Hmm, I don’t even wanna ********* do this song for real | |
But I wouldn’t be real if | |
I didn’tI be sitting by myself and | |
I be thinking, mama what have | |
I becomeAll | |
I wanted was a family but | |
I when I look | |
I be the only one | |
Losing everything but money, everybody left | |
And I don’t even get to see my young | |
Only happiness | |
I get is in the studio | |
When I get to do another run | |
On the road, doing shows, get the woes when it slows | |
Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows getting sowed | |
I been doing this a minute, but | |
I think I want to end it‘ | |
Cuz I think | |
I’m on a higher level when | |
I goBut the music | |
I be doing it, be losing it | |
I'mma make it really tough for me to grow | |
All I wanted was a family portrait | |
See my baby’s on a ranch with horses | |
But I was ********* devil ********** in corsets | |
I was never really good, then | |
I torched it | |
I’m sorry | |
Mrs. Jackson | |
I’m speaking for real | |
And I never meant to make your daughter cry | |
But I guess | |
I’m a failure with women | |
I’m lost and | |
I feel like | |
I oughta die | |
Feel like it, | |
I’m rotting away, my life is jus’ off in the gray | |
How much does it cost? | |
I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today | |
I mean off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if | |
I get blasted | |
This is suicide letters all over again, | |
I thought that | |
I passed it | |
But I guess that | |
I didn’t ‘cuz this one is written | |
And there is no mending | |
But I broke, | |
I'mma a joke when | |
I croakI jus’ hope that | |
I won’t be descending | |
But this ain’t a joke, | |
I want you to know | |
That Tech | |
Nina is never pretending | |
Alone in my bed with a gun to my head | |
Asking, where is my happy ending? | |
YeahTell me who it is? | |
What about me? | |
Where is my happy ending? | |
What about me? | |
Is this a life worth living? | |
You know how it begins | |
But how does it end for me? | |
Will I ever live? | |
Or does He have it in for me? | |
Will this pop before | |
I stop breathing? | |
Is there light in this dark | |
I’m seeing? | |
Yeah, I put my life in this music, | |
Nina is inside out | |
I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside ‘bout | |
Will they keep feeling | |
Nina forever this? | |
I doubtCan never cry for help so if you listening this my shout | |
I’m searching for the passageway to happiness | |
But I’m worldly so | |
I have to lay in nastiness | |
Yes this a strange year, worldwide fame’s near | |
But the game's queer, sometime | |
I feel like | |
I’m rudolph the reindeer | |
But instead of a red nose, | |
I stay in my red clothes | |
And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred grows | |
Can you resurrect a *********a that feel like he possess a dead soul? | |
Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to bread mold? | |
Now as my head goes, wish | |
I could shed those | |
Because all of the times the | |
Nina was shorted when | |
I bled froze | |
So now that | |
I’m cold blooded and hella sick | |
Is what the med shows, the tred slows | |
And don’t even think you reviving a dead rose, yeah | |
Tell me who it is? | |
What about me? | |
Where is my happy ending? | |
What about me? | |
Is this a life worth living? | |
You know how it begins | |
But how does it end for me? | |
Will I ever live? | |
Or does he have it in for me? | |
Will this pop before | |
I stop breathing? | |
Is there light in this dark | |
I’m seeing? | |
Listen, I’m on the verge of insanity but | |
I’m competent | |
I’m breaking, so | |
I picked this one to vent | |
The reason | |
I look away when you talk to me | |
My brain is producing evilness, | |
I’m drowning in 151 and rum | |
I meantThat’s how | |
I feelI sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill | |
But I know damn well that the people like me | |
Really wanna know how to chill | |
This is life is ‘bout it, check ‘bout it[Incomprehensible] | |
Think of all the love | |
I lostBecause my quest is not a meal | |
I feel like you, stupid, don’t talk to me | |
I’m cracking up | |
I don’t mean laughter, | |
I’m full of bitterness and it’s backing up | |
And I live with angels but lately demons been shacking up | |
Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood | |
I’m hacking up | |
I love my kids and my fans, inside | |
I sob harder‘ | |
Cuz you paid the price for my life and it’s right like | |
Bob Barker | |
And I won’t pretend that it’s okay, | |
I’m no facade starter | |
So I guess my only happy ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa | |
Tell me who it is? | |
What about me? | |
Where is my happy ending? | |
What about me? | |
Is this a life worth living? | |
You know how it begins | |
But how does it end for me? | |
Will I ever live? | |
Or does he have it in for me? | |
Will this pop before | |
I stop breathing? | |
Is there light in this dark | |
I’m seeing? |
Hmm, I don' t even wanna do this song for real | |
But I wouldn' t be real if | |
I didn' tI be sitting by myself and | |
I be thinking, mama what have | |
I becomeAll | |
I wanted was a family but | |
I when I look | |
I be the only one | |
Losing everything but money, everybody left | |
And I don' t even get to see my young | |
Only happiness | |
I get is in the studio | |
When I get to do another run | |
On the road, doing shows, get the woes when it slows | |
Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows getting sowed | |
I been doing this a minute, but | |
I think I want to end it' | |
Cuz I think | |
I' m on a higher level when | |
I goBut the music | |
I be doing it, be losing it | |
I' mma make it really tough for me to grow | |
All I wanted was a family portrait | |
See my baby' s on a ranch with horses | |
But I was devil in corsets | |
I was never really good, then | |
I torched it | |
I' m sorry | |
Mrs. Jackson | |
I' m speaking for real | |
And I never meant to make your daughter cry | |
But I guess | |
I' m a failure with women | |
I' m lost and | |
I feel like | |
I oughta die | |
Feel like it, | |
I' m rotting away, my life is jus' off in the gray | |
How much does it cost? | |
I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today | |
I mean off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if | |
I get blasted | |
This is suicide letters all over again, | |
I thought that | |
I passed it | |
But I guess that | |
I didn' t ' cuz this one is written | |
And there is no mending | |
But I broke, | |
I' mma a joke when | |
I croakI jus' hope that | |
I won' t be descending | |
But this ain' t a joke, | |
I want you to know | |
That Tech | |
Nina is never pretending | |
Alone in my bed with a gun to my head | |
Asking, where is my happy ending? | |
YeahTell me who it is? | |
What about me? | |
Where is my happy ending? | |
What about me? | |
Is this a life worth living? | |
You know how it begins | |
But how does it end for me? | |
Will I ever live? | |
Or does He have it in for me? | |
Will this pop before | |
I stop breathing? | |
Is there light in this dark | |
I' m seeing? | |
Yeah, I put my life in this music, | |
Nina is inside out | |
I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside ' bout | |
Will they keep feeling | |
Nina forever this? | |
I doubtCan never cry for help so if you listening this my shout | |
I' m searching for the passageway to happiness | |
But I' m worldly so | |
I have to lay in nastiness | |
Yes this a strange year, worldwide fame' s near | |
But the game' s queer, sometime | |
I feel like | |
I' m rudolph the reindeer | |
But instead of a red nose, | |
I stay in my red clothes | |
And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred grows | |
Can you resurrect a a that feel like he possess a dead soul? | |
Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to bread mold? | |
Now as my head goes, wish | |
I could shed those | |
Because all of the times the | |
Nina was shorted when | |
I bled froze | |
So now that | |
I' m cold blooded and hella sick | |
Is what the med shows, the tred slows | |
And don' t even think you reviving a dead rose, yeah | |
Tell me who it is? | |
What about me? | |
Where is my happy ending? | |
What about me? | |
Is this a life worth living? | |
You know how it begins | |
But how does it end for me? | |
Will I ever live? | |
Or does he have it in for me? | |
Will this pop before | |
I stop breathing? | |
Is there light in this dark | |
I' m seeing? | |
Listen, I' m on the verge of insanity but | |
I' m competent | |
I' m breaking, so | |
I picked this one to vent | |
The reason | |
I look away when you talk to me | |
My brain is producing evilness, | |
I' m drowning in 151 and rum | |
I meantThat' s how | |
I feelI sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill | |
But I know damn well that the people like me | |
Really wanna know how to chill | |
This is life is ' bout it, check ' bout it Incomprehensible | |
Think of all the love | |
I lostBecause my quest is not a meal | |
I feel like you, stupid, don' t talk to me | |
I' m cracking up | |
I don' t mean laughter, | |
I' m full of bitterness and it' s backing up | |
And I live with angels but lately demons been shacking up | |
Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood | |
I' m hacking up | |
I love my kids and my fans, inside | |
I sob harder' | |
Cuz you paid the price for my life and it' s right like | |
Bob Barker | |
And I won' t pretend that it' s okay, | |
I' m no facade starter | |
So I guess my only happy ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa | |
Tell me who it is? | |
What about me? | |
Where is my happy ending? | |
What about me? | |
Is this a life worth living? | |
You know how it begins | |
But how does it end for me? | |
Will I ever live? | |
Or does he have it in for me? | |
Will this pop before | |
I stop breathing? | |
Is there light in this dark | |
I' m seeing? |
Hmm, I don' t even wanna do this song for real | |
But I wouldn' t be real if | |
I didn' tI be sitting by myself and | |
I be thinking, mama what have | |
I becomeAll | |
I wanted was a family but | |
I when I look | |
I be the only one | |
Losing everything but money, everybody left | |
And I don' t even get to see my young | |
Only happiness | |
I get is in the studio | |
When I get to do another run | |
On the road, doing shows, get the woes when it slows | |
Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows getting sowed | |
I been doing this a minute, but | |
I think I want to end it' | |
Cuz I think | |
I' m on a higher level when | |
I goBut the music | |
I be doing it, be losing it | |
I' mma make it really tough for me to grow | |
All I wanted was a family portrait | |
See my baby' s on a ranch with horses | |
But I was devil in corsets | |
I was never really good, then | |
I torched it | |
I' m sorry | |
Mrs. Jackson | |
I' m speaking for real | |
And I never meant to make your daughter cry | |
But I guess | |
I' m a failure with women | |
I' m lost and | |
I feel like | |
I oughta die | |
Feel like it, | |
I' m rotting away, my life is jus' off in the gray | |
How much does it cost? | |
I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today | |
I mean off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if | |
I get blasted | |
This is suicide letters all over again, | |
I thought that | |
I passed it | |
But I guess that | |
I didn' t ' cuz this one is written | |
And there is no mending | |
But I broke, | |
I' mma a joke when | |
I croakI jus' hope that | |
I won' t be descending | |
But this ain' t a joke, | |
I want you to know | |
That Tech | |
Nina is never pretending | |
Alone in my bed with a gun to my head | |
Asking, where is my happy ending? | |
YeahTell me who it is? | |
What about me? | |
Where is my happy ending? | |
What about me? | |
Is this a life worth living? | |
You know how it begins | |
But how does it end for me? | |
Will I ever live? | |
Or does He have it in for me? | |
Will this pop before | |
I stop breathing? | |
Is there light in this dark | |
I' m seeing? | |
Yeah, I put my life in this music, | |
Nina is inside out | |
I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside ' bout | |
Will they keep feeling | |
Nina forever this? | |
I doubtCan never cry for help so if you listening this my shout | |
I' m searching for the passageway to happiness | |
But I' m worldly so | |
I have to lay in nastiness | |
Yes this a strange year, worldwide fame' s near | |
But the game' s queer, sometime | |
I feel like | |
I' m rudolph the reindeer | |
But instead of a red nose, | |
I stay in my red clothes | |
And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred grows | |
Can you resurrect a a that feel like he possess a dead soul? | |
Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to bread mold? | |
Now as my head goes, wish | |
I could shed those | |
Because all of the times the | |
Nina was shorted when | |
I bled froze | |
So now that | |
I' m cold blooded and hella sick | |
Is what the med shows, the tred slows | |
And don' t even think you reviving a dead rose, yeah | |
Tell me who it is? | |
What about me? | |
Where is my happy ending? | |
What about me? | |
Is this a life worth living? | |
You know how it begins | |
But how does it end for me? | |
Will I ever live? | |
Or does he have it in for me? | |
Will this pop before | |
I stop breathing? | |
Is there light in this dark | |
I' m seeing? | |
Listen, I' m on the verge of insanity but | |
I' m competent | |
I' m breaking, so | |
I picked this one to vent | |
The reason | |
I look away when you talk to me | |
My brain is producing evilness, | |
I' m drowning in 151 and rum | |
I meantThat' s how | |
I feelI sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill | |
But I know damn well that the people like me | |
Really wanna know how to chill | |
This is life is ' bout it, check ' bout it Incomprehensible | |
Think of all the love | |
I lostBecause my quest is not a meal | |
I feel like you, stupid, don' t talk to me | |
I' m cracking up | |
I don' t mean laughter, | |
I' m full of bitterness and it' s backing up | |
And I live with angels but lately demons been shacking up | |
Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood | |
I' m hacking up | |
I love my kids and my fans, inside | |
I sob harder' | |
Cuz you paid the price for my life and it' s right like | |
Bob Barker | |
And I won' t pretend that it' s okay, | |
I' m no facade starter | |
So I guess my only happy ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa | |
Tell me who it is? | |
What about me? | |
Where is my happy ending? | |
What about me? | |
Is this a life worth living? | |
You know how it begins | |
But how does it end for me? | |
Will I ever live? | |
Or does he have it in for me? | |
Will this pop before | |
I stop breathing? | |
Is there light in this dark | |
I' m seeing? |