| [00:22.46] | Yeah |
| [00:24.01] | Lately I feel like the devil's watching, he taunts me |
| [00:26.74] | I been having these thoughts in my head, they haunt me |
| [00:29.53] | I been trying to keep my focus but I keep having this dream |
| [00:32.16] | That I lost my life when I got shot in 2015, and |
| [00:35.70] | I walk around my city and no one sees me |
| [00:38.33] | I used to think, "If I died it would be so easy" |
| [00:41.24] | Well, here I am, feel like everyone left me |
| [00:44.18] | Now I'm back at home and everything feels so empty |
| [00:47.20] | Upstairs I see the girl I love crying alone |
| [00:49.73] | I see the cuts on her wrists, she's scared of dying alone |
| [00:52.74] | I said her name softly, I swear that she looked right at me |
| [00:55.97] | That's when I tried to walk up to her, |
| [00:57.65] | But she walked past me, damn |
| [00:59.50] | At my funeral, they dressed in all black |
| [01:01.92] | Everybody mourning my death while I stand in the back |
| [01:04.53] | And I look at they faces, in they eyes the pain is so clear |
| [01:07.40] | But the people that I called my friends, they ain't even here |
| [01:10.64] | Crazy how quickly they forget, instead of mourning my death |
| [01:13.64] | They fighting over who gets the house |
| [01:15.77] | And who gets the checks, damn |
| [01:17.12] | I gave my heart to these people throughout these songs |
| [01:19.70] | And it's sad to know that |
| [01:21.00] | None of it matters now that I'm gone, damn |
| [01:42.12] | Yeah, yeah |
| [01:45.51] | All my albums are on the charts, |
| [01:47.69] | And all the radios wanna play me |
| [01:49.64] | I guess it took me to die for them to appreciate me |
| [01:52.49] | I see them posting and saying how much they miss me |
| [01:55.44] | But back when I was alive |
| [01:56.63] | And depressed they ain't never hit me |
| [01:58.48] | Before I died they all used to hate me, but now it's funny |
| [02:01.31] | They post pictures, |
| [02:02.21] | They all tryin' to claim me but never loved me |
| [02:04.21] | Spit on my name when I was alive, I'll never forget |
| [02:06.89] | It's sad that they wait till you die to show they respect, but |
| [02:10.48] | Finally all the people who I looked up to |
| [02:13.21] | Say how they respect me, saying they woulda loved to |
| [02:16.00] | Meet me in the past, but it's too late for that now |
| [02:18.81] | The way these people used to treat me, |
| [02:20.29] | They can't take it back now |
| [02:21.77] | People tell stories about how we were close |
| [02:23.92] | And how they would ride for me |
| [02:25.08] | I know I'm gone, but that energy they can't hide from me |
| [02:28.11] | Award shows and these red carpets the same |
| [02:31.05] | They make these tributes to my name, |
| [02:32.19] | But back then they never invited me |
| [02:34.03] | Look, I'm at the Grammys, |
| [02:35.43] | I wish I could tell my mom I made it |
| [02:37.20] | It only took a hole in my head to be nominated |
| [02:40.04] | I looked for love from these people but all along |
| [02:42.71] | What they said was true, |
| [02:43.64] | They don't love you until you gone, **** |
| [02:46.14] | But the truth is this life never goes the way you plan it |
| [02:48.96] | I guess the point of this song |
| [02:50.54] | Is don't take your life for granted |
| [02:52.12] | And appreciate people while they still here |
| [02:54.48] | And before you judge someone take a look in the mirror |
| [02:57.24] | Because at any moment anything could happen |
| [03:00.33] | Nothing is ever promised, but you can just imagine |
| [03:03.22] | How it would be, so I give the type of love I want for me |
| [03:06.38] | 'Cause one day it'll be my last |
| [03:07.69] | And it won't just be a dream, I mean |
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