| Hmm, I don’t even wanna ********* do this song for real | |
| But I wouldn’t be real if | |
| I didn’tI be sitting by myself and | |
| I be thinking, mama what have | |
| I becomeAll | |
| I wanted was a family but | |
| I when I look | |
| I be the only one | |
| Losing everything but money, everybody left | |
| And I don’t even get to see my young | |
| Only happiness | |
| I get is in the studio | |
| When I get to do another run | |
| On the road, doing shows, get the woes when it slows | |
| Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows getting sowed | |
| I been doing this a minute, but | |
| I think I want to end it‘ | |
| Cuz I think | |
| I’m on a higher level when | |
| I goBut the music | |
| I be doing it, be losing it | |
| I'mma make it really tough for me to grow | |
| All I wanted was a family portrait | |
| See my baby’s on a ranch with horses | |
| But I was ********* devil ********** in corsets | |
| I was never really good, then | |
| I torched it | |
| I’m sorry | |
| Mrs. Jackson | |
| I’m speaking for real | |
| And I never meant to make your daughter cry | |
| But I guess | |
| I’m a failure with women | |
| I’m lost and | |
| I feel like | |
| I oughta die | |
| Feel like it, | |
| I’m rotting away, my life is jus’ off in the gray | |
| How much does it cost? | |
| I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today | |
| I mean off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if | |
| I get blasted | |
| This is suicide letters all over again, | |
| I thought that | |
| I passed it | |
| But I guess that | |
| I didn’t ‘cuz this one is written | |
| And there is no mending | |
| But I broke, | |
| I'mma a joke when | |
| I croakI jus’ hope that | |
| I won’t be descending | |
| But this ain’t a joke, | |
| I want you to know | |
| That Tech | |
| Nina is never pretending | |
| Alone in my bed with a gun to my head | |
| Asking, where is my happy ending? | |
| YeahTell me who it is? | |
| What about me? | |
| Where is my happy ending? | |
| What about me? | |
| Is this a life worth living? | |
| You know how it begins | |
| But how does it end for me? | |
| Will I ever live? | |
| Or does He have it in for me? | |
| Will this pop before | |
| I stop breathing? | |
| Is there light in this dark | |
| I’m seeing? | |
| Yeah, I put my life in this music, | |
| Nina is inside out | |
| I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside ‘bout | |
| Will they keep feeling | |
| Nina forever this? | |
| I doubtCan never cry for help so if you listening this my shout | |
| I’m searching for the passageway to happiness | |
| But I’m worldly so | |
| I have to lay in nastiness | |
| Yes this a strange year, worldwide fame’s near | |
| But the game's queer, sometime | |
| I feel like | |
| I’m rudolph the reindeer | |
| But instead of a red nose, | |
| I stay in my red clothes | |
| And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred grows | |
| Can you resurrect a *********a that feel like he possess a dead soul? | |
| Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to bread mold? | |
| Now as my head goes, wish | |
| I could shed those | |
| Because all of the times the | |
| Nina was shorted when | |
| I bled froze | |
| So now that | |
| I’m cold blooded and hella sick | |
| Is what the med shows, the tred slows | |
| And don’t even think you reviving a dead rose, yeah | |
| Tell me who it is? | |
| What about me? | |
| Where is my happy ending? | |
| What about me? | |
| Is this a life worth living? | |
| You know how it begins | |
| But how does it end for me? | |
| Will I ever live? | |
| Or does he have it in for me? | |
| Will this pop before | |
| I stop breathing? | |
| Is there light in this dark | |
| I’m seeing? | |
| Listen, I’m on the verge of insanity but | |
| I’m competent | |
| I’m breaking, so | |
| I picked this one to vent | |
| The reason | |
| I look away when you talk to me | |
| My brain is producing evilness, | |
| I’m drowning in 151 and rum | |
| I meantThat’s how | |
| I feelI sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill | |
| But I know damn well that the people like me | |
| Really wanna know how to chill | |
| This is life is ‘bout it, check ‘bout it[Incomprehensible] | |
| Think of all the love | |
| I lostBecause my quest is not a meal | |
| I feel like you, stupid, don’t talk to me | |
| I’m cracking up | |
| I don’t mean laughter, | |
| I’m full of bitterness and it’s backing up | |
| And I live with angels but lately demons been shacking up | |
| Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood | |
| I’m hacking up | |
| I love my kids and my fans, inside | |
| I sob harder‘ | |
| Cuz you paid the price for my life and it’s right like | |
| Bob Barker | |
| And I won’t pretend that it’s okay, | |
| I’m no facade starter | |
| So I guess my only happy ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa | |
| Tell me who it is? | |
| What about me? | |
| Where is my happy ending? | |
| What about me? | |
| Is this a life worth living? | |
| You know how it begins | |
| But how does it end for me? | |
| Will I ever live? | |
| Or does he have it in for me? | |
| Will this pop before | |
| I stop breathing? | |
| Is there light in this dark | |
| I’m seeing? |
| Hmm, I don' t even wanna do this song for real | |
| But I wouldn' t be real if | |
| I didn' tI be sitting by myself and | |
| I be thinking, mama what have | |
| I becomeAll | |
| I wanted was a family but | |
| I when I look | |
| I be the only one | |
| Losing everything but money, everybody left | |
| And I don' t even get to see my young | |
| Only happiness | |
| I get is in the studio | |
| When I get to do another run | |
| On the road, doing shows, get the woes when it slows | |
| Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows getting sowed | |
| I been doing this a minute, but | |
| I think I want to end it' | |
| Cuz I think | |
| I' m on a higher level when | |
| I goBut the music | |
| I be doing it, be losing it | |
| I' mma make it really tough for me to grow | |
| All I wanted was a family portrait | |
| See my baby' s on a ranch with horses | |
| But I was devil in corsets | |
| I was never really good, then | |
| I torched it | |
| I' m sorry | |
| Mrs. Jackson | |
| I' m speaking for real | |
| And I never meant to make your daughter cry | |
| But I guess | |
| I' m a failure with women | |
| I' m lost and | |
| I feel like | |
| I oughta die | |
| Feel like it, | |
| I' m rotting away, my life is jus' off in the gray | |
| How much does it cost? | |
| I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today | |
| I mean off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if | |
| I get blasted | |
| This is suicide letters all over again, | |
| I thought that | |
| I passed it | |
| But I guess that | |
| I didn' t ' cuz this one is written | |
| And there is no mending | |
| But I broke, | |
| I' mma a joke when | |
| I croakI jus' hope that | |
| I won' t be descending | |
| But this ain' t a joke, | |
| I want you to know | |
| That Tech | |
| Nina is never pretending | |
| Alone in my bed with a gun to my head | |
| Asking, where is my happy ending? | |
| YeahTell me who it is? | |
| What about me? | |
| Where is my happy ending? | |
| What about me? | |
| Is this a life worth living? | |
| You know how it begins | |
| But how does it end for me? | |
| Will I ever live? | |
| Or does He have it in for me? | |
| Will this pop before | |
| I stop breathing? | |
| Is there light in this dark | |
| I' m seeing? | |
| Yeah, I put my life in this music, | |
| Nina is inside out | |
| I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside ' bout | |
| Will they keep feeling | |
| Nina forever this? | |
| I doubtCan never cry for help so if you listening this my shout | |
| I' m searching for the passageway to happiness | |
| But I' m worldly so | |
| I have to lay in nastiness | |
| Yes this a strange year, worldwide fame' s near | |
| But the game' s queer, sometime | |
| I feel like | |
| I' m rudolph the reindeer | |
| But instead of a red nose, | |
| I stay in my red clothes | |
| And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred grows | |
| Can you resurrect a a that feel like he possess a dead soul? | |
| Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to bread mold? | |
| Now as my head goes, wish | |
| I could shed those | |
| Because all of the times the | |
| Nina was shorted when | |
| I bled froze | |
| So now that | |
| I' m cold blooded and hella sick | |
| Is what the med shows, the tred slows | |
| And don' t even think you reviving a dead rose, yeah | |
| Tell me who it is? | |
| What about me? | |
| Where is my happy ending? | |
| What about me? | |
| Is this a life worth living? | |
| You know how it begins | |
| But how does it end for me? | |
| Will I ever live? | |
| Or does he have it in for me? | |
| Will this pop before | |
| I stop breathing? | |
| Is there light in this dark | |
| I' m seeing? | |
| Listen, I' m on the verge of insanity but | |
| I' m competent | |
| I' m breaking, so | |
| I picked this one to vent | |
| The reason | |
| I look away when you talk to me | |
| My brain is producing evilness, | |
| I' m drowning in 151 and rum | |
| I meantThat' s how | |
| I feelI sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill | |
| But I know damn well that the people like me | |
| Really wanna know how to chill | |
| This is life is ' bout it, check ' bout it Incomprehensible | |
| Think of all the love | |
| I lostBecause my quest is not a meal | |
| I feel like you, stupid, don' t talk to me | |
| I' m cracking up | |
| I don' t mean laughter, | |
| I' m full of bitterness and it' s backing up | |
| And I live with angels but lately demons been shacking up | |
| Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood | |
| I' m hacking up | |
| I love my kids and my fans, inside | |
| I sob harder' | |
| Cuz you paid the price for my life and it' s right like | |
| Bob Barker | |
| And I won' t pretend that it' s okay, | |
| I' m no facade starter | |
| So I guess my only happy ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa | |
| Tell me who it is? | |
| What about me? | |
| Where is my happy ending? | |
| What about me? | |
| Is this a life worth living? | |
| You know how it begins | |
| But how does it end for me? | |
| Will I ever live? | |
| Or does he have it in for me? | |
| Will this pop before | |
| I stop breathing? | |
| Is there light in this dark | |
| I' m seeing? |
| Hmm, I don' t even wanna do this song for real | |
| But I wouldn' t be real if | |
| I didn' tI be sitting by myself and | |
| I be thinking, mama what have | |
| I becomeAll | |
| I wanted was a family but | |
| I when I look | |
| I be the only one | |
| Losing everything but money, everybody left | |
| And I don' t even get to see my young | |
| Only happiness | |
| I get is in the studio | |
| When I get to do another run | |
| On the road, doing shows, get the woes when it slows | |
| Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows getting sowed | |
| I been doing this a minute, but | |
| I think I want to end it' | |
| Cuz I think | |
| I' m on a higher level when | |
| I goBut the music | |
| I be doing it, be losing it | |
| I' mma make it really tough for me to grow | |
| All I wanted was a family portrait | |
| See my baby' s on a ranch with horses | |
| But I was devil in corsets | |
| I was never really good, then | |
| I torched it | |
| I' m sorry | |
| Mrs. Jackson | |
| I' m speaking for real | |
| And I never meant to make your daughter cry | |
| But I guess | |
| I' m a failure with women | |
| I' m lost and | |
| I feel like | |
| I oughta die | |
| Feel like it, | |
| I' m rotting away, my life is jus' off in the gray | |
| How much does it cost? | |
| I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today | |
| I mean off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if | |
| I get blasted | |
| This is suicide letters all over again, | |
| I thought that | |
| I passed it | |
| But I guess that | |
| I didn' t ' cuz this one is written | |
| And there is no mending | |
| But I broke, | |
| I' mma a joke when | |
| I croakI jus' hope that | |
| I won' t be descending | |
| But this ain' t a joke, | |
| I want you to know | |
| That Tech | |
| Nina is never pretending | |
| Alone in my bed with a gun to my head | |
| Asking, where is my happy ending? | |
| YeahTell me who it is? | |
| What about me? | |
| Where is my happy ending? | |
| What about me? | |
| Is this a life worth living? | |
| You know how it begins | |
| But how does it end for me? | |
| Will I ever live? | |
| Or does He have it in for me? | |
| Will this pop before | |
| I stop breathing? | |
| Is there light in this dark | |
| I' m seeing? | |
| Yeah, I put my life in this music, | |
| Nina is inside out | |
| I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside ' bout | |
| Will they keep feeling | |
| Nina forever this? | |
| I doubtCan never cry for help so if you listening this my shout | |
| I' m searching for the passageway to happiness | |
| But I' m worldly so | |
| I have to lay in nastiness | |
| Yes this a strange year, worldwide fame' s near | |
| But the game' s queer, sometime | |
| I feel like | |
| I' m rudolph the reindeer | |
| But instead of a red nose, | |
| I stay in my red clothes | |
| And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred grows | |
| Can you resurrect a a that feel like he possess a dead soul? | |
| Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to bread mold? | |
| Now as my head goes, wish | |
| I could shed those | |
| Because all of the times the | |
| Nina was shorted when | |
| I bled froze | |
| So now that | |
| I' m cold blooded and hella sick | |
| Is what the med shows, the tred slows | |
| And don' t even think you reviving a dead rose, yeah | |
| Tell me who it is? | |
| What about me? | |
| Where is my happy ending? | |
| What about me? | |
| Is this a life worth living? | |
| You know how it begins | |
| But how does it end for me? | |
| Will I ever live? | |
| Or does he have it in for me? | |
| Will this pop before | |
| I stop breathing? | |
| Is there light in this dark | |
| I' m seeing? | |
| Listen, I' m on the verge of insanity but | |
| I' m competent | |
| I' m breaking, so | |
| I picked this one to vent | |
| The reason | |
| I look away when you talk to me | |
| My brain is producing evilness, | |
| I' m drowning in 151 and rum | |
| I meantThat' s how | |
| I feelI sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill | |
| But I know damn well that the people like me | |
| Really wanna know how to chill | |
| This is life is ' bout it, check ' bout it Incomprehensible | |
| Think of all the love | |
| I lostBecause my quest is not a meal | |
| I feel like you, stupid, don' t talk to me | |
| I' m cracking up | |
| I don' t mean laughter, | |
| I' m full of bitterness and it' s backing up | |
| And I live with angels but lately demons been shacking up | |
| Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood | |
| I' m hacking up | |
| I love my kids and my fans, inside | |
| I sob harder' | |
| Cuz you paid the price for my life and it' s right like | |
| Bob Barker | |
| And I won' t pretend that it' s okay, | |
| I' m no facade starter | |
| So I guess my only happy ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa | |
| Tell me who it is? | |
| What about me? | |
| Where is my happy ending? | |
| What about me? | |
| Is this a life worth living? | |
| You know how it begins | |
| But how does it end for me? | |
| Will I ever live? | |
| Or does he have it in for me? | |
| Will this pop before | |
| I stop breathing? | |
| Is there light in this dark | |
| I' m seeing? |