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I spend a lot of my time drinking |
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But I have to say |
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I've spend more thinking |
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Of what we could be |
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And I'm not sure where to go now |
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Cause lately every time |
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I close my eyes |
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I picture you and me |
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And I keep trying to run away, cause being here is killing me |
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I've never felt so alone |
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I'll never forget her |
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I gave up everything we had, and went out on my own |
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When the drugs never get me high enough |
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And this alcohol goes down so rough |
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I keep trying but |
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I can't let her go |
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And I just wanna go back home |
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If only I could swallow my pride |
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Instead of trying to hide all this pain that |
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I've been in |
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My nights could be less cold and lonely |
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Cause lately every time |
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I close my eyes, |
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I picture you with him |
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Trapped motionless here, |
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I wish I hadn't turned into this |
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For so long |
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I thought if there's one thing |
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I knew Of all the things |
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I would miss |
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You'd be the last on that list |
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But I found out what |
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I miss the most is you |