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My arms are sliced up but |
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I'm not embarrassed |
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It's the only way |
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I get attention now from my parents |
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It's not like they really take the time to be caring |
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They just use me to watch the baby when they run they errands |
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My name is ___ |
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I got a friend named |
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KarenShe gave me your |
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CD with the track for |
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EminemYou wrote a song called #1 fan |
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I listened and |
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I wanted to know if you can help me like you was helping them |
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She had something even harder to be mentioning |
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Like every single day |
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I struggle just with fitting in |
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Plus the boys won't give me no attention and |
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I get teased and made fun of by all my friends and then |
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See I'm feeling like |
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I'm wishing now that |
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I could end |
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My life cuz |
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I'm sick and tired of all the time |
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I spendTrying to figure out how |
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I could be worth anything |
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Can u help me |
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KJ from your fan |
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I'm writing this letter |
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Cause I have to tell ya |
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I need some help from you |
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I'm writing this letter |
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I hope that you get it |
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I need some help from you |
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I live with my mom ever since my parents split |
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And At home |
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I spend my time on the |
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InternetLooking at porn |
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Im addicted and |
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I'm sick of it |
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Myspace dot com is mostly where |
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I'm getting it |
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On top of that there's videos that |
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I can watch |
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And I really wanna quit but its like |
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I can't stop |
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See I'm scared that |
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I'm just gonna get caught |
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And when I see a girl all |
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I think is dirty thoughts |
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And its not that |
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I don't know that it's really wrong |
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But its right there for me every time |
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I'm logging on |
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I got all your |
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CD's I really like your songs |
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Well I downloaded em but anyway moving on |
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My screen name is |
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KJ-52 is the bomb |
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I want to do a website |
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KJ rock's dot com |
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I really some help cuz |
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I can't tell my |
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MomOh by the way my real name is ___ |
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I'm writing this letter |
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Cause I have to tell ya |
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I need some help from you |
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I'm writing this letter |
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I hope that you get it |
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I need some help from you |
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I took the time just to write you |
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We play you every |
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Wednesday at my youth group |
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I love your music and we all think that you's cool |
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But I been struggling ever since |
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I moved to a new school |
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See everybody thinks that |
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I'm the perfect |
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Christian girl |
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I had a hard time trying to believe that |
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God is real |
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I've been on mission trips and camps the whole deal |
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My dad had cancer tho |
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I prayed that |
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God would heal |
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But he died anyway so it's hard to feel |
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Like he cares about me so was it |
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God's will |
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To take away my dad |
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I really got a raw deal |
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Sometimes |
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I just want to swallow all my mom's pills |
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When I pray |
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I really doubt it |
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I've lost my way or maybe |
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I've never found it |
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I been smoking and drinking nobody knows about it |
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By the way my name is ___ don't mispronounce it... |
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If I could write to every kid that's out there |
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Every kid that's hurting feels like nobody cares |
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I would tell them that |
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God can wipe away tear |
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And he's right near and |
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I would say it quite clear |
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Your here for a reason you're not a mistake |
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You are a special creation that |
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God himself made |
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To the victims of abuse to every girl that was raped |
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You can live you can be free from your pain |
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And find strength and no longer be ashamed |
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You can find peace and hope |
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In Jesus name |
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You aint gotta live with this hurt every day |
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Christ came to give you life in a much better way |
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To every kid right now that's full of hate |
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And bitterness |
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I'd tell em just to give it all away |
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To the one that came to take all the blame |
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That's what |
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I'd write here's what |
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I'd say |
