How It Feels To Feel Nothing

Song How It Feels To Feel Nothing
Artist Phora
Album Bury Me With Dead Roses

Lyrics

[00:22.18] Yeah
[00:23.12] I know I ain't been myself lately
[00:25.50] I been feeling like I need help lately
[00:28.43] Feel like all the people I've needed just left me
[00:30.72] When they ain't need me
[00:31.93] So I just keep to myself lately
[00:33.72] Some people are damaged before they know it
[00:36.00] Some people are broken but they don't show it
[00:39.07] Memories burning, my heart is frozen, but
[00:41.97] I'm only human don't judge me, yeah, I'm still growing
[00:44.55] I mean, its hard to love
[00:45.94] When your hearts been bruised in the past
[00:47.33] Your soul broken, your scared of being attached
[00:50.06] And everybody just acts like they understand
[00:52.76] We all have that one person we wish we had, but
[00:55.92] Times change, people change, I'm still the same
[00:58.80] Just some things you won't understand 'til you feel the pain
[01:01.59] Our love burned like a fire in a storm
[01:03.94] Knew it wouldn't last but at least it kept us warm
[01:06.85] I mean, you know me, I know I wasn't the only
[01:09.40] I know I wasn't the one you just loved me
[01:11.54] 'Cause you were lonely
[01:12.53] But ****
[01:13.21] I used to be so in love with being alive
[01:15.14] But these days
[01:15.95] I just think of the fact that one day I'll die
[01:17.80] And these people will just forget about me
[01:19.72] The ones that act like they gave a **** about me
[01:22.43] As soon as I turn my back, talking **** about me
[01:25.12] But I need love even if it's fake so they still around me
[01:28.03] They still around me it's clear
[01:29.60] What if I disappeared?
[01:30.88] What if I just said **** this life I don't wanna be here?
[01:33.72] What if I take these pills I don't wake up from my sleep?
[01:36.43] Sometimes wish I could have a conversation with Peep
[01:39.28] A conversation with Mac, maybe they feel how I feel
[01:42.08] Too caught up in the pain, but we forget that it heals
[01:44.93] Yeah well, I've got a busy mind and an empty soul
[01:48.93] And I'm stuck between running back or just letting go
[01:51.72] She sins like a devil, but, loves like an angel
[01:54.21] If you see what I see, she's beautiful, every angle, yeah
[01:57.74] You see I put my emotions all on the table
[01:59.77] But why is it the people with the most blessings
[02:01.66] That's never grateful, damn
[02:03.81] Loves like an angel, if you see what I see,
[02:06.90] She's beautiful, every angle yeah
[02:08.78] All on the table but why is it the people
[02:11.92] With the most blessings that's never grateful, I mean
[02:23.21] Yeah they say true love don't ever grow apart
[02:26.54] They say you can't break a broken heart
[02:29.59] They say it hurts until you feel nothing
[02:32.10] So I take these drugs until I feel something
[02:35.09] They say true love don't ever grow apart
[02:37.87] They say you can't break a broken heart
[02:40.85] They say it hurts until you feel nothing
[02:43.41] So I just hide from these feelings and I'm still running
[02:46.35] I'm still running I'm just
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