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Lying in a grave that I dug myself |
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Wishing that my life belonged to somebody else |
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Know I'm gonna live, but I think I might die |
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Crushed by the weight of my personal hell |
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I'm so fucked up I don't know my own name |
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Think I'd learn by now that it's always the same |
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I know that I'm gonna die, that I'm gonna die someday |
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But it's so goddamn good when it's been in my brain |
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Cocaine Jesus |
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Feel like heaven and I'm feeling so good |
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And I said I wasn't gonna when I knew that I would |
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Gonna kick it soon, gonna be the last time |
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I'd quit lying to myself if I thought that I could |
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I never would have started if I saw myself now |
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Now I want to stop it, but I just don't know how |
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I've done worshipped at the idol and I want to get out |
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But Cocaine Jesus, he would never allow |
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Cocaine Jesus |