[00:00.000] | 作词 : 刚记GRAYLA |
[00:01.000] | 作曲 : 刚记GRAYLA |
[00:29.692] | prod byFlamingosis 混音/母带:阿关 |
[00:32.191] | 我至今一度活在忧郁迷茫恐慌之中 |
[00:34.691] | 与他人难以共处仿佛活在另个时空 |
[00:37.705] | 是否付出全部真心真意对人由始至终 |
[00:40.193] | 害怕被生活控制害怕活得平庸 |
[00:42.692] | 当我凝视深渊深渊早已凝视着我 |
[00:45.447] | 讨厌人心险恶总是逼我吞下苦果 |
[00:48.198] | 我想我遇到任何困难我都不会退缩 |
[00:50.699] | 独来独往的性格不是不识人间烟火 |
[00:53.444] | 我习惯恐惧社交活动恐惧我的家 |
[00:55.950] | 害怕某天有男孩带走那个我的她 |
[00:58.943] | 想把她好好照顾可是内心在厮杀 |
[01:01.443] | 我愿意当个一辈子的囚牢艺术家 |
[01:01.946] | |
[01:03.943] | 每个人都为了paper 到处奔波 |
[01:06.694] | 麻木的人心控制着你没有机会逃脱 |
[01:09.697] | 面目的狰狞刻在人心扼杀善良的轮廓 |
[01:12.446] | 迎来他们的噩耗难道不是岁月如梭 |
[01:15.196] | 性格被情感支配使我恐惧 |
[01:17.199] | 思绪的复杂希望有人把我治愈 |
[01:20.200] | 希望以后每一天我可以摆脱焦虑 |
[01:33.944] | 如今更害怕社会给人注射抑郁 |
[01:34.203] | x2 |
[01:36.204] | 与孤独誓盟害怕夜里被它斩首 |
[01:38.194] | 不想暗地写歌讽刺你们那些垃圾男友 |
[01:41.202] | 我也承认需要一个可以关心我的伴偶 |
[01:44.195] | 需要一个精神支柱可以站在我的身后 |
[01:47.195] | 我曾经就像廖效浓也害怕等不到你 |
[01:49.695] | 直到我等到现在我才懂得所谓变心 |
[01:51.946] | 如果人都受到洗礼不再去追究前景 |
[01:54.703] | 我害怕情绪失控害怕不在你的心里 |
[01:57.736] | shout out to 020 尽管没有得到关爱 |
[02:00.478] | started from the bottom 来自020的边塞 |
[02:02.986] | 我渴望看到光明看到远处的窗外 |
[02:05.734] | 不需要陪伴需要打击和伤害 |
[02:08.479] | 我相信这个世界生命真的会有后续 |
[02:11.228] | 有人令我气愤让我fck fake抑郁 |
[02:13.484] | 都只活了一次何来说生命准备就绪 |
[02:16.479] | 我害怕我的以后会在深渊中死去 |
[02:19.235] | 性格被情感支配使我恐惧 |
[02:21.735] | 思绪的复杂希望有人把我治愈 |
[02:24.481] | 希望以后每一天我可以摆脱焦虑 |
[02:26.983] | 如今更害怕社会给人注射抑郁 |
[02:37.486] | x2 |
[02:40.735] | 其实说真的恐惧在每个人心里都会存在 |
[02:43.480] | 只是它或多或少在你无意之中到来 |
[02:44.738] | 可不管现在还是未来 它不会和我分开 |
[02:48.480] | 我也很想把我的烦恼抛开 |
[02:50.980] | 我身处在瓶颈 把风暴给引领 |
[02:53.480] | 在吵杂的世界里思想变得新颖 |
[02:56.237] | 我怎么会甘心 你没听到我声音 |
[02:58.736] | 我想要在你世界里面留下我的身影 |
[03:01.236] | 天空在我的头顶从未开明过 |
[03:03.981] | 人生的最大价值也莫过于潮起潮落 |
[03:06.988] | 在每个日出日落尽管你一错再错 |
[00:00.000] | zuo ci : gang ji GRAYLA |
[00:01.000] | zuo qu : gang ji GRAYLA |
[00:29.692] | prod byFlamingosis hun yin mu dai: a guan |
[00:32.191] | wo zhi jin yi du huo zai you yu mi mang kong huang zhi zhong |
[00:34.691] | yu ta ren nan yi gong chu fang fu huo zai ling ge shi kong |
[00:37.705] | shi fou fu chu quan bu zhen xin zhen yi dui ren you shi zhi zhong |
[00:40.193] | hai pa bei sheng huo kong zhi hai pa huo de ping yong |
[00:42.692] | dang wo ning shi shen yuan shen yuan zao yi ning shi zhe wo |
[00:45.447] | tao yan ren xin xian e zong shi bi wo tun xia ku guo |
[00:48.198] | wo xiang wo yu dao ren he kun nan wo dou bu hui tui suo |
[00:50.699] | du lai du wang de xing ge bu shi bu shi ren jian yan huo |
[00:53.444] | wo xi guan kong ju she jiao huo dong kong ju wo de jia |
[00:55.950] | hai pa mou tian you nan hai dai zou na ge wo de ta |
[00:58.943] | xiang ba ta hao hao zhao gu ke shi nei xin zai si sha |
[01:01.443] | wo yuan yi dang ge yi bei zi de qiu lao yi shu jia |
[01:01.946] | |
[01:03.943] | mei ge ren dou wei le paper dao chu ben bo |
[01:06.694] | ma mu de ren xin kong zhi zhe ni mei you ji hui tao tuo |
[01:09.697] | mian mu di zheng ning ke zai ren xin e sha shan liang de lun kuo |
[01:12.446] | ying lai ta men de e hao nan dao bu shi sui yue ru suo |
[01:15.196] | xing ge bei qing gan zhi pei shi wo kong ju |
[01:17.199] | si xu de fu za xi wang you ren ba wo zhi yu |
[01:20.200] | xi wang yi hou mei yi tian wo ke yi bai tuo jiao lv |
[01:33.944] | ru jin geng hai pa she hui gei ren zhu she yi yu |
[01:34.203] | x2 |
[01:36.204] | yu gu du shi meng hai pa ye li bei ta zhan shou |
[01:38.194] | bu xiang an di xie ge feng ci ni men nei xie la ji nan you |
[01:41.202] | wo ye cheng ren xu yao yi ge ke yi guan xin wo de ban ou |
[01:44.195] | xu yao yi ge jing shen zhi zhu ke yi zhan zai wo de shen hou |
[01:47.195] | wo ceng jing jiu xiang liao xiao nong ye hai pa deng bu dao ni |
[01:49.695] | zhi dao wo deng dao xian zai wo cai dong de suo wei bian xin |
[01:51.946] | ru guo ren dou shou dao xi li bu zai qu zhui jiu qian jing |
[01:54.703] | wo hai pa qing xu shi kong hai pa bu zai ni de xin li |
[01:57.736] | shout out to 020 jin guan mei you de dao guan ai |
[02:00.478] | started from the bottom lai zi 020 de bian sai |
[02:02.986] | wo ke wang kan dao guang ming kan dao yuan chu de chuang wai |
[02:05.734] | bu xu yao pei ban xu yao da ji he shang hai |
[02:08.479] | wo xiang xin zhe ge shi jie sheng ming zhen de hui you hou xu |
[02:11.228] | you ren ling wo qi fen rang wo fck fake yi yu |
[02:13.484] | dou zhi huo le yi ci he lai shuo sheng ming zhun bei jiu xu |
[02:16.479] | wo hai pa wo de yi hou hui zai shen yuan zhong si qu |
[02:19.235] | xing ge bei qing gan zhi pei shi wo kong ju |
[02:21.735] | si xu de fu za xi wang you ren ba wo zhi yu |
[02:24.481] | xi wang yi hou mei yi tian wo ke yi bai tuo jiao lv |
[02:26.983] | ru jin geng hai pa she hui gei ren zhu she yi yu |
[02:37.486] | x2 |
[02:40.735] | qi shi shuo zhen de kong ju zai mei ge ren xin li dou hui cun zai |
[02:43.480] | zhi shi ta huo duo huo shao zai ni wu yi zhi zhong dao lai |
[02:44.738] | ke bu guan xian zai hai shi wei lai ta bu hui he wo fen kai |
[02:48.480] | wo ye hen xiang ba wo de fan nao pao kai |
[02:50.980] | wo shen chu zai ping jing ba feng bao gei yin ling |
[02:53.480] | zai chao za de shi jie li si xiang bian de xin ying |
[02:56.237] | wo zen me hui gan xin ni mei ting dao wo sheng yin |
[02:58.736] | wo xiang yao zai ni shi jie li mian liu xia wo de shen ying |
[03:01.236] | tian kong zai wo de tou ding cong wei kai ming guo |
[03:03.981] | ren sheng de zui da jia zhi ye mo guo yu chao qi chao luo |
[03:06.988] | zai mei ge ri chu ri luo jin guan ni yi cuo zai cuo |
[00:00.000] | zuò cí : gāng jì GRAYLA |
[00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : gāng jì GRAYLA |
[00:29.692] | prod byFlamingosis hùn yīn mǔ dài: ā guān |
[00:32.191] | wǒ zhì jīn yí dù huó zài yōu yù mí máng kǒng huāng zhī zhōng |
[00:34.691] | yǔ tā rén nán yǐ gòng chǔ fǎng fú huó zài lìng gè shí kōng |
[00:37.705] | shì fǒu fù chū quán bù zhēn xīn zhēn yì duì rén yóu shǐ zhì zhōng |
[00:40.193] | hài pà bèi shēng huó kòng zhì hài pà huó dé píng yōng |
[00:42.692] | dāng wǒ níng shì shēn yuān shēn yuān zǎo yǐ níng shì zhe wǒ |
[00:45.447] | tǎo yàn rén xīn xiǎn è zǒng shì bī wǒ tūn xià kǔ guǒ |
[00:48.198] | wǒ xiǎng wǒ yù dào rèn hé kùn nán wǒ dōu bú huì tuì suō |
[00:50.699] | dú lái dú wǎng de xìng gé bú shì bù shí rén jiān yān huǒ |
[00:53.444] | wǒ xí guàn kǒng jù shè jiāo huó dòng kǒng jù wǒ de jiā |
[00:55.950] | hài pà mǒu tiān yǒu nán hái dài zǒu nà gè wǒ de tā |
[00:58.943] | xiǎng bǎ tā hǎo hǎo zhào gù kě shì nèi xīn zài sī shā |
[01:01.443] | wǒ yuàn yì dāng gè yī bèi zi de qiú láo yì shù jiā |
[01:01.946] | |
[01:03.943] | měi ge rén dōu wèi le paper dào chù bēn bō |
[01:06.694] | má mù de rén xīn kòng zhì zhe nǐ méi yǒu jī huì táo tuō |
[01:09.697] | miàn mù dì zhēng níng kè zài rén xīn è shā shàn liáng de lún kuò |
[01:12.446] | yíng lái tā men de è hào nán dào bú shì suì yuè rú suō |
[01:15.196] | xìng gé bèi qíng gǎn zhī pèi shǐ wǒ kǒng jù |
[01:17.199] | sī xù de fù zá xī wàng yǒu rén bǎ wǒ zhì yù |
[01:20.200] | xī wàng yǐ hòu měi yì tiān wǒ kě yǐ bǎi tuō jiāo lǜ |
[01:33.944] | rú jīn gèng hài pà shè huì gěi rén zhù shè yì yù |
[01:34.203] | x2 |
[01:36.204] | yǔ gū dú shì méng hài pà yè lǐ bèi tā zhǎn shǒu |
[01:38.194] | bù xiǎng àn dì xiě gē fěng cì nǐ men nèi xiē lā jī nán yǒu |
[01:41.202] | wǒ yě chéng rèn xū yào yí gè kě yǐ guān xīn wǒ de bàn ǒu |
[01:44.195] | xū yào yí gè jīng shén zhī zhù kě yǐ zhàn zài wǒ de shēn hòu |
[01:47.195] | wǒ céng jīng jiù xiàng liào xiào nóng yě hài pà děng bú dào nǐ |
[01:49.695] | zhí dào wǒ děng dào xiàn zài wǒ cái dǒng de suǒ wèi biàn xīn |
[01:51.946] | rú guǒ rén dōu shòu dào xǐ lǐ bù zài qù zhuī jiū qián jǐng |
[01:54.703] | wǒ hài pà qíng xù shī kòng hài pà bù zài nǐ de xīn lǐ |
[01:57.736] | shout out to 020 jǐn guǎn méi yǒu de dào guān ài |
[02:00.478] | started from the bottom lái zì 020 de biān sài |
[02:02.986] | wǒ kě wàng kàn dào guāng míng kàn dào yuǎn chù de chuāng wài |
[02:05.734] | bù xū yào péi bàn xū yào dǎ jī hé shāng hài |
[02:08.479] | wǒ xiāng xìn zhè gè shì jiè shēng mìng zhēn de huì yǒu hòu xù |
[02:11.228] | yǒu rén lìng wǒ qì fèn ràng wǒ fck fake yì yù |
[02:13.484] | dōu zhǐ huó le yī cì hé lái shuō shēng mìng zhǔn bèi jiù xù |
[02:16.479] | wǒ hài pà wǒ de yǐ hòu huì zài shēn yuān zhōng sǐ qù |
[02:19.235] | xìng gé bèi qíng gǎn zhī pèi shǐ wǒ kǒng jù |
[02:21.735] | sī xù de fù zá xī wàng yǒu rén bǎ wǒ zhì yù |
[02:24.481] | xī wàng yǐ hòu měi yì tiān wǒ kě yǐ bǎi tuō jiāo lǜ |
[02:26.983] | rú jīn gèng hài pà shè huì gěi rén zhù shè yì yù |
[02:37.486] | x2 |
[02:40.735] | qí shí shuō zhēn de kǒng jù zài měi ge rén xīn lǐ dōu huì cún zài |
[02:43.480] | zhǐ shì tā huò duō huò shǎo zài nǐ wú yì zhī zhōng dào lái |
[02:44.738] | kě bù guǎn xiàn zài hái shì wèi lái tā bú huì hé wǒ fēn kāi |
[02:48.480] | wǒ yě hěn xiǎng bǎ wǒ de fán nǎo pāo kāi |
[02:50.980] | wǒ shēn chǔ zài píng jǐng bǎ fēng bào gěi yǐn lǐng |
[02:53.480] | zài chǎo zá de shì jiè lǐ sī xiǎng biàn de xīn yǐng |
[02:56.237] | wǒ zěn me huì gān xīn nǐ méi tīng dào wǒ shēng yīn |
[02:58.736] | wǒ xiǎng yào zài nǐ shì jiè lǐ miàn liú xià wǒ de shēn yǐng |
[03:01.236] | tiān kōng zài wǒ de tóu dǐng cóng wèi kāi míng guò |
[03:03.981] | rén shēng de zuì dà jià zhí yě mò guò yú cháo qǐ cháo luò |
[03:06.988] | zài měi gè rì chū rì luò jǐn guǎn nǐ yī cuò zài cuò |