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Hard to believe |
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I won't see you again |
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We were just fighting when winter began |
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The coldness of our words competing with the wind from the north. |
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Still they make me shiver but in a very different way |
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The pages of the calendar kept turning away |
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I have some better words now but it's too late to say them to you. |
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My dream of all dreams and my hope of all hopes |
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Is only to tell you and make sure you know |
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How much I love you and how much |
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I always did. |
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And yes I know you loved me, |
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I can see it in your eyes |
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And it was in your struggle and it was in your mind |
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And it was in the smile you gave me when |
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I was a kid |
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Feels like no one understands |
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And my only chance |
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To talk to you is through my prayers. |
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I only wanted to tell you |
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I cared Every night after and every day since, |
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I found myself crying when the memory hit. |
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Sometimes it knocks me down, sometimes |
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I just put it away. |
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Down in my mind where |
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I don't care to go |
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The pain of a lesson is letting me know |
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If you have love in your heart let it show while you can |
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Yes now I understand |
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But now my only chance |
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To talk to you is through my prayers. |
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I only wanted to tell you |
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I cared. I only wanted to tell you |
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I cared. |
