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Look I just shed tears homie and now I ain't too proud to admit it |
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Just seen my father for the first time in a minute |
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And when I say a minute I mean years man |
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Damn a whale could have swam in them tears fam |
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Cause as I left them I reflected on my younger days |
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When it was just me and my brother and my mother played |
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Father cause no other man bothered |
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Not even my biological, it never seemed logical |
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But I accepted it cause I ain't know no better |
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Thought I was brighter than a Polo sweater |
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No pops was like Martin with no Coretta |
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So many things you could have told me |
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And saved me the trouble of lettin' my mistakes show me |
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I feel like you barely know me |
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And that's a shame cause our last name is the same |
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That blood type flowin' through our veins is the same |
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My mama left you and maybe your anger's to blame |
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But that's no excuse, only you and God know the truth |
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And why you only call monthly barely ever saw me |
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Spend some summers with you and played with my cousin Maury |
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Maybe I should be tellin' you f**k you cause you selfish |
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But I want a father so bad I can't help it |
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I break down, I break down |
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Can't help but break down |
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I break down |
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I never thought I'd see my mama on that shit man |
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It's f**kin' with her body now she sick damn |
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I wanted a big house with a white picket fence and a pool |
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Who would have ever thought that it would come to this man |
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Quicksand is what this life feel like |
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That shit these rappers kick is nothin' like real life |
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You made a milli off of servin' hard white, yeah right |
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My mama tell you what addicted to that pipe feel like |
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Stupid niggas, I heard the cops be shootin' niggas |
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I swear to God wish I could bullet proof my niggas |
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Can't get no jobs but they still recruitin' niggas |
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We tryna stand tall when it gets to crucial niggas |
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Break down We break down we break down we break down |
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Servin' time locked down |
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And she don't want nobody to know his daughter 25 pounds |
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By the time he get out she gon' be 4 |
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Now will his girl stay down |
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Ain't no doubt she love him yeah that's fo sho |
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But temptation stays round |
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And if she strayed how could he ever know |
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Never know and so she goes to the club on the weekend |
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A little freakin but them niggas holla |
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But she never speakin but tonight I see the devil creepin |
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Cause she been lonely she ain't felt a man in 7 seasons |
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Damn! She do the best that she can |
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Her mama tellin' her to find another man |
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She college educated with a felon boyfriend |
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That's what she thinkin' tonight |
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Maybe she's right but please |
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Stay down mama! Gotta be strong don't break down mama |
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Please stay down mama! Gotta be strong, don't break down mama |
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Don't break down don't break down don't break down, don't break down |
