| [00:00.000] | 作词 : W$H. |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : W$H. |
| [00:03.934] | 编曲:Ryuki Jayze |
| [00:09.184] | 混音:雍和 |
| [00:13.930] | VERSE:1 |
| [00:21.431] | 一九九四年出生在山西经纬厂 |
| [00:23.684] | 父母陪伴中我也开始逐渐成长 |
| [00:26.435] | 直到三岁那年父母感情破裂 |
| [00:28.677] | 抚养权的问题也被他们摆上了桌面 |
| [00:32.183] | 离婚协议书上签字彼此互不相欠 |
| [00:34.932] | 妈妈转身离去再也和她没法相见 |
| [00:37.429] | 年迈的奶奶把我接到她的身边 |
| [00:40.424] | 倾注所有心血弥补我不完整童年 |
| [00:42.678] | 在奶奶的呵护下我也开始长大 |
| [00:45.174] | 心思不在学习沉迷于网吧 |
| [00:48.181] | 学习成绩下滑逃课我找到方法 |
| [00:50.932] | 面对奶奶每天的叹气我装聋作哑 |
| [00:53.427] | 甘为人下的我变得自暴自弃 |
| [00:55.681] | 行尸走肉活着生命变得毫无意义 |
| [00:58.677] | 家人始终对我没有放弃 |
| [01:01.185] | 但我放弃了我自己 |
| [01:02.389] | 擦干了眼泪不在哭泣 |
| [01:04.579] | 父亲:王建鸿 |
| [01:07.087] | 好好给人家上班,吃点苦。 |
| [01:09.339] | 和别人搞好团结,多吃点苦。 |
| [01:12.591] | 钱挣多少都无所谓的事。 |
| [01:14.331] | 把自己锻炼好就行了。 |
| [01:17.338] | 不要吊儿郎当,辛苦点咱们。 |
| [01:19.835] | 自己也不要太辛苦了, |
| [01:23.340] | 把自己照顾好了,也没有人管你...... |
| [01:25.083] | VERSE:2 |
| [01:25.837] | 平静的心情像湖面平静入水 |
| [01:28.091] | 我的故事没有开始也没结尾 |
| [01:30.841] | 直到我有天突然得知奶奶去世的消息 |
| [01:33.337] | 脑中突然浮现奶奶教我的人生道理 |
| [01:36.332] | 事与愿违我还是没有改变 |
| [01:38.341] | 依旧沉默躲在封闭的小房间里 |
| [01:41.335] | 在我低谷时耳边总有个声音传递 |
| [01:44.089] | 告诉我别放弃生活还要继续 |
| [01:46.839] | 奶奶走后我和父亲相依为命 |
| [01:49.081] | 叛逆期的我总想着快一点独立 |
| [01:52.088] | 貌似有主意其实我什么都不懂 |
| [01:54.584] | 初出茅庐像个未发现的新物种 |
| [01:57.591] | 走的每一步路面前都有一堵墙 |
| [01:59.589] | 总有声音在我耳边让我快点投降 |
| [02:02.584] | 我不想根本不敢想去做出改变 |
| [02:05.334] | 关上手机忘记那些烦人的未接来电 |
| [02:09.085] | 前女友: |
| [02:16.839] | 喂,为什么不接我电话? |
| [02:20.333] | 你到底在干什么。 |
| [02:22.830] | 王诗画!你凭什么这么对我。 |
| [02:26.582] | 你踏马就是个垃圾! |
| [02:33.337] | VERSE:3 |
| [02:34.834] | 兜兜转转终于到了二十五岁 |
| [02:37.330] | 复杂的人际关系复杂的社会 |
| [02:40.338] | 让我缓口气我快喘不过气 |
| [02:42.335] | 我现在明白了当年不明白的道理 |
| [02:45.586] | 空旷的四周只能把双臂抱紧 |
| [02:47.838] | 假寐了多年自己把自己叫醒 |
| [02:50.834] | 无数次对着墙壁说过的话无人知晓 |
| [02:53.586] | 敏感易怒的我总是庸人自扰 |
| [02:56.336] | 人们来来回回从我身边路过 |
| [02:58.833] | 付出的值不值得现在从容不破 |
| [03:01.839] | 我的歌里永远再讲一堆蓝道理 |
| [03:03.837] | 藏词滥调的旋律从头一直唱到底 |
| [03:06.832] | 聆听着每一次心跳知道我还活着 |
| [03:09.339] | 我不想平庸的过只剩下一具空壳 |
| [03:12.081] | 平和的面对更好的25岁 |
| [03:14.589] | 祝我生日快乐迎接失败和机会 |
| [03:17.585] | (感谢给我录生日快乐的朋友们) |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : W H. |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : W H. |
| [00:03.934] | bian qu: Ryuki Jayze |
| [00:09.184] | hun yin: yong he |
| [00:13.930] | VERSE: 1 |
| [00:21.431] | yi jiu jiu si nian chu sheng zai shan xi jing wei chang |
| [00:23.684] | fu mu pei ban zhong wo ye kai shi zhu jian cheng zhang |
| [00:26.435] | zhi dao san sui na nian fu mu gan qing po lie |
| [00:28.677] | fu yang quan de wen ti ye bei ta men bai shang le zhuo mian |
| [00:32.183] | li hun xie yi shu shang qian zi bi ci hu bu xiang qian |
| [00:34.932] | ma ma zhuan shen li qu zai ye he ta mei fa xiang jian |
| [00:37.429] | nian mai de nai nai ba wo jie dao ta de shen bian |
| [00:40.424] | qing zhu suo you xin xue mi bu wo bu wan zheng tong nian |
| [00:42.678] | zai nai nai de he hu xia wo ye kai shi zhang da |
| [00:45.174] | xin si bu zai xue xi chen mi yu wang ba |
| [00:48.181] | xue xi cheng ji xia hua tao ke wo zhao dao fang fa |
| [00:50.932] | mian dui nai nai mei tian de tan qi wo zhuang long zuo ya |
| [00:53.427] | gan wei ren xia de wo bian de zi bao zi qi |
| [00:55.681] | xing shi zou rou huo zhe sheng ming bian de hao wu yi yi |
| [00:58.677] | jia ren shi zhong dui wo mei you fang qi |
| [01:01.185] | dan wo fang qi le wo zi ji |
| [01:02.389] | ca gan le yan lei bu zai ku qi |
| [01:04.579] | fu qin: wang jian hong |
| [01:07.087] | hao hao gei ren jia shang ban, chi dian ku. |
| [01:09.339] | he bie ren gao hao tuan jie, duo chi dian ku. |
| [01:12.591] | qian zheng duo shao dou wu suo wei de shi. |
| [01:14.331] | ba zi ji duan lian hao jiu xing le. |
| [01:17.338] | bu yao diao er lang dang, xin ku dian zan men. |
| [01:19.835] | zi ji ye bu yao tai xin ku le, |
| [01:23.340] | ba zi ji zhao gu hao le, ye mei you ren guan ni...... |
| [01:25.083] | VERSE: 2 |
| [01:25.837] | ping jing de xin qing xiang hu mian ping jing ru shui |
| [01:28.091] | wo de gu shi mei you kai shi ye mei jie wei |
| [01:30.841] | zhi dao wo you tian tu ran de zhi nai nai qu shi de xiao xi |
| [01:33.337] | nao zhong tu ran fu xian nai nai jiao wo de ren sheng dao li |
| [01:36.332] | shi yu yuan wei wo hai shi mei you gai bian |
| [01:38.341] | yi jiu chen mo duo zai feng bi de xiao fang jian li |
| [01:41.335] | zai wo di gu shi er bian zong you ge sheng yin chuan di |
| [01:44.089] | gao su wo bie fang qi sheng huo hai yao ji xu |
| [01:46.839] | nai nai zou hou wo he fu qin xiang yi wei ming |
| [01:49.081] | pan ni qi de wo zong xiang zhe kuai yi dian du li |
| [01:52.088] | mao si you zhu yi qi shi wo shen me dou bu dong |
| [01:54.584] | chu chu mao lu xiang ge wei fa xian de xin wu zhong |
| [01:57.591] | zou de mei yi bu lu mian qian dou you yi du qiang |
| [01:59.589] | zong you sheng yin zai wo er bian rang wo kuai dian tou xiang |
| [02:02.584] | wo bu xiang gen ben bu gan xiang qu zuo chu gai bian |
| [02:05.334] | guan shang shou ji wang ji nei xie fan ren de wei jie lai dian |
| [02:09.085] | qian nv you: |
| [02:16.839] | wei, wei shi me bu jie wo dian hua? |
| [02:20.333] | ni dao di zai gan shen me. |
| [02:22.830] | wang shi hua! ni ping shen me zhe me dui wo. |
| [02:26.582] | ni ta ma jiu shi ge la ji! |
| [02:33.337] | VERSE: 3 |
| [02:34.834] | dou dou zhuan zhuan zhong yu dao le er shi wu sui |
| [02:37.330] | fu za de ren ji guan xi fu za de she hui |
| [02:40.338] | rang wo huan kou qi wo kuai chuan bu guo qi |
| [02:42.335] | wo xian zai ming bai liao dang nian bu ming bai de dao li |
| [02:45.586] | kong kuang de si zhou zhi neng ba shuang bi bao jin |
| [02:47.838] | jia mei le duo nian zi ji ba zi ji jiao xing |
| [02:50.834] | wu shu ci dui zhe qiang bi shuo guo de hua wu ren zhi xiao |
| [02:53.586] | min gan yi nu de wo zong shi yong ren zi rao |
| [02:56.336] | ren men lai lai hui hui cong wo shen bian lu guo |
| [02:58.833] | fu chu de zhi bu zhi de xian zai cong rong bu po |
| [03:01.839] | wo de ge li yong yuan zai jiang yi dui lan dao li |
| [03:03.837] | cang ci lan diao de xuan lv cong tou yi zhi chang dao di |
| [03:06.832] | ling ting zhe mei yi ci xin tiao zhi dao wo hai huo zhe |
| [03:09.339] | wo bu xiang ping yong de guo zhi sheng xia yi ju kong ke |
| [03:12.081] | ping he de mian dui geng hao de 25 sui |
| [03:14.589] | zhu wo sheng ri kuai le ying jie shi bai he ji hui |
| [03:17.585] | gan xie gei wo lu sheng ri kuai le de peng you men |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : W H. |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : W H. |
| [00:03.934] | biān qǔ: Ryuki Jayze |
| [00:09.184] | hùn yīn: yōng hé |
| [00:13.930] | VERSE: 1 |
| [00:21.431] | yī jiǔ jiǔ sì nián chū shēng zài shān xī jīng wěi chǎng |
| [00:23.684] | fù mǔ péi bàn zhōng wǒ yě kāi shǐ zhú jiàn chéng zhǎng |
| [00:26.435] | zhí dào sān suì nà nián fù mǔ gǎn qíng pò liè |
| [00:28.677] | fǔ yǎng quán de wèn tí yě bèi tā men bǎi shàng le zhuō miàn |
| [00:32.183] | lí hūn xié yì shū shàng qiān zì bǐ cǐ hù bù xiāng qiàn |
| [00:34.932] | mā mā zhuǎn shēn lí qù zài yě hé tā méi fǎ xiāng jiàn |
| [00:37.429] | nián mài de nǎi nǎi bǎ wǒ jiē dào tā de shēn biān |
| [00:40.424] | qīng zhù suǒ yǒu xīn xuè mí bǔ wǒ bù wán zhěng tóng nián |
| [00:42.678] | zài nǎi nǎi de hē hù xià wǒ yě kāi shǐ zhǎng dà |
| [00:45.174] | xīn sī bù zài xué xí chén mí yú wǎng bā |
| [00:48.181] | xué xí chéng jī xià huá táo kè wǒ zhǎo dào fāng fǎ |
| [00:50.932] | miàn duì nǎi nǎi měi tiān de tàn qì wǒ zhuāng lóng zuò yǎ |
| [00:53.427] | gān wéi rén xià de wǒ biàn de zì bào zì qì |
| [00:55.681] | xíng shī zǒu ròu huó zhe shēng mìng biàn de háo wú yì yì |
| [00:58.677] | jiā rén shǐ zhōng duì wǒ méi yǒu fàng qì |
| [01:01.185] | dàn wǒ fàng qì le wǒ zì jǐ |
| [01:02.389] | cā gān le yǎn lèi bù zài kū qì |
| [01:04.579] | fù qīn: wáng jiàn hóng |
| [01:07.087] | hǎo hǎo gěi rén jiā shàng bān, chī diǎn kǔ. |
| [01:09.339] | hé bié rén gǎo hǎo tuán jié, duō chī diǎn kǔ. |
| [01:12.591] | qián zhēng duō shǎo dōu wú suǒ wèi de shì. |
| [01:14.331] | bǎ zì jǐ duàn liàn hǎo jiù xíng le. |
| [01:17.338] | bú yào diào ér láng dāng, xīn kǔ diǎn zán men. |
| [01:19.835] | zì jǐ yě bú yào tài xīn kǔ le, |
| [01:23.340] | bǎ zì jǐ zhào gù hǎo le, yě méi yǒu rén guǎn nǐ...... |
| [01:25.083] | VERSE: 2 |
| [01:25.837] | píng jìng de xīn qíng xiàng hú miàn píng jìng rù shuǐ |
| [01:28.091] | wǒ de gù shì méi yǒu kāi shǐ yě méi jié wěi |
| [01:30.841] | zhí dào wǒ yǒu tiān tū rán dé zhī nǎi nǎi qù shì de xiāo xī |
| [01:33.337] | nǎo zhōng tū rán fú xiàn nǎi nǎi jiào wǒ de rén shēng dào lǐ |
| [01:36.332] | shì yǔ yuàn wéi wǒ hái shì méi yǒu gǎi biàn |
| [01:38.341] | yī jiù chén mò duǒ zài fēng bì de xiǎo fáng jiān lǐ |
| [01:41.335] | zài wǒ dī gǔ shí ěr biān zǒng yǒu gè shēng yīn chuán dì |
| [01:44.089] | gào sù wǒ bié fàng qì shēng huó hái yào jì xù |
| [01:46.839] | nǎi nǎi zǒu hòu wǒ hé fù qīn xiāng yī wéi mìng |
| [01:49.081] | pàn nì qī de wǒ zǒng xiǎng zhe kuài yì diǎn dú lì |
| [01:52.088] | mào sì yǒu zhǔ yì qí shí wǒ shén me dōu bù dǒng |
| [01:54.584] | chū chū máo lú xiàng gè wèi fā xiàn de xīn wù zhǒng |
| [01:57.591] | zǒu de měi yī bù lù miàn qián dōu yǒu yī dǔ qiáng |
| [01:59.589] | zǒng yǒu shēng yīn zài wǒ ěr biān ràng wǒ kuài diǎn tóu xiáng |
| [02:02.584] | wǒ bù xiǎng gēn běn bù gǎn xiǎng qù zuò chū gǎi biàn |
| [02:05.334] | guān shàng shǒu jī wàng jì nèi xiē fán rén de wèi jiē lái diàn |
| [02:09.085] | qián nǚ yǒu: |
| [02:16.839] | wèi, wèi shí me bù jiē wǒ diàn huà? |
| [02:20.333] | nǐ dào dǐ zài gàn shén me. |
| [02:22.830] | wáng shī huà! nǐ píng shén me zhè me duì wǒ. |
| [02:26.582] | nǐ tà mǎ jiù shì gè lā jī! |
| [02:33.337] | VERSE: 3 |
| [02:34.834] | dōu dōu zhuǎn zhuǎn zhōng yú dào le èr shí wǔ suì |
| [02:37.330] | fù zá de rén jì guān xì fù zá de shè huì |
| [02:40.338] | ràng wǒ huǎn kǒu qì wǒ kuài chuǎn bu guò qì |
| [02:42.335] | wǒ xiàn zài míng bái liǎo dàng nián bù míng bái de dào lǐ |
| [02:45.586] | kōng kuàng de sì zhōu zhǐ néng bǎ shuāng bì bào jǐn |
| [02:47.838] | jiǎ mèi le duō nián zì jǐ bǎ zì jǐ jiào xǐng |
| [02:50.834] | wú shù cì duì zhe qiáng bì shuō guò de huà wú rén zhī xiǎo |
| [02:53.586] | mǐn gǎn yì nù de wǒ zǒng shì yōng rén zì rǎo |
| [02:56.336] | rén men lái lái huí huí cóng wǒ shēn biān lù guò |
| [02:58.833] | fù chū de zhí bù zhí de xiàn zài cóng róng bù pò |
| [03:01.839] | wǒ de gē lǐ yǒng yuǎn zài jiǎng yī duī lán dào lǐ |
| [03:03.837] | cáng cí làn diào de xuán lǜ cóng tóu yī zhí chàng dào dǐ |
| [03:06.832] | líng tīng zhe měi yī cì xīn tiào zhī dào wǒ hái huó zhe |
| [03:09.339] | wǒ bù xiǎng píng yōng de guò zhǐ shèng xià yī jù kōng ké |
| [03:12.081] | píng hé de miàn duì gèng hǎo de 25 suì |
| [03:14.589] | zhù wǒ shēng rì kuài lè yíng jiē shī bài hé jī huì |
| [03:17.585] | gǎn xiè gěi wǒ lù shēng rì kuài lè de péng yǒu men |