| (Spoken) | |
| "Our father, forgive us our trespasses | |
| as we forgive those who trespass against us" | |
| Woke up this morning, too depressed and shamed to leave my bed | |
| Can't stand to see my own reflection, so I hang my head | |
| Feel like a disappointment, like the scum of the earth | |
| I'm so hurt, I know you see I can't cover my dirt | |
| My soul's dying, heart's weak, I can't even cry | |
| I'm supposed to run to you but why I'm such an evil guy | |
| The sun's shinin', but for me it's the darkest of days | |
| Try to pretend it never happened, but the guilt remains | |
| I leave the house, it feels like everybody knows I did it | |
| Feel like they readin' my mind and know the sin I committed | |
| Through Your blood I'm acquitted, but my heart doesn't get it | |
| Oh God I'm desperate for help 'cause I'm grieving Your spirit | |
| I couldn't sing in Sunday service, Lord it felt fake | |
| And when they started Communion, I just made an escape | |
| I'm in need of Your grace feels like You hid Your face | |
| Lord lead me back to the cross and show me my sin's erased | |
| I'm so desperate | |
| Can't believe I sinned against You | |
| Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry) | |
| Your mercy is what I need | |
| I'm waist deep in my pity, is Satan trying to trick me , and tell me You won't forgive me? | |
| 'Cause it's startin' to get me | |
| Jesus help me quickly, I hate the wrong I done | |
| I know we all fall but I feel like the only one | |
| Feels like I should be shunned, should I punish myself? | |
| I know it's dumb, 'cause by Your death all my sin has been dealt | |
| But my sin has been felt - I didn't want to do it | |
| But what I want to do I don't, I swear I'm goin' through it | |
| I'm tryin' to open up my Bible, need to read Your pages | |
| Need You Lord but my guilt has got me feelin' so faithless | |
| Help me see where grace is take me to the basics | |
| Help me find my joy in You and not people and places | |
| My sin is ever before me, I turned my back on You | |
| Oh Father break and restore me and bring me back to You | |
| My sin is ever before me, I turned my back on You | |
| God break and restore me and bring me back to You | |
| I'm so desperate | |
| Can't believe I sinned against You | |
| Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry) | |
| Your mercy is what I need | |
| Have mercy on me God according to Your steady love | |
| Wipe away my transgressions and wash me in Your blood | |
| Create in me a clean heart, renew a right spirit | |
| Don't hide Your face from me God Your presence, keep me near it | |
| I'm waiting patient on You, Lord I know You hear my cry | |
| Restore Your joy in me for You alone I live and die | |
| It's You I glorify 'cause You don't want my sacrifice | |
| You want me broken and contrite and trusting in the Christ | |
| I confess to You my sin and You show me mercy | |
| I turn away from it demonstrating that You are worthy | |
| Over lust, over pride, over all sin | |
| is my affection for Jesus who died for all them | |
| I was lost now I'm found, I was tossed to the ground | |
| My sin weighed on me heavy but I'm no longer bound | |
| As sure as Christ wear the crown I know that grace will abound | |
| And even when I feel lost, I know in You I am found | |
| I'm so desperate | |
| Can't believe I sinned against You | |
| Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry) | |
| Your mercy is what I need |