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And sometimes I |
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I don't, I don't feel good |
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Not physically, but like ment...mentally |
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...Mentally |
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It's like I lose myself, like I'm not |
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Krizz anymore like .... |
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Unstable |
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[Verse 1: Krizz Kaliko] |
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It seems like I would've fixed it |
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But I've been gone for way too long |
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Put a band-aid on it to fix it |
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But I've been barely hanging on |
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If this is hell, then I need help |
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So dark it's like I never see the sun |
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It's like I'm dreaming, but feels so real |
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And I can't be the only one |
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[Hook] |
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UNSTABLE |
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Give me a reason |
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Cause I can't stop, been thinkin' 'bout leaving |
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I'm so UNSTABLE |
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And I need help |
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Cause I can't do it by myself |
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UNSTABLE |
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Give me a reason |
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Cause I can't stop, been thinkin' 'bout leaving |
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I'm so UNSTABLE |
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And I need God |
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To find myself is just too hard |
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So UNSTABLE |
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[Verse 2:] |
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Now I'm back on my cuckoo medicine, it's better then |
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Feeling like I'd rather be in heaven if it never end |
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Either that or added soon to a padded room |
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Wish I could come back up in the womb, if there was any room |
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Unbirth me, this Earth hurts me |
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Said I'm beserk, not a single person heard me |
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Up and down, like working out and doing a Bur-pee |
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If life's a beach, then can we at least go surfing (Okay) |
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My scruples are gone (Ah-Huh) |
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I done been around a Soo-Woo group, brains are noodle soup |
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Pain got me jumping through these hoops |
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That's why I'm jumping back up in this booth |
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So I can figure it out and get it out |
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Wanna get rid of it so I gotta let it out |
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I'm still breathing but feeling completely/ |
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[Hook] |
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[Verse 3:] |
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Make it up, out of it, battle it, take a hit |
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Gotta get out of it before it gets malignant |
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I'm digging my own grave, and being my own slave |
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I figure it's gon' take a miracle one day |
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To get it up off me, it's killing me softly |
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The feeling is awfully, like jitterer from coffee |
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Panic disorder, got me thinking it's over |
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Can't be feeling this torture, but it's fully a scorcher |
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Kali Baby, may be crazy since the day that he was born |
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But if he raised in three days, maybe he can get me through this storm |
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[Hook] |