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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still aint callin |
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I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom |
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I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got em |
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There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin |
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Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot em |
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but anyways; **** it, what\'s been up? Man how\'s your daughter? |
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My girlfriend\'s pregnant too, I\'m bout to be a father |
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If I have a daughter, guess what I\'ma call her? |
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I\'ma name her Bonnie |
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I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I\'m sorry |
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I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn\'t want him |
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I know you probably hear this everyday, but I\'m your biggest fan |
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I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam |
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I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man |
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I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat |
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Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, |
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just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan |
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This is Stan |
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My tea\'s gone cold, I\'m wondering why I got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window and I can\'t see at all |
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And even if I could it\'d all be grey, but your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me that it\'s not so bad |
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It\'s not so bad |
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Dear Slim, you still ain\'t called or wrote, I hope you have a chance |
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I ain\'t mad - I just think it\'s ****ED UP you don\'t answer fans |
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If you didn\'t wanna talk to me outside your concert you didn\'t have to, |
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but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew |
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That\'s my little brother man, he\'s only six years old |
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We waited in the blistering cold for you, |
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four hours and you just said, \"No.\" |
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That\'s pretty shitty man - you\'re like his ****in idol |
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He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do |
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I ain\'t that mad though, I just don\'t like bein lied to |
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Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I\'d write you |
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you would write back - see I\'m just like you in a way |
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I never knew my father neither; |
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he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her |
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I can relate to what you\'re saying in your songs |
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so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put \'em on |
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cause I don\'t really got shit else so that shit helps when I\'m depressed |
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I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest |
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Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds |
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It\'s like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me |
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See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it |
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My girlfriend\'s jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 |
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But she don\'t know you like I know you Slim, no one does |
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She don\'t know what it was like for people like us growin up |
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You gotta call me man, I\'ll be the biggest fan you\'ll ever lose |
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Sincerely yours, Stan |
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P.S. We should be together too |
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My tea\'s gone cold, I\'m wondering why I got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window and I can\'t see at all |
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And even if I could it\'d all be grey, but your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me that it\'s not so bad |
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It\'s not so bad |
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Dear Mister-I\'m-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, |
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this\'ll be the last package I ever send your ass |
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It\'s been six months and still no word - I don\'t deserve it? |
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I know you got my last two letters; |
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I wrote the addresses on \'em perfect |
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So this is my cassette I\'m sending you, I hope you hear it |
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I\'m in the car right now, I\'m doing 90 on the freeway |
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Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? |
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You know the song by Phil Collins, \"In the Air of the Night\" |
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about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning |
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but didn\'t, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? |
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That\'s kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning |
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Now it\'s too late - I\'m on a 1000 downers now, I\'m drowsy |
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and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call |
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I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall |
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I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it |
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You ruined it now, I hope you can\'t sleep and you dream about it |
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And when you dream I hope you can\'t sleep and you SCREAM about it |
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I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can\'t BREATHE without me |
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Hey Slim, that\'s my girlfriend screamin in the trunk |
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but I didn\'t slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain\'t like you |
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cause if she suffocates she\'ll suffer more, and then she\'ll die too |
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Well, gotta go, I\'m almost at the bridge now |
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Oh shit, I forgot, how\'m I supposed to send this shit out? |
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My tea\'s gone cold, I\'m wondering why I got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window and I can\'t see at all |
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And even if I could it\'d all be grey, but your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me that it\'s not so bad |
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It\'s not so bad |
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy |
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You said your girlfriend\'s pregnant now, how far along is she? |
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Look, I\'m really flattered you would call your daughter that |
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and here\'s an autograph for your brother, |
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I wrote it on the Starter cap |
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I\'m sorry I didn\'t see you at the show, I musta missed you |
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Don\'t think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you |
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But what\'s this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? |
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I say that shit just clownin dogg, |
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c\'mon - how ****ed up is you? |
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You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling |
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to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some |
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And what\'s this shit about us meant to be together? |
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That type of shit\'ll make me not want us to meet each other |
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I really think you and your girlfriend need each other |
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or maybe you just need to treat her better |
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I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time |
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before you hurt yourself, I think that you\'ll be doin just fine |
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if you relax a little, I\'m glad I inspire you but Stan |
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why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan |
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I just don\'t want you to do some crazy shit |
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I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick |
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Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge |
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and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid |
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and in the car they found a tape, but they didn\'t say who it was to |
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Come to think about, his name was.. it was you |