[00:00.000] | 作词 : 王舒也/R7Moon |
[00:01.000] | 作曲 : 王舒也/Lil Nickle |
[00:05.256] | 混音:蛋挞 |
[00:07.510] | 女声:雪兔 |
[00:21.287] | 他总是骗自己 总是掉入陷井里 |
[00:24.292] | 他总是面对无理要求答应都可以 |
[00:27.045] | 他今年刚满19 降世才多少年头 |
[00:29.877] | 如今却只能靠着烟酒在夜里消愁 |
[00:32.805] | 靠着抗抑郁的药 才能换来今夜入眠 |
[00:35.817] | 发出歇斯底里的笑 品尝着血的腥甜 |
[00:38.885] | 他不知这种状态已经持续多少日夜 |
[00:41.819] | 只知道自己生存在这物欲横流的世界 |
[00:44.576] | 他很累 很疲惫 变得敏感 更加憔悴 |
[00:47.328] | 他一次次的失败 如同落水狗般狼狈 |
[00:50.332] | 他倔强 他孤僻 他恨自己没出息 |
[00:53.087] | 他丧失志气自暴自弃心事都锁进抽屉 |
[00:55.843] | 他所犯的过错 都只是不想要再错过 |
[00:58.599] | 但无人理解 众人只会朝着他吐唾沫 |
[01:01.602] | 他讨厌自己没用 没拿到一手好底牌 |
[01:04.359] | 他没有什么愿望 只想兄弟们跑起来 |
[01:07.366] | 他觉得自己是个废物 也没留任何退路 |
[01:10.623] | 他放弃挣扎向这无尽深渊坠入 |
[01:12.879] | 慢慢地坠入 没有任何退路 |
[01:15.887] | 他荒废了他自己最美好的岁数 |
[01:18.892] | 他感受到的压力都是来自自己 |
[01:21.396] | 是他不努力又不甘现状的惶恐而已 |
[01:24.403] | 他束手无策 面对这个问题无能为力 |
[01:27.407] | 他别无选择拿起铁锹埋葬了过去的自己 |
[01:41.682] | 犯过的错 之后那种亏欠感时时刻刻提醒我惩罚我折磨我刺痛我分裂我 |
[01:52.954] | 他说他有抑郁每天都觉得自闭 |
[01:55.458] | 他的生活不知到底该如何继续 |
[01:58.466] | 当他做错事的时候他会觉得沮丧 |
[02:01.217] | 他讨厌别人谈论和嘲笑他的取向 |
[02:04.223] | 他不知道为什么要被世界这样针对 |
[02:07.228] | 他犯了小错背后的声音提高了几个分贝 |
[02:09.984] | 他期望心里的女孩是他唯一的希望 |
[02:12.738] | 也是他心中最后残留的一丝珍贵 |
[02:15.741] | 他的女朋友选择了在那天跟他分手原因是他长的不帅却长的真丑 |
[02:21.500] | 他被说成渣男他也开始发难他想把这些传播的全部都完 |
[02:27.008] | 那些five网红说自己有抑郁整天发着说说 |
[02:30.518] | 真正的抑郁患者却在角落畏畏缩缩 |
[02:33.524] | 他们在世界的阴暗面承受多少痛苦 |
[02:36.278] | 每天有多少人离开我们都有目共睹 |
[02:39.032] | 别再说了千万别再说了 |
[02:41.286] | 那不也就几条伤痕那能代表什么 |
[02:44.291] | 说完还要发条朋友圈去博取同情 |
[02:47.048] | 问他今年多大也就最多跟我同龄 |
[02:50.052] | 他深爱着她却得不到她的芳心 |
[02:52.807] | 他性格固执脾气暴躁就像块钢筋 |
[02:55.813] | 他在给她买礼物她却在偷情 |
[02:58.566] | 他找她说了一些话后她说:“就这样吧,我都行。” |
[00:00.000] | zuo ci : wang shu ye R7Moon |
[00:01.000] | zuo qu : wang shu ye Lil Nickle |
[00:05.256] | hun yin: dan ta |
[00:07.510] | nv sheng: xue tu |
[00:21.287] | ta zong shi pian zi ji zong shi diao ru xian jing li |
[00:24.292] | ta zong shi mian dui wu li yao qiu da ying dou ke yi |
[00:27.045] | ta jin nian gang man 19 jiang shi cai duo shao nian tou |
[00:29.877] | ru jin que zhi neng kao zhe yan jiu zai ye li xiao chou |
[00:32.805] | kao zhe kang yi yu de yao cai neng huan lai jin ye ru mian |
[00:35.817] | fa chu xie si di li de xiao pin chang zhe xue de xing tian |
[00:38.885] | ta bu zhi zhe zhong zhuang tai yi jing chi xu duo shao ri ye |
[00:41.819] | zhi zhi dao zi ji sheng cun zai zhe wu yu heng liu de shi jie |
[00:44.576] | ta hen lei hen pi bei bian de min gan geng jia qiao cui |
[00:47.328] | ta yi ci ci de shi bai ru tong luo shui gou ban lang bei |
[00:50.332] | ta jue jiang ta gu pi ta hen zi ji mei chu xi |
[00:53.087] | ta sang shi zhi qi zi bao zi qi xin shi dou suo jin chou ti |
[00:55.843] | ta suo fan de guo cuo dou zhi shi bu xiang yao zai cuo guo |
[00:58.599] | dan wu ren li jie zhong ren zhi hui chao zhe ta tu tuo mo |
[01:01.602] | ta tao yan zi ji mei yong mei na dao yi shou hao di pai |
[01:04.359] | ta mei you shen me yuan wang zhi xiang xiong di men pao qi lai |
[01:07.366] | ta jue de zi ji shi ge fei wu ye mei liu ren he tui lu |
[01:10.623] | ta fang qi zheng zha xiang zhe wu jin shen yuan zhui ru |
[01:12.879] | man man di zhui ru mei you ren he tui lu |
[01:15.887] | ta huang fei le ta zi ji zui mei hao de sui shu |
[01:18.892] | ta gan shou dao de ya li dou shi lai zi zi ji |
[01:21.396] | shi ta bu nu li you bu gan xian zhuang de huang kong er yi |
[01:24.403] | ta shu shou wu ce mian dui zhe ge wen ti wu neng wei li |
[01:27.407] | ta bie wu xuan ze na qi tie qiao mai zang le guo qu de zi ji |
[01:41.682] | fan guo de cuo zhi hou na zhong kui qian gan shi shi ke ke ti xing wo cheng fa wo zhe mo wo ci tong wo fen lie wo |
[01:52.954] | ta shuo ta you yi yu mei tian du jue de zi bi |
[01:55.458] | ta de sheng huo bu zhi dao di gai ru he ji xu |
[01:58.466] | dang ta zuo cuo shi de shi hou ta hui jue de ju sang |
[02:01.217] | ta tao yan bie ren tan lun he chao xiao ta de qu xiang |
[02:04.223] | ta bu zhi dao wei shi me yao bei shi jie zhe yang zhen dui |
[02:07.228] | ta fan le xiao cuo bei hou de sheng yin ti gao le ji ge fen bei |
[02:09.984] | ta qi wang xin li de nv hai shi ta wei yi de xi wang |
[02:12.738] | ye shi ta xin zhong zui hou can liu de yi si zhen gui |
[02:15.741] | ta de nv peng you xuan ze le zai na tian gen ta fen shou yuan yin shi ta zhang de bu shuai que zhang di zhen chou |
[02:21.500] | ta bei shuo cheng zha nan ta ye kai shi fa nan ta xiang ba zhei xie chuan bo de quan bu dou wan |
[02:27.008] | nei xie five wang hong shuo zi ji you yi yu zheng tian fa zhe shuo shuo |
[02:30.518] | zhen zheng de yi yu huan zhe que zai jiao luo wei wei suo suo |
[02:33.524] | ta men zai shi jie de yin an mian cheng shou duo shao tong ku |
[02:36.278] | mei tian you duo shao ren li kai wo men dou you mu gong du |
[02:39.032] | bie zai shuo le qian wan bie zai shuo le |
[02:41.286] | na bu ye jiu ji tiao shang hen na neng dai biao shen me |
[02:44.291] | shuo wan hai yao fa tiao peng you quan qu bo qu tong qing |
[02:47.048] | wen ta jin nian duo da ye jiu zui duo gen wo tong ling |
[02:50.052] | ta shen ai zhe ta que de bu dao ta de fang xin |
[02:52.807] | ta xing ge gu zhi pi qi bao zao jiu xiang kuai gang jin |
[02:55.813] | ta zai gei ta mai li wu ta que zai tou qing |
[02:58.566] | ta zhao ta shuo le yi xie hua hou ta shuo:" jiu zhe yang ba, wo dou xing." |
[00:00.000] | zuò cí : wáng shū yě R7Moon |
[00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : wáng shū yě Lil Nickle |
[00:05.256] | hùn yīn: dàn tà |
[00:07.510] | nǚ shēng: xuě tù |
[00:21.287] | tā zǒng shì piàn zì jǐ zǒng shì diào rù xiàn jǐng lǐ |
[00:24.292] | tā zǒng shì miàn duì wú lǐ yāo qiú dā yìng dōu kě yǐ |
[00:27.045] | tā jīn nián gāng mǎn 19 jiàng shì cái duō shào nián tóu |
[00:29.877] | rú jīn què zhǐ néng kào zhe yān jiǔ zài yè lǐ xiāo chóu |
[00:32.805] | kào zhe kàng yì yù de yào cái néng huàn lái jīn yè rù mián |
[00:35.817] | fā chū xiē sī dǐ lǐ de xiào pǐn cháng zhe xuè de xīng tián |
[00:38.885] | tā bù zhī zhè zhǒng zhuàng tài yǐ jīng chí xù duō shǎo rì yè |
[00:41.819] | zhǐ zhī dào zì jǐ shēng cún zài zhè wù yù héng liú de shì jiè |
[00:44.576] | tā hěn lèi hěn pí bèi biàn de mǐn gǎn gèng jiā qiáo cuì |
[00:47.328] | tā yī cì cì de shī bài rú tóng luò shuǐ gǒu bān láng bèi |
[00:50.332] | tā jué jiàng tā gū pì tā hèn zì jǐ méi chū xī |
[00:53.087] | tā sàng shī zhì qì zì bào zì qì xīn shì dōu suǒ jìn chōu tì |
[00:55.843] | tā suǒ fàn de guò cuò dōu zhǐ shì bù xiǎng yào zài cuò guò |
[00:58.599] | dàn wú rén lǐ jiě zhòng rén zhǐ huì cháo zhe tā tǔ tuò mò |
[01:01.602] | tā tǎo yàn zì jǐ méi yòng méi ná dào yī shǒu hǎo dǐ pái |
[01:04.359] | tā méi yǒu shén me yuàn wàng zhǐ xiǎng xiōng dì men pǎo qǐ lái |
[01:07.366] | tā jué de zì jǐ shì gè fèi wù yě méi liú rèn hé tuì lù |
[01:10.623] | tā fàng qì zhēng zhá xiàng zhè wú jìn shēn yuān zhuì rù |
[01:12.879] | màn màn dì zhuì rù méi yǒu rèn hé tuì lù |
[01:15.887] | tā huāng fèi le tā zì jǐ zuì měi hǎo de suì shù |
[01:18.892] | tā gǎn shòu dào de yā lì dōu shì lái zì zì jǐ |
[01:21.396] | shì tā bù nǔ lì yòu bù gān xiàn zhuàng de huáng kǒng ér yǐ |
[01:24.403] | tā shù shǒu wú cè miàn duì zhè gè wèn tí wú néng wéi lì |
[01:27.407] | tā bié wú xuǎn zé ná qǐ tiě qiāo mái zàng le guò qù de zì jǐ |
[01:41.682] | fàn guò de cuò zhī hòu nà zhǒng kuī qiàn gǎn shí shí kè kè tí xǐng wǒ chéng fá wǒ zhé mó wǒ cì tòng wǒ fēn liè wǒ |
[01:52.954] | tā shuō tā yǒu yì yù měi tiān dū jué de zì bì |
[01:55.458] | tā de shēng huó bù zhī dào dǐ gāi rú hé jì xù |
[01:58.466] | dāng tā zuò cuò shì de shí hòu tā huì jué de jǔ sàng |
[02:01.217] | tā tǎo yàn bié rén tán lùn hé cháo xiào tā de qǔ xiàng |
[02:04.223] | tā bù zhī dào wèi shí me yào bèi shì jiè zhè yàng zhēn duì |
[02:07.228] | tā fàn le xiǎo cuò bèi hòu de shēng yīn tí gāo le jǐ gè fēn bèi |
[02:09.984] | tā qī wàng xīn lǐ de nǚ hái shì tā wéi yī de xī wàng |
[02:12.738] | yě shì tā xīn zhōng zuì hòu cán liú de yī sī zhēn guì |
[02:15.741] | tā de nǚ péng yǒu xuǎn zé le zài nà tiān gēn tā fēn shǒu yuán yīn shì tā zhǎng de bù shuài què zhǎng dí zhēn chǒu |
[02:21.500] | tā bèi shuō chéng zhā nán tā yě kāi shǐ fā nàn tā xiǎng bǎ zhèi xiē chuán bō de quán bù dōu wán |
[02:27.008] | nèi xiē five wǎng hóng shuō zì jǐ yǒu yì yù zhěng tiān fā zhe shuō shuō |
[02:30.518] | zhēn zhèng de yì yù huàn zhě què zài jiǎo luò wèi wèi suō suō |
[02:33.524] | tā men zài shì jiè de yīn àn miàn chéng shòu duō shǎo tòng kǔ |
[02:36.278] | měi tiān yǒu duō shǎo rén lí kāi wǒ men dōu yǒu mù gòng dǔ |
[02:39.032] | bié zài shuō le qiān wàn bié zài shuō le |
[02:41.286] | nà bù yě jiù jǐ tiáo shāng hén nà néng dài biǎo shén me |
[02:44.291] | shuō wán hái yào fā tiáo péng yǒu quān qù bó qǔ tóng qíng |
[02:47.048] | wèn tā jīn nián duō dà yě jiù zuì duō gēn wǒ tóng líng |
[02:50.052] | tā shēn ài zhe tā què dé bú dào tā de fāng xīn |
[02:52.807] | tā xìng gé gù zhí pí qi bào zào jiù xiàng kuài gāng jīn |
[02:55.813] | tā zài gěi tā mǎi lǐ wù tā què zài tōu qíng |
[02:58.566] | tā zhǎo tā shuō le yī xiē huà hòu tā shuō:" jiù zhè yàng ba, wǒ dōu xíng." |