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I was living alone with all my friends |
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I didn't know my place |
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One moment they loved, laughed and cared |
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And another started to hate |
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I was running to them |
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Beging to stay, didn't they understand |
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All I wanted was them to see what's real |
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Try to forgive and forget |
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And they thought I was mad |
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But I was just sad |
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I knew they had won and wished me away |
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I was left behind |
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I had to look up and find them again |
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All I found was my lies |
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They deserted my life |
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Hit me hard, turned cold as ice |
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I thought I knew who they were |
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Now they'd dropped their disguise |
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And they thought I was mad |
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Still sad |
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I just wanted to cry |
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They wanted me to die |
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Hundreds of moments that I've forgot |
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Too many words that I'd not mind |
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Thoudsands of dreams didn't come true |
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Losing someone and they all blame me |
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I renewed myself still scarves were sore |
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But I learned to live again |
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Baby steps I'd walk a mile |
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And didn't turn my head |
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I don't know why I called them friends |
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Cause they didn't forgive and forget |
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A new life and a new sunrise |
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Lonely but free |
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So I was mad |
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No more sad |
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Wanted to cry |
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Wanted me to die |
