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And SEX was always there from when |
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I was only eight years - tempting me leave thirsty |
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Sweat, skin, a |
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PULSE divine to balance this restless |
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MIND - it seems so wonderfully physical |
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Oh the BLO |
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OD, the lust, the bodies that color the world: all drugs to die for! |
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Won't you share my fire? |
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How can LO |
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VE make that world a minefield of forbidden |
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GROUND? A map of untouchable skin and |
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SILENCED desire? |
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And love was there in vain, |
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PROFOUND and deep but traced with pain - too early for a child of |
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TEN Loving the pure and sane he sought the goddess unstained - watching them turn to flesh again |
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HUNGRY for both the |
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PURITY and |
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SIN Life seemed to him merely like a |
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GALLERY of how to be |
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And he was always much more |
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HUMAN than he wished to be |
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But there is a |
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LOGIC to his world, if they could only see |
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Wishing - |
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Sickened - |
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I'll - Ticking |
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SOMEONE still this hunger (it's in my blood) always growing stronger (ticking) |
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BUDAPEST I'm learning, |
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Budapest you're burning me |
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This is not who |
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I wanted to be, this is not what |
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I wanted to see |
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She's so young so why don't |
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I feel free now that she is here under me? |
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Naked- Touching - |
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Soft - Clutching |
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And then after all it lead me here to wake up again |
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Seeking a love that might make me feel free in myself but then it proves to be |
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Something that hurts inside when we touch, so |
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I move on, |
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I lose my way |
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Astray I'm trying too much to feel unchained, to burn out this sense of feeling cold |
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And every day |
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I seek my prey: someone to taste and to hold |
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I feel alive during the split second when they smile and meet my eyes |
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But I could cry 'cause |
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I feel broken inside! |
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COME and D |
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ROWN with me- the |
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UNDERTOW will sweep us away! |
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And you will see that |
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I'm ADDICT |
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ED to my H |
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ONESTY Trust! ' |
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Cause after all my sense of |
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TRUTH once crought me here |
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But I've L |
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OST control and |
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I don't know if |
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I am true to my soul |
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I've lost |
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CONTROL and |
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I don't know if |
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I am true to my soul |
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Losing control and |
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I don't know if |
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I am TRUE |
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AT ALL [Johan Hallgren] [Daniel Gildenlow] |
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And we were always much more human than we wished to be... |
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And I remember when you said you've been |
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UNDER him - |
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I was suprised to feel such pain |
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And all those years of being faithful to |
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YOU despite the hunger flowing through my veins |
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And I have always tried to calm things down - |
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SWALLOW down swallow down "It's just another small THORN in my crown" |
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But suddenly one day there was too much blood in my eyes, and |
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I had to take this |
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WALK down |
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REMEDY LAN |
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E of whens and whys... |
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Empty - Licking - |
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Clean - Choking |
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SOMEONE still hunger (possessing my mind) always growing stronger (craving) |
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BUDAPEST I'm learning, |
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Budapest I'm burning me |
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This is not who |
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I wanted to be, this is not what |
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I wanted to see |
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She's so young so why |
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I don't feel free now that she's under me? |
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In the morning she's going away in a |
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Budapest taxi |
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I've paid |
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Seeking freedom |
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I touched the untouched - it's too much - |
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I'm BEYOND |
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THE PALE... |
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Prematurity is the story of both you and me, and we were always much more human than we wished to be |
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Prematurity is truly the story of both you and me, and we were always much more human than we wished to be |
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We were always much more human than we wished to be - we were always much more human than we wished to be |
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We will always be much more human than we wish to be |
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WE WILL AL |
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WAYS MUCH |
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MORE HUMAN |
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THaN WE WI |
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SH TO BE... |
