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ugliness, leprosy, |
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pestilence on you! |
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you! I'd hang you |
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and you! I'd cut your head off, turn out adrift |
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and kick it on a pavement |
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that one? I'd drown you in the blood of these two |
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cannot listen to you! |
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it twists me, when I have you in view |
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and I feel like vomiting when I think of you! |
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you're all are right |
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but live me alone, disappear! |
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here the worlds become mixed |
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borders interweave |
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into dead rolls of events, growing more and more |
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each moment bigger with new threads |
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to be worth dying I'm seeking still |
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but now I'm loosing my powers |
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tonight the monument of everlasting dowry |
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crumbled into pieces on the crystal floor |
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with a dull crash everything will tumble down |
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now I know |
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just the time is needed |
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to be back from being desirous of truth |
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then just melt into nothingness |
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I saw the light through the mists |
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abated |
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to be worth dying I'm seeking still |
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but now I'm loosing my powers |
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now I'm watching their blood flowing |
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it's dirty and disgusting |
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nevertheless it's an awesome feeling to smell its stench |
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to see, that these ones, who left |
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are afraid of it! |
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galleries of horizons melting into dusk |
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flower-like glares and shadows withering |
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and blossoming again |
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spaces drowning in nothingness |
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rest in pain, all of you! |
