Song | Life |
Artist | J. Dash |
Album | Tabloid Truth |
I guess this is the fade and 11 pounds I weigh | |
And I see these people talking but I don’t know what there sayin’ | |
I see my arms moving but I don’t have control | |
Feels like I’ve been here before and they just recycled my soul | |
Cuz I ain’t been here long, yet I still understand | |
How to do things like grab what evers in the palm of my hand | |
Doctors put me in a cell I thought I’d never get out | |
Until a couple people scooped me took my back to their hours | |
It was then I started learning what this place was about | |
When I’m alone in a room, sometimes I stare at the wall | |
But I got tired of that and so I started to crawl | |
Crawling that turned in to walking, walking to running to ballin’ ballin’ | |
And playin’ with the other kids till mama was calling for me | |
To come inside, run inside, trip on the curb | |
Skin my knee on the pavement and said some horrible words that I hears | |
From the other little kids around the corner of the block | |
Mama heard me I got popped, so I stopped | |
Or maybe I just learned how not to get caught | |
Something strange tell me why everything is starting to change | |
I guess this life ain’t all about chasing material things | |
It’s about pleasing me, me it’s all about mine | |
I would do anything just to make that dime | |
Shouldn’t ever see her pulling out that dime | |
It never woud’ve made me wanna choose that grind | |
Now I’m feeling like everybodys out to get me | |
Gangbangers took me in, | |
Now the hoods ridin’ with me | |
And I’m living in the fast lane | |
Gotta make that fast change | |
Cuz time change quick… | |
Ask Mike Vick | |
Now my rides clean | |
I’m only seventeen | |
Pockets on creatine | |
I’m on top of the world | |
I’m in the club free | |
All in VIP | |
All drinks on me | |
I’m on top of your girl | |
I got a lotta funds | |
Enjoy the young guns | |
So I can sit back | |
And get the kick back | |
Fell like I’m missin’ something | |
So I bought some more stuff | |
Money, jewelry, houses, cars | |
Women, still it ain’t enough | |
I gotta get more | |
g-gotta get more | |
because the TV says | |
I need more greed more | |
Moneyyy! Cocaine | |
Moneyyy! Ball out | |
Moneyyy! Baby momma | |
So I crank it up! | |
I made a little money than I made a bit more | |
With the money that I made from the day before | |
And I ain’t ever had this kind of pay before | |
And these models ain’t never gave me play before | |
Cuz I’m on spaceship gone | |
I’m so gone I forgot my home | |
Didn’t even notice cuz of all that chrome | |
And can’t nobody touch it cuz I’m in my zone | |
So now I’m in the club chillin’ out one night | |
Broad came in with a dress so tight | |
Swag on check game split just right | |
Yada yada yada now she’s my wife | |
10 years greater and 3 jits later | |
I’m still makin hits kocnick out these haterz | |
God pullin’ at me but I’ll try that later | |
Cuz I’m livin’ on the darkside runnin’ like the pharcyde | |
(hah) took a breath, now I’m back at it | |
Didn’t mention that I picked up a cigarette habit | |
And it got a little harder to breath (gasp) | |
Doc say I gotta disease (gasp) | |
Smoke! Smoke! I need that to cope | |
Cuz life still cold if u ain’t got hope | |
The world is a stage so try not to choke | |
My swag done got so perfect | |
That I feel like I’m surfin’ | |
I sold my soul to Earth | |
And I wonder if it’s worth it | |
Cigarettes are testing me | |
And they gone get the best of me | |
Baby mama stressing me | |
And I thought god was blessin’ me | |
This ain’t what I thought of | |
When iwas getting caught up | |
In that terry benedict | |
Ain’t nobody benefit | |
All my life was filled with this | |
Now my body feelin’ sick | |
This as raw as feelings get | |
And ain’t nobody feelin’ this | |
I know god is real in this | |
But ain’t nobody feelin’ this | |
If I could do it all again | |
I’d do it different | |
I’d do it different | |
I’d do it different | |
If I could do it all again | |
I’d do it different (is it over?) | |
I’d do it different (is it over?) | |
I’d do it different (is it over for me?) | |
If I could do it all again | |
I’d do it different (is it over?) | |
I’d do it different (is it over?) | |
I’d do it different (is it over for me?) |
I guess this is the fade and 11 pounds I weigh | |
And I see these people talking but I don' t know what there sayin' | |
I see my arms moving but I don' t have control | |
Feels like I' ve been here before and they just recycled my soul | |
Cuz I ain' t been here long, yet I still understand | |
How to do things like grab what evers in the palm of my hand | |
Doctors put me in a cell I thought I' d never get out | |
Until a couple people scooped me took my back to their hours | |
It was then I started learning what this place was about | |
When I' m alone in a room, sometimes I stare at the wall | |
But I got tired of that and so I started to crawl | |
Crawling that turned in to walking, walking to running to ballin' ballin' | |
And playin' with the other kids till mama was calling for me | |
To come inside, run inside, trip on the curb | |
Skin my knee on the pavement and said some horrible words that I hears | |
From the other little kids around the corner of the block | |
Mama heard me I got popped, so I stopped | |
Or maybe I just learned how not to get caught | |
Something strange tell me why everything is starting to change | |
I guess this life ain' t all about chasing material things | |
It' s about pleasing me, me it' s all about mine | |
I would do anything just to make that dime | |
Shouldn' t ever see her pulling out that dime | |
It never woud' ve made me wanna choose that grind | |
Now I' m feeling like everybodys out to get me | |
Gangbangers took me in, | |
Now the hoods ridin' with me | |
And I' m living in the fast lane | |
Gotta make that fast change | |
Cuz time change quick | |
Ask Mike Vick | |
Now my rides clean | |
I' m only seventeen | |
Pockets on creatine | |
I' m on top of the world | |
I' m in the club free | |
All in VIP | |
All drinks on me | |
I' m on top of your girl | |
I got a lotta funds | |
Enjoy the young guns | |
So I can sit back | |
And get the kick back | |
Fell like I' m missin' something | |
So I bought some more stuff | |
Money, jewelry, houses, cars | |
Women, still it ain' t enough | |
I gotta get more | |
ggotta get more | |
because the TV says | |
I need more greed more | |
Moneyyy! Cocaine | |
Moneyyy! Ball out | |
Moneyyy! Baby momma | |
So I crank it up! | |
I made a little money than I made a bit more | |
With the money that I made from the day before | |
And I ain' t ever had this kind of pay before | |
And these models ain' t never gave me play before | |
Cuz I' m on spaceship gone | |
I' m so gone I forgot my home | |
Didn' t even notice cuz of all that chrome | |
And can' t nobody touch it cuz I' m in my zone | |
So now I' m in the club chillin' out one night | |
Broad came in with a dress so tight | |
Swag on check game split just right | |
Yada yada yada now she' s my wife | |
10 years greater and 3 jits later | |
I' m still makin hits kocnick out these haterz | |
God pullin' at me but I' ll try that later | |
Cuz I' m livin' on the darkside runnin' like the pharcyde | |
hah took a breath, now I' m back at it | |
Didn' t mention that I picked up a cigarette habit | |
And it got a little harder to breath gasp | |
Doc say I gotta disease gasp | |
Smoke! Smoke! I need that to cope | |
Cuz life still cold if u ain' t got hope | |
The world is a stage so try not to choke | |
My swag done got so perfect | |
That I feel like I' m surfin' | |
I sold my soul to Earth | |
And I wonder if it' s worth it | |
Cigarettes are testing me | |
And they gone get the best of me | |
Baby mama stressing me | |
And I thought god was blessin' me | |
This ain' t what I thought of | |
When iwas getting caught up | |
In that terry benedict | |
Ain' t nobody benefit | |
All my life was filled with this | |
Now my body feelin' sick | |
This as raw as feelings get | |
And ain' t nobody feelin' this | |
I know god is real in this | |
But ain' t nobody feelin' this | |
If I could do it all again | |
I' d do it different | |
I' d do it different | |
I' d do it different | |
If I could do it all again | |
I' d do it different is it over? | |
I' d do it different is it over? | |
I' d do it different is it over for me? | |
If I could do it all again | |
I' d do it different is it over? | |
I' d do it different is it over? | |
I' d do it different is it over for me? |