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i cant sleep at night plus my chest feels tight |
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things seem to be the worst theyve ever been in my life |
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im slipping in the darkness and im searching for light |
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plus the agents of satan try to silence my mic |
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its the demons within nowadays that i fight |
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i took a few steps back, will i ever reach the heights |
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it'll be nice to have kids and a wife |
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but i tend to do whats wrong even though i know whats right |
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got a DWI, i ?? |
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contemplating sellin that stuff they burn in blunts and pipes |
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unholy thoughts cause me stress and strife |
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although im tired im determined to fight the good fight |
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i exist in a world thats more than black and white |
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its like that space and time where day transitions the night |
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hear if you master yourself you get general stripes |
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just dont tempt the wolves because the beats bites |
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i feel im at a crossroad, i ask myself whats next |
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i got a monkey on my back and hes addicted to sex |
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things were simple as a child, but now theyre so complex |
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should i, sell my soul to collect fatter checks? |
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i know how to play my cards but im playin with fixed decks |
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when i want to ease my mind i read ancient texts |
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tryna occupy my time with different projects |
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and when all else fails the deuce-deuce are backs |
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where im at now in my journey, trust i didnt expect |
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when theres a flaw in your design you blame the architect |
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had the best intention, but wasnt living correct |
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and day by day tighten the noose around my neck |
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look at myself in the mirror and get vexed |
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and i constantly ponder which course to select |
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now my sorrows are (?) and get wet |
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but i wont go out like the gunman at virginia tech |
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