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All I heard was the sound of fish who'd drowned. |
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All I saw was the inside of my eyelids. |
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All I said fell short of reaching open ears. |
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Word's floating, clouding the view... |
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"See no, hear no, speak no evil" leave you deaf, dumb and blind, because the bad is all that you'll find. |
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A deeply heart-felt goodbye to the part of me that dies when I decided to put others before me, yes, my heart fell asleep -- boredom and fatigue. |
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I always said I wanted to die smiling, to pretend I'm at peave. |
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Now from my corpse beams a frigid, blank grin and once hopeful eyes are sunken in. |
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Like a lullaby to the cradle is the eulogy to the casket. |
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All my flaws swept under the table to grieve the porcelain doll that was me. |
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Their solemn songs sang me to sleep as my body escaped me. |
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Welcome down to the new world! |
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Happiness is being interred! |
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Such a shameful masquerade! |
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Fleeting, frozen minutes on display. |
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Why is evolution such a shameful thing to say? |
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Can you feel your bodily decay? |
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Arms are beside me, hands open wide. |
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Seems I was living my life in rewind, taking so many steps backwards, not looking behind. |
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Because I can sure as hell feel my brain going blank. |
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If my body betrays me, this pollution to thank. |
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This condition infects my cells like it controls my mind. |
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Internal army, defend me behind enemy lines! |
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Fragile vehicle of mine! |
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Don't abandon me yet! |
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There is so much to live for that we so easily forget. |
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Fascination with the fear... |
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The concept escapes me. |
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All encompassing fate... how it wrenches out hearts, torments our souls ans sings us all to sleep, to an eternal keep, no matter what beliefs, it sings us all... |
