的 |
[03:03.140] | 却不是期待 |
[03:05.990] | 爸爸妈妈 我要的爱 |
[03:11.100] | 不是等待 哭泣责怪 |
[03:16.270] | 别再伤害 学着明白 |
[03:21.490] | 寻找的 |
[03:23.960] | 是遗忘的爱 |
[03:26.680] | 爸爸妈妈 我要的爱 |
[03:31.810] | 不是等待 疲惫无奈 |
[03:37.020] | 别再伤害 怎能明白 |
[03:42.160] | 放弃的 |
[03:44.650] | 却不是期待 |
[03:47.580] | 爸爸妈妈 我要的爱 |
[03:52.480] | 不是等待 哭泣责怪 |
[03:57.640] | 别再伤害 学着明白 |
[04:02.840] | 寻找的 |
[04:05.280] | 是遗忘的爱 |
[00:21.140] | cong xiao wo jiu zai zhe li chang da |
[00:23.340] | gao su zi ji yao li jie fu mu de wei da |
[00:25.950] | mei tian zai kong dang dang de fang zi li |
[00:28.410] | ma mu le biao qing yi ge ren dui zhe zi ji sheng huo |
[00:31.190] | gei zi ji zhao le hen duo de jie kou |
[00:33.230] | yao xue zhe yi wang |
[00:34.470] | zhe sheng huo bing bu shi shui de guo cuo |
[00:36.220] | ti hui zhe zhang da |
[00:37.290] | ni men gei de zhi sheng xia jin qian |
[00:38.950] | wo wei xiao zhe zen me jian qiang zen me qiang ren ji mo |
[00:41.760] | you ge man chang de guo cheng li wo yi jing xi guan le dai zai shu yu zi ji de jiao luo |
[00:45.100] | que zhi neng hu lue yan jiao de shan shuo |
[00:46.720] | huo xu shi bu dong zhen xi xue bu hui ti liang |
[00:48.940] | dan ou er jian mian wei shi me quan dou bian de zuo zuo |
[00:52.290] | ren men zong ai xian mu zhe ling wai yi zhong sheng huo |
[00:54.480] | er wo ye xiang wang guo mou zhong wen nuan ji shi bu duo |
[00:57.320] | wo zhi dao wo zhen de zhi dao |
[00:58.710] | ye chang shi zhe liang jie ni men |
[00:59.890] | wei le shen me er xin ku ben bo |
[01:02.230] | ba ba ma ma wo yao de ai |
[01:07.260] | bu shi deng dai pi bei wu nai |
[01:12.440] | bie zai shang hai zen neng ming bai |
[01:17.690] | fang qi de que bu shi qi dai |
[01:22.870] | ba ba ma ma wo yao de ai |
[01:27.880] | bu shi deng dai ku qi ze guai |
[01:33.090] | bie zai shang hai xue zhe ming bai |
[01:38.310] | xun zhao de shi yi wang de ai |
[01:43.490] | cong xiao wo jiu zai zhe li chang da |
[01:44.280] | |
[01:45.340] | wo bu zhi dao shen me cai shi fu mu de wei da |
[01:47.690] | mei tian zai shou rong suo li |
[01:49.010] | he wo yi yang shen shi de ren sheng huo zai yi qi |
[01:51.170] | yi jing xi guan yi ge ren de gu du |
[01:53.170] | bu zhi dao shen me cai shi xing fu |
[01:54.960] | mei you guo qu |
[01:55.930] | man man de zi ji bian de yue lai yue gu pi |
[01:57.860] | shen me shi hou wo cai neng zhao dao wo de jia |
[01:59.800] | gen zhe wo de ma ma wo de ma ma |
[02:02.020] | rang wo gan jue bu zai hai pa |
[02:03.880] | wei shi me wei shi me |
[02:05.320] | ni men pao qi le wo? ni men sheng xia wo |
[02:07.600] | qi shi jiu shi yi ge guo cuo |
[02:09.170] | zhe bu shi you xi zhe bu shi pao qi ku qi |
[02:11.720] | qi pan you yi tian neng gou he ni men sheng huo zai yi qi |
[02:14.300] | yi ge ren de lu hai yao gu dan ji xu zou xia qu |
[02:16.830] | mei you ren neng gou li jie wo |
[02:18.690] | bu zhi dao wo xiang yao de shi shen me |
[02:21.640] | xu yao de shi shen me |
[02:22.340] | hai yao zhe yang mei tian ji xu ji mo gu dan de huo zhe |
[02:24.740] | bu zhi dao ni men ming zi jiao shen me |
[02:26.850] | wo zhi zhi dao wo de sheng ri mo you hao hao guo guo |
[02:29.530] | kan zhe bie de hai zi he fu mu zai yi qi |
[02:31.980] | wo zhi neng zai jie shang ai e jian zhe la ji |
[02:34.040] | cong lai mei you jia de gan jue |
[02:35.360] | zai zhe ge du zi de shi jie |
[02:36.770] | liu lang jie tou de qi gai |
[02:37.720] | xiang bie ren yao zhe shi she |
[02:39.400] | jing chang bei bie ren qi fu |
[02:40.210] | ni men ke zeng zhi dao wo de gu du? |
[02:41.950] | wo de tong ku? wo de wu zhu? xiang shui su ku?! |
[02:45.510] | ba ba ma ma wo yao de ai |
[02:50.420] | bu shi deng dai pi bei wu nai |
[02:55.610] | bie zai shang hai zen neng ming bai |
[03:00.790] | fang qi de |
[03:03.140] | que bu shi qi dai |
[03:05.990] | ba ba ma ma wo yao de ai |
[03:11.100] | bu shi deng dai ku qi ze guai |
[03:16.270] | bie zai shang hai xue zhe ming bai |
[03:21.490] | xun zhao de |
[03:23.960] | shi yi wang de ai |
[03:26.680] | ba ba ma ma wo yao de ai |
[03:31.810] | bu shi deng dai pi bei wu nai |
[03:37.020] | bie zai shang hai zen neng ming bai |
[03:42.160] | fang qi de |
[03:44.650] | que bu shi qi dai |
[03:47.580] | ba ba ma ma wo yao de ai |
[03:52.480] | bu shi deng dai ku qi ze guai |
[03:57.640] | bie zai shang hai xue zhe ming bai |
[04:02.840] | xun zhao de |
[04:05.280] | shi yi wang de ai |
[00:21.140] | cóng xiǎo wǒ jiù zài zhè lǐ cháng dà |
[00:23.340] | gào sù zì jǐ yào lǐ jiě fù mǔ de wěi dà |
[00:25.950] | měi tiān zài kōng dàng dàng de fáng zi lǐ |
[00:28.410] | má mù le biǎo qíng yí ge rén duì zhe zì jǐ shēng huó |
[00:31.190] | gěi zì jǐ zhǎo le hěn duō de jiè kǒu |
[00:33.230] | yào xué zhe yí wàng |
[00:34.470] | zhè shēng huó bìng bú shì shuí de guò cuò |
[00:36.220] | tǐ huì zhe zhǎng dà |
[00:37.290] | nǐ men gěi de zhǐ shèng xià jīn qián |
[00:38.950] | wǒ wēi xiào zhe zěn me jiān qiáng zěn me qiáng rěn jì mò |
[00:41.760] | yǒu gè màn cháng de guò chéng lǐ wǒ yǐ jīng xí guàn le dāi zài shǔ yú zì jǐ de jiǎo luò |
[00:45.100] | què zhǐ néng hū lüè yǎn jiǎo de shǎn shuò |
[00:46.720] | huò xǔ shì bù dǒng zhēn xī xué bú huì tǐ liàng |
[00:48.940] | dàn ǒu ěr jiàn miàn wèi shí me quán dōu biàn de zuò zuò |
[00:52.290] | rén men zǒng ài xiàn mù zhe lìng wài yī zhǒng shēng huó |
[00:54.480] | ér wǒ yě xiàng wǎng guò mǒu zhǒng wēn nuǎn jí shǐ bù duō |
[00:57.320] | wǒ zhī dào wǒ zhēn de zhī dào |
[00:58.710] | yě cháng shì zhe liàng jiě nǐ men |
[00:59.890] | wèi le shén me ér xīn kǔ bēn bō |
[01:02.230] | bà bà mā mā wǒ yào de ài |
[01:07.260] | bú shì děng dài pí bèi wú nài |
[01:12.440] | bié zài shāng hài zěn néng míng bái |
[01:17.690] | fàng qì de què bú shì qī dài |
[01:22.870] | bà bà mā mā wǒ yào de ài |
[01:27.880] | bú shì děng dài kū qì zé guài |
[01:33.090] | bié zài shāng hài xué zhe míng bái |
[01:38.310] | xún zhǎo de shì yí wàng de ài |
[01:43.490] | cóng xiǎo wǒ jiù zài zhè lǐ cháng dà |
[01:44.280] | |
[01:45.340] | wǒ bù zhī dào shén me cái shì fù mǔ de wěi dà |
[01:47.690] | měi tiān zài shōu róng suǒ lǐ |
[01:49.010] | hé wǒ yí yàng shēn shì de rén shēng huó zài yì qǐ |
[01:51.170] | yǐ jīng xí guàn yí ge rén de gū dú |
[01:53.170] | bù zhī dào shén me cái shì xìng fú |
[01:54.960] | méi yǒu guò qù |
[01:55.930] | màn màn de zì jǐ biàn de yuè lái yuè gū pì |
[01:57.860] | shén me shí hòu wǒ cái néng zhǎo dào wǒ de jiā |
[01:59.800] | gēn zhe wǒ de mā mā wǒ de mā mā |
[02:02.020] | ràng wǒ gǎn jué bù zài hài pà |
[02:03.880] | wèi shí me wèi shí me |
[02:05.320] | nǐ men pāo qì le wǒ? nǐ men shēng xià wǒ |
[02:07.600] | qí shí jiù shì yí gè guò cuò |
[02:09.170] | zhè bú shì yóu xì zhè bú shì pāo qì kū qì |
[02:11.720] | qī pàn yǒu yì tiān néng gòu hé nǐ men shēng huó zài yì qǐ |
[02:14.300] | yí ge rén de lù hái yào gū dān jì xù zǒu xià qù |
[02:16.830] | méi yǒu rén néng gòu lǐ jiě wǒ |
[02:18.690] | bù zhī dào wǒ xiǎng yào de shì shén me |
[02:21.640] | xū yào de shì shén me |
[02:22.340] | hái yào zhè yàng měi tiān jì xù jì mò gū dān de huó zhe |
[02:24.740] | bù zhī dào nǐ men míng zì jiào shén me |
[02:26.850] | wǒ zhǐ zhī dào wǒ de shēng rì mò yǒu hǎo hǎo guò guo |
[02:29.530] | kàn zhe bié de hái zi hé fù mǔ zài yì qǐ |
[02:31.980] | wǒ zhǐ néng zài jiē shàng ái è jiǎn zhe lā jī |
[02:34.040] | cóng lái méi yǒu jiā de gǎn jué |
[02:35.360] | zài zhè gè dú zì de shì jiè |
[02:36.770] | liú làng jiē tóu de qǐ gài |
[02:37.720] | xiàng bié rén yào zhe shī shě |
[02:39.400] | jīng cháng bèi bié rén qī fù |
[02:40.210] | nǐ men kě zēng zhī dào wǒ de gū dú? |
[02:41.950] | wǒ de tòng kǔ? wǒ de wú zhù? xiàng shuí sù kǔ?! |
[02:45.510] | bà bà mā mā wǒ yào de ài |
[02:50.420] | bú shì děng dài pí bèi wú nài |
[02:55.610] | bié zài shāng hài zěn néng míng bái |
[03:00.790] | fàng qì de |
[03:03.140] | què bú shì qī dài |
[03:05.990] | bà bà mā mā wǒ yào de ài |
[03:11.100] | bú shì děng dài kū qì zé guài |
[03:16.270] | bié zài shāng hài xué zhe míng bái |
[03:21.490] | xún zhǎo de |
[03:23.960] | shì yí wàng de ài |
[03:26.680] | bà bà mā mā wǒ yào de ài |
[03:31.810] | bú shì děng dài pí bèi wú nài |
[03:37.020] | bié zài shāng hài zěn néng míng bái |
[03:42.160] | fàng qì de |
[03:44.650] | què bú shì qī dài |
[03:47.580] | bà bà mā mā wǒ yào de ài |
[03:52.480] | bú shì děng dài kū qì zé guài |
[03:57.640] | bié zài shāng hài xué zhe míng bái |
[04:02.840] | xún zhǎo de |
[04:05.280] | shì yí wàng de ài |