| Just starin' at these four walls closin' | |
| In on me, feelin' like time's frozen | |
| Fadin' in and out, noddin' and dozin' | |
| Guilt tearin' up my brain like erosion | |
| What I did to you was wrong, | |
| I admit it | |
| I regret that | |
| I did it like a junkie when he's jonzin' | |
| All alone in what used to be a home | |
| But you packed up our joy in that bag you put your clothes in | |
| The voice mail that you left me was scoldin' | |
| Hot enough to burn a hole in a cauldron' | |
| Cause it was all true, that's why we all through | |
| Now your girl's pickin' up the cell when | |
| I call you | |
| Talkin' slick like she ain't here | |
| She don't want you no more, punk disappear, click | |
| I need to hit her with a brick | |
| But that'll only lead me to a worse predicament | |
| I hope your girlfriend ain't got you on a liquor binge | |
| With her bitter attitude just 'cause she's sick of men | |
| But I'ma keep on callin', fightin' 'til the end | |
| On my knees 'til they bleed, to prove my love again | |
| I sit in front of yo' crib in the pourin' rain | |
| Whylin' out screamin' yo' name | |
| And keepin' ringin' yo' bell 'til you mad as hell | |
| And call the po'-po', | |
| I ain't afraid(Yeah, yeah) | |
| You can get yo' folks and yo' cousins and them | |
| And try to run me off yo' blocka | |
| But I ain't scared, | |
| I ain't goin' nowhere | |
| And I ain't stoppin' 'til | |
| I gotcha to show you | |
| I changed shawty | |
| I seen you at the movies with some tall cat | |
| So I bust his headlights with a ball bat | |
| When I was with you he would give me dap and all that | |
| Now you in his arms in the mall, what you call that? | |
| That's what | |
| I get for creepin' and crawlin' | |
| Every other weekend gone until the mornin' | |
| Sneakin' out to my dirt, dead wrong | |
| Comin' back past dawn with the guilty mask on | |
| And I never counted the cost, took heed to warnings | |
| Try to hurt a rose you get pricked by a thorn | |
| And it don't feel nice, when you wake up nights | |
| Shakin' in cold sweats and your whole life's a wreck | |
| That was the old me, the one | |
| I still regret | |
| The one you couldn't respect, the one you should forget | |
| But I'ma keep on callin', fightin' 'til the end | |
| On my knees 'til they bleed, to prove my love again | |
| I sit in front of yo' crib in the pourin' rain | |
| Whylin' out screamin' yo' name | |
| And keepin' ringin' yo' bell 'til you mad as hell | |
| And call the po'-po', | |
| I ain't afraid(Yeah, yeah) | |
| You can get yo' folks and yo' cousins and them | |
| And try to run me off yo' blocka | |
| But I ain't scared, | |
| I ain't goin' nowhere | |
| And I ain't stoppin' 'til | |
| I gotcha to show you | |
| I changed shawty | |
| To show you | |
| I changed shawty | |
| I really did change shawty(I'm tellin' you I've changed) | |
| I wanna show you | |
| I changed shawty(I still love you) | |
| I don't care if the cops got me surrounded | |
| SWAT teams whatever, tell 'em to send the hounds in | |
| My mind's in an altered state | |
| Like I'm headed for a wall, top speed, foot off the brake | |
| I make a fool of myself, girl whatever it takes | |
| I already played the fool when | |
| I let you escape | |
| You're as, good as it gets, your friendship your sex | |
| Everything about you and yours connects | |
| From your, beautiful smile to the scent of your skin | |
| The sheets smell different, this is not livin' | |
| It feels like dyin', and | |
| God knows | |
| I'm tryin' | |
| Ain't no sight sadder than a grown man cryin' | |
| Please find it in your heart to forgive me | |
| Realize only | |
| God can convict me | |
| We all make mistakes, so have you | |
| If God show mercy on me, then you should too | |
| I sit in front of yo' crib in the pourin' rain | |
| Whylin' out screamin' yo' name | |
| And keepin' ringin' yo' bell 'til you mad as hell | |
| And call the po'-po', | |
| I ain't afraid(Yeah, yeah) | |
| You can get yo' folks and yo' cousins and them | |
| And try to run me off yo' blocka | |
| But I ain't scared, | |
| I ain't goin' nowhere | |
| And I ain't stoppin' 'til | |
| I gotcha to show you | |
| I changed shawty | |
| To show you | |
| I changed shawty | |
| I really did change shawty(I'm tellin' you I've changed) | |
| I wanna show you | |
| I changed shawty(I still love you) | |
| Oww(I'm tellin' you I've changed) |