| [00:00.000] | 作词 : 林一 |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : 林一 |
| [00:07.703] | 录音:林一 |
| [00:14.704] | 混音:林一 |
| [00:23.954] | 编曲:Raspo |
| [00:30.704] | 远方的来电回绕在耳边 |
| [00:33.204] | 香烟被放在了左边 |
| [00:34.954] | 回想起这些年妈妈从没抱怨双手没能离开过工作的桌间 |
| [00:39.454] | 多么无助 |
| [00:40.454] | 不愿低头不是我太过于固执 |
| [00:42.454] | 我不能哭泣 |
| [00:43.454] | 我要忍住 |
| [00:43.954] | 就算与世界为敌还有爸爸的左肩 |
| [00:46.453] | 忘记了多久没笑 |
| [00:48.203] | 生活也早早就脱离轨道 |
| [00:50.704] | 忘记了怎么拥抱 |
| [00:51.954] | 原来“废物”这个词跟我配套 |
| [00:54.204] | 生命只剩下了冬季 |
| [00:55.704] | 走的时候都没留下点缝隙 |
| [00:58.204] | 身体也失去了重力 |
| [00:59.704] | 只想关紧房门把自己封闭 |
| [01:02.454] | 灵魂他在外游荡 对我祈求说希望能够put me(放我进去) |
| [01:05.954] | 身影他在外流浪 感觉整个世界全部都Hate me(恨我) |
| [01:09.454] | 也不是没想过要放弃遮住那一切我好想说累 |
| [01:13.454] | 总以为都在跟我作对但后来才发现是我不配 |
| [01:16.954] | |
| [01:17.704] | 当我回头发现身边只剩下一个人的那又是谁 |
| [01:21.207] | 当我对生活充满期望再给我当头一棒的那又是谁 |
| [01:25.453] | 全都把我当成瘟疫隔离却还会拥抱我的那又是谁 |
| [01:28.954] | 在生死悬崖边还愿意用力拉我一把的那又是谁 |
| [01:34.954] | |
| [01:48.453] | 该如何忘记爱情的残酷面 |
| [01:50.454] | 被揭开的伤疤假装看不见 |
| [01:52.454] | 强迫自己带上面具接着伪装 |
| [01:54.204] | 可那又是谁的脸在脑海里不断浮现 |
| [01:56.952] | 什么叫痛 |
| [01:57.453] | 是被现实打落谷底却来不及痛 |
| [01:59.952] | 多么沉重 |
| [02:00.702] | 睁开双眼发现所有发生的一切不过是南柯一梦 |
| [02:03.453] | i wrong |
| [02:04.453] | 现在知道不该碰的不会再触及 |
| [02:06.203] | 成长为以后写下伏笔 足迹 |
| [02:07.953] | 哪怕又再次一败涂地 |
| [02:09.453] | 也绝不会被现实奴役 |
| [02:11.454] | 给爸妈买张回童年的机票 |
| [02:13.203] | 也发誓会给她个安心的依靠 |
| [02:15.454] | 想要的不会只出现在我的梦里 |
| [02:16.953] | 等有天足够强大在给自己拥抱 |
| [02:18.953] | so true |
| [02:19.454] | 要拒绝我会说不 |
| [02:21.204] | 为自己心中点燃蜡烛 |
| [02:22.703] | 驱赶那漫长黑夜中的孤独 |
| [02:24.952] | 要憧憬还有希望我不要比如 |
| [02:27.452] | 也不是没想过要放弃遮住那一切我好想说累 |
| [02:31.203] | 总以为都在跟我作对但后来才发现是我不配 |
| [02:34.703] | |
| [02:35.454] | 当我回头发现身边只剩下一个人的那又是谁 |
| [02:38.387] | 当我对生活充满期望再给我当头一棒的那又是谁 |
| [02:42.887] | 全都把我当成瘟疫隔离却还会拥抱我的那又是谁 |
| [02:46.887] | 在生死悬崖边还愿意用力拉我一把的那又是谁 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : lin yi |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : lin yi |
| [00:07.703] | lu yin: lin yi |
| [00:14.704] | hun yin: lin yi |
| [00:23.954] | bian qu: Raspo |
| [00:30.704] | yuan fang de lai dian hui rao zai er bian |
| [00:33.204] | xiang yan bei fang zai le zuo bian |
| [00:34.954] | hui xiang qi zhei xie nian ma ma cong mei bao yuan shuang shou mei neng li kai guo gong zuo de zhuo jian |
| [00:39.454] | duo me wu zhu |
| [00:40.454] | bu yuan di tou bu shi wo tai guo yu gu zhi |
| [00:42.454] | wo bu neng ku qi |
| [00:43.454] | wo yao ren zhu |
| [00:43.954] | jiu suan yu shi jie wei di hai you ba ba de zuo jian |
| [00:46.453] | wang ji le duo jiu mei xiao |
| [00:48.203] | sheng huo ye zao zao jiu tuo li gui dao |
| [00:50.704] | wang ji le zen me yong bao |
| [00:51.954] | yuan lai" fei wu" zhe ge ci gen wo pei tao |
| [00:54.204] | sheng ming zhi sheng xia le dong ji |
| [00:55.704] | zou de shi hou dou mei liu xia dian feng xi |
| [00:58.204] | shen ti ye shi qu le zhong li |
| [00:59.704] | zhi xiang guan jin fang men ba zi ji feng bi |
| [01:02.454] | ling hun ta zai wai you dang dui wo qi qiu shuo xi wang neng gou put me fang wo jin qu |
| [01:05.954] | shen ying ta zai wai liu lang gan jue zheng ge shi jie quan bu dou Hate me hen wo |
| [01:09.454] | ye bu shi mei xiang guo yao fang qi zhe zhu na yi qie wo hao xiang shuo lei |
| [01:13.454] | zong yi wei dou zai gen wo zuo dui dan hou lai cai fa xian shi wo bu pei |
| [01:16.954] | |
| [01:17.704] | dang wo hui tou fa xian shen bian zhi sheng xia yi ge ren de na you shi shui |
| [01:21.207] | dang wo dui sheng huo chong man qi wang zai gei wo dang tou yi bang de na you shi shui |
| [01:25.453] | quan dou ba wo dang cheng wen yi ge li que hai hui yong bao wo de na you shi shui |
| [01:28.954] | zai sheng si xuan ya bian huan yuan yi yong li la wo yi ba de na you shi shui |
| [01:34.954] | |
| [01:48.453] | gai ru he wang ji ai qing de can ku mian |
| [01:50.454] | bei jie kai de shang ba jia zhuang kan bu jian |
| [01:52.454] | qiang po zi ji dai shang mian ju jie zhe wei zhuang |
| [01:54.204] | ke na you shi shui de lian zai nao hai li bu duan fu xian |
| [01:56.952] | shen me jiao tong |
| [01:57.453] | shi bei xian shi da luo gu di que lai bu ji tong |
| [01:59.952] | duo me chen zhong |
| [02:00.702] | zheng kai shuang yan fa xian suo you fa sheng de yi qie bu guo shi nan ke yi meng |
| [02:03.453] | i wrong |
| [02:04.453] | xian zai zhi dao bu gai peng de bu hui zai chu ji |
| [02:06.203] | cheng zhang wei yi hou xie xia fu bi zu ji |
| [02:07.953] | na pa you zai ci yi bai tu di |
| [02:09.453] | ye jue bu hui bei xian shi nu yi |
| [02:11.454] | gei ba ma mai zhang hui tong nian de ji piao |
| [02:13.203] | ye fa shi hui gei ta ge an xin de yi kao |
| [02:15.454] | xiang yao de bu hui zhi chu xian zai wo de meng li |
| [02:16.953] | deng you tian zu gou qiang da zai gei zi ji yong bao |
| [02:18.953] | so true |
| [02:19.454] | yao ju jue wo hui shuo bu |
| [02:21.204] | wei zi ji xin zhong dian ran la zhu |
| [02:22.703] | qu gan na man chang hei ye zhong de gu du |
| [02:24.952] | yao chong jing hai you xi wang wo bu yao bi ru |
| [02:27.452] | ye bu shi mei xiang guo yao fang qi zhe zhu na yi qie wo hao xiang shuo lei |
| [02:31.203] | zong yi wei dou zai gen wo zuo dui dan hou lai cai fa xian shi wo bu pei |
| [02:34.703] | |
| [02:35.454] | dang wo hui tou fa xian shen bian zhi sheng xia yi ge ren de na you shi shui |
| [02:38.387] | dang wo dui sheng huo chong man qi wang zai gei wo dang tou yi bang de na you shi shui |
| [02:42.887] | quan dou ba wo dang cheng wen yi ge li que hai hui yong bao wo de na you shi shui |
| [02:46.887] | zai sheng si xuan ya bian huan yuan yi yong li la wo yi ba de na you shi shui |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : lín yī |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : lín yī |
| [00:07.703] | lù yīn: lín yī |
| [00:14.704] | hùn yīn: lín yī |
| [00:23.954] | biān qǔ: Raspo |
| [00:30.704] | yuǎn fāng de lái diàn huí rào zài ěr biān |
| [00:33.204] | xiāng yān bèi fàng zài le zuǒ biān |
| [00:34.954] | huí xiǎng qǐ zhèi xiē nián mā mā cóng méi bào yuàn shuāng shǒu méi néng lí kāi guò gōng zuò de zhuō jiān |
| [00:39.454] | duō me wú zhù |
| [00:40.454] | bù yuàn dī tóu bú shì wǒ tài guò yú gù zhí |
| [00:42.454] | wǒ bù néng kū qì |
| [00:43.454] | wǒ yào rěn zhù |
| [00:43.954] | jiù suàn yǔ shì jiè wèi dí hái yǒu bà bà de zuǒ jiān |
| [00:46.453] | wàng jì le duō jiǔ méi xiào |
| [00:48.203] | shēng huó yě zǎo zǎo jiù tuō lí guǐ dào |
| [00:50.704] | wàng jì le zěn me yōng bào |
| [00:51.954] | yuán lái" fèi wù" zhè gè cí gēn wǒ pèi tào |
| [00:54.204] | shēng mìng zhǐ shèng xià le dōng jì |
| [00:55.704] | zǒu de shí hòu dōu méi liú xià diǎn fèng xì |
| [00:58.204] | shēn tǐ yě shī qù le zhòng lì |
| [00:59.704] | zhǐ xiǎng guān jǐn fáng mén bà zì jǐ fēng bì |
| [01:02.454] | líng hún tā zài wài yóu dàng duì wǒ qí qiú shuō xī wàng néng gòu put me fàng wǒ jìn qù |
| [01:05.954] | shēn yǐng tā zài wài liú làng gǎn jué zhěng gè shì jiè quán bù dōu Hate me hèn wǒ |
| [01:09.454] | yě bú shì méi xiǎng guò yào fàng qì zhē zhù nà yī qiè wǒ hǎo xiǎng shuō lèi |
| [01:13.454] | zǒng yǐ wéi dōu zài gēn wǒ zuò duì dàn hòu lái cái fā xiàn shì wǒ bù pèi |
| [01:16.954] | |
| [01:17.704] | dāng wǒ huí tóu fà xiàn shēn biān zhǐ shèng xià yī ge rén de nà yòu shì shuí |
| [01:21.207] | dāng wǒ duì shēng huó chōng mǎn qī wàng zài gěi wǒ dāng tóu yī bàng de nà yòu shì shuí |
| [01:25.453] | quán dōu bǎ wǒ dàng chéng wēn yì gé lí què hái huì yōng bào wǒ de nà yòu shì shuí |
| [01:28.954] | zài shēng sǐ xuán yá biān huán yuàn yì yòng lì lā wǒ yī bǎ de nà yòu shì shuí |
| [01:34.954] | |
| [01:48.453] | gāi rú hé wàng jì ài qíng de cán kù miàn |
| [01:50.454] | bèi jiē kāi de shāng bā jiǎ zhuāng kàn bú jiàn |
| [01:52.454] | qiǎng pò zì jǐ dài shàng miàn jù jiē zhe wěi zhuāng |
| [01:54.204] | kě nà yòu shì shuí de liǎn zài nǎo hǎi lǐ bù duàn fú xiàn |
| [01:56.952] | shén me jiào tòng |
| [01:57.453] | shì bèi xiàn shí dǎ luò gǔ dǐ què lái bù jí tòng |
| [01:59.952] | duō me chén zhòng |
| [02:00.702] | zhēng kāi shuāng yǎn fā xiàn suǒ yǒu fā shēng de yī qiè bù guò shì nán kē yī mèng |
| [02:03.453] | i wrong |
| [02:04.453] | xiàn zài zhī dào bù gāi pèng de bú huì zài chù jí |
| [02:06.203] | chéng zhǎng wèi yǐ hòu xiě xià fú bǐ zú jī |
| [02:07.953] | nǎ pà yòu zài cì yī bài tú dì |
| [02:09.453] | yě jué bú huì bèi xiàn shí nú yì |
| [02:11.454] | gěi bà mā mǎi zhāng huí tóng nián de jī piào |
| [02:13.203] | yě fā shì huì gěi tā gè ān xīn de yī kào |
| [02:15.454] | xiǎng yào de bú huì zhǐ chū xiàn zài wǒ de mèng lǐ |
| [02:16.953] | děng yǒu tiān zú gòu qiáng dà zài gěi zì jǐ yōng bào |
| [02:18.953] | so true |
| [02:19.454] | yào jù jué wǒ huì shuō bù |
| [02:21.204] | wèi zì jǐ xīn zhōng diǎn rán là zhú |
| [02:22.703] | qū gǎn nà màn cháng hēi yè zhōng de gū dú |
| [02:24.952] | yào chōng jǐng hái yǒu xī wàng wǒ bú yào bǐ rú |
| [02:27.452] | yě bú shì méi xiǎng guò yào fàng qì zhē zhù nà yī qiè wǒ hǎo xiǎng shuō lèi |
| [02:31.203] | zǒng yǐ wéi dōu zài gēn wǒ zuò duì dàn hòu lái cái fā xiàn shì wǒ bù pèi |
| [02:34.703] | |
| [02:35.454] | dāng wǒ huí tóu fà xiàn shēn biān zhǐ shèng xià yī ge rén de nà yòu shì shuí |
| [02:38.387] | dāng wǒ duì shēng huó chōng mǎn qī wàng zài gěi wǒ dāng tóu yī bàng de nà yòu shì shuí |
| [02:42.887] | quán dōu bǎ wǒ dàng chéng wēn yì gé lí què hái huì yōng bào wǒ de nà yòu shì shuí |
| [02:46.887] | zài shēng sǐ xuán yá biān huán yuàn yì yòng lì lā wǒ yī bǎ de nà yòu shì shuí |