Song | Conversations with Myself |
Artist | Bazzi |
Album | Soul Searching |
[00:01.39] | Sometimes I wonder why I'm even here |
[00:04.01] | Or if I have the strength to persevere |
[00:06.67] | Sometimes I feel like I’m somebody else |
[00:08.92] | Who's going mental with they mental health |
[00:11.54] | Sometimes I wonder if I'll die alone |
[00:14.11] | ’Cause lonely people tend to have lonely souls |
[00:16.60] | Sometimes I think about a younger me |
[00:18.99] | If he'd be proud of the man he sees |
[00:21.44] | I guess I'm rich, I made it out my town |
[00:23.83] | I played in from of thousands, you know I shut it down |
[00:26.13] | Look, little Bazzi, I'm living out our dreams |
[00:28.76] | Mama cry every time we on the TV |
[00:31.38] | Got a fancy car, we got a fancy crib |
[00:33.94] | And you couldn't even dream of the girl that you with |
[00:36.51] | Remember all your idols and the people that we love |
[00:38.89] | I met 'em at a party, we was all doin' drugs |
[00:41.68] | Was all doin' |
[00:42.48] | Jesus |
[00:44.29] | I think I need, I think I need some |
[00:47.56] | Jesus |
[00:49.10] | Rich enough and sad as **** |
[00:52.18] | I’m lonely |
[00:54.05] | Oh, I am, I am, I am |
[00:56.64] | I’m so lonely |
[00:59.12] | I'm the man, I guess I am |
[01:01.74] | But I’m still |
[01:04.72] | What's funny is, is |
[01:07.04] | My whole life I thought making money |
[01:09.65] | And being praise would give me some kind of happiness |
[01:13.86] | And I wanted those things because I was concerned About |
[01:17.67] | What everyone else thought of me |
[01:18.99] | I wanted to feel loved, I wanted to feel accepted |
[01:21.31] | And then I realized that I could never feel anybody's pain |
[01:24.72] | Or their happiness |
[01:26.11] | I could only feel mine |
[01:27.36] | In the car, in the house |
[01:29.41] | And the fame never made me feel anything except separated, |
[01:33.23] | Intoxicated, and obviously kinda grossed |
[01:36.62] | Don't get me wrong, nice things are fun, |
[01:39.21] | I like nice things |
[01:40.20] | But you just can’t base your human value on them |
[01:42.93] | Because at the end of the day, they don't mean anything |
[01:45.72] | If I'm not happy, I'm a sad guy in a nice guy |
[01:49.18] | If I don't have any real friends or family, |
[01:52.66] | I'm just a lonely guy in a big home, damn |
[00:01.39] | Sometimes I wonder why I' m even here |
[00:04.01] | Or if I have the strength to persevere |
[00:06.67] | Sometimes I feel like I' m somebody else |
[00:08.92] | Who' s going mental with they mental health |
[00:11.54] | Sometimes I wonder if I' ll die alone |
[00:14.11] | ' Cause lonely people tend to have lonely souls |
[00:16.60] | Sometimes I think about a younger me |
[00:18.99] | If he' d be proud of the man he sees |
[00:21.44] | I guess I' m rich, I made it out my town |
[00:23.83] | I played in from of thousands, you know I shut it down |
[00:26.13] | Look, little Bazzi, I' m living out our dreams |
[00:28.76] | Mama cry every time we on the TV |
[00:31.38] | Got a fancy car, we got a fancy crib |
[00:33.94] | And you couldn' t even dream of the girl that you with |
[00:36.51] | Remember all your idols and the people that we love |
[00:38.89] | I met ' em at a party, we was all doin' drugs |
[00:41.68] | Was all doin' |
[00:42.48] | Jesus |
[00:44.29] | I think I need, I think I need some |
[00:47.56] | Jesus |
[00:49.10] | Rich enough and sad as |
[00:52.18] | I' m lonely |
[00:54.05] | Oh, I am, I am, I am |
[00:56.64] | I' m so lonely |
[00:59.12] | I' m the man, I guess I am |
[01:01.74] | But I' m still |
[01:04.72] | What' s funny is, is |
[01:07.04] | My whole life I thought making money |
[01:09.65] | And being praise would give me some kind of happiness |
[01:13.86] | And I wanted those things because I was concerned About |
[01:17.67] | What everyone else thought of me |
[01:18.99] | I wanted to feel loved, I wanted to feel accepted |
[01:21.31] | And then I realized that I could never feel anybody' s pain |
[01:24.72] | Or their happiness |
[01:26.11] | I could only feel mine |
[01:27.36] | In the car, in the house |
[01:29.41] | And the fame never made me feel anything except separated, |
[01:33.23] | Intoxicated, and obviously kinda grossed |
[01:36.62] | Don' t get me wrong, nice things are fun, |
[01:39.21] | I like nice things |
[01:40.20] | But you just can' t base your human value on them |
[01:42.93] | Because at the end of the day, they don' t mean anything |
[01:45.72] | If I' m not happy, I' m a sad guy in a nice guy |
[01:49.18] | If I don' t have any real friends or family, |
[01:52.66] | I' m just a lonely guy in a big home, damn |