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In my mind's eye |
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You throw wickedness at me |
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I'm just a toy to you |
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I bring no real joy to you |
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The way I see it |
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You don't want me here no more |
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You want a hole in my forehead |
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And blood pouring on the floor |
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Cuz I'm so dirty |
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****in' dirty and shoddy |
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I want up out of this body |
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That's hated by everybody |
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Sometimes I don't know why |
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I continue to try |
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It's so much easier to die |
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Than to get by |
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Than to get by |
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Than to get by |
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If I'm gonna die |
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I'm taking you with me |
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Get you and get me |
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We can be bloody |
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If I'm gonna fly |
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I'm gonna succeed |
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Take you and get me |
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We can be bloody |
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Sometimes I don't know why |
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I continue to try |
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It's so much easier to die |
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Than to get by |
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Than to get by |
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Than to get by |
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I don't wanna leave my house |
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Don't wanna open my mouth |
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Don't wanna read my mail |
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Don't wanna meet with pals |
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I don't wanna **** shit up |
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Don't wanna ****in' get up |
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Don't wanna take up space |
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Don't want your time to waste |
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I don't wanna fight this back |
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Just wanna fade to black |
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Don't wanna turn to faith |
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Or wanna burn at stakes |
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I don't wanna build my life |
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I wanna bloody my knife |
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Don't wanna grab the phone |
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Don't wanna leave this room |
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I don't wanna talk with you |
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I'm ****in' stalkin' you |
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Don't wanna fix myself |
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I wanna nix myself |
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I don't wanna try to change |
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Just wanna fry my brains |
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Don't wanna slow shit down |
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I wanna throw shit around |
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I don't wanna run nowhere |
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Don't want no one to care |
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Don't want another crack at it |
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I'd rather be a crack addict |
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I don't wanna look for help |
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Don't wanna help myself |
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I don't wanna even try |
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To get by... |
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To get by... |
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And to get by...and to get by...and to get by...and to get by.. |
