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O life, you seem to turn your back to me |
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Devoid of hope, where can I go? |
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Without divine judgement and intervention |
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No one can live, no one can hope |
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It is to You, my Lord that I turn now |
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I proved myself more than once |
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Once You've tested humanity's faith |
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But now, I'll test Your strength |
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O pain, so real so everlasting |
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You break my heart and crush my soul |
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I see no way out of this but |
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I chose to live and suffer thee |
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That's why my Lord, in Your eyes I'll commit |
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One by one the seven gravest sins |
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Until Your righteous punishment shall rid me |
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Of every doubt about Your existence |
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You can't escape the pain |
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Of life's suffering |
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But how sweet it becomes when |
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It has a meaning |
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This meaning I found |
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In wrath, sin and grief |
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How strong is my hate! |
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It makes me feel alive |