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Help me Lord before there's no time left |
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It's like I'm tired of life |
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Lord i'm wrong I cant get right |
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Lord its Dark and I cant get light |
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Why it cant be light it's so heavy why my sin won't let me see the end |
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Come get me, please get me |
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My thoughts, my mind, my ways all evil |
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I'm supposed to be your people, I'm supposed to see your sequel |
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I said I'll never leave you |
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But I'm so left, I ain't right Lord |
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I'm sleeping with death, I'm cheating with death |
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Am I deaf cause Its like I cant hear |
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I question my salvation cause it's like I don't fear you |
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I'm on a selfish island, I am no where near you |
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God I really need you even tho I don't appear to |
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I'm drinking out a broken cistern that could never hold water and I'm soon to get burned |
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Tho I try, I never satisfy or quench this yearn |
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I hear you calling but it's like a fight for me to just turn |
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Help me Lord before there's no time left, I ain't living I'm just breathing to death (echo) |
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Your ways are perfect and they lead me to rest, mine are evil and they lead me to death |
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I'm feeling schizophrenic |
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Maybe I'm not saved, cause have to get high just to block out all the pain |
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Seen death, seen hurt, seen a whole lotta thangs |
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But instead of running from it I'm running away from change |
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It's like I'm outside in the ice cold weather |
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The rains coming down and I keep getting wetter |
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I know I'm getting sick and I could die any second |
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But still I refuse to let your truth make me better |
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I'd rather eat flies and maggots instead of bread, and its killing me slow but i cant get it through my head |
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You were stabbed you were murdered, and for me is why you bled |
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But I spit on your bloody face as If i never cared |
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Lord how dare I compare my pain, your father turned his back, and you were left to hang |
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I don't know why you did it, that I cant explain |
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How can you love this sinner whose desecrated your name |
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I deserve the flames |
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I know I tell lies, I know that I am dirt |
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I know that I am nothing but you can give me worth |
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I don't know if I know you, but still I know I should |
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I know the days are evil and only you are good |
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I've to the conclusion that I would like to change, cause all the world's money and fame cannot sustain |
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I know that I should turn but that's the hardest thang |
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Cause do I really feel that have Jesus is a gain |
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The world is so tempting, Satan is a beast |
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He hypnotizes my eye to say the least |
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But Jesus be my treasure, to know you is live |
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And I am here dying trying everything there is |
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All I need in life is you, help me turn away from sin |
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Give me grace to turn away and the fear not to give in |
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I know that I'm not perfect but if I could rest in Him |
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I know I don't deserve it but I'll take your hand |