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zuò cí : J0KER |
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zuò qǔ : J0KER |
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How can you lie? Wanna destroy my life? nǐ zěn me néng shuō huǎng, xiǎng huǐ diào wǒ de shēng huó ma |
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Why are you lying? Wanna see me dying? nǐ wèi shí me yào shuō huǎng, xiǎng kàn dào wǒ sǐ qù? |
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You are laughing at me and I' m crying you are still laughing nǐ cháo xiào zhe wǒ wǒ kū zhe nǐ réng rán zài xiào |
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You said I love you but lies are what you are saying nǐ shuō guò nǐ ài wǒ dàn nǐ zài shuō huǎng |
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Smiling, laughing, joking, loving wēi xiào, dà xiào, kāi wán xiào, ài |
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Lying, crying, choking, heartbreaking shuō huǎng, kū qì, zhì xī, xīn suì |
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These are all the things and feelings zhèi xiē dōu shì wǒ de qíng gǎn |
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I got cuz I' m dying, I' m really dying, gosh, no joking! wǒ yào sǐ le, wǒ zhēn de yào sǐ le, bú shì kāi wán xiào |
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The thing is that I wanna feel the feelings in between loving and hating shì qíng jiù shì wǒ xiǎng gǎn shòu dào ài yǔ hèn zhī jiān de qíng gǎn |
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But something is blocking me I can' t get to it I was yelling and screaming dàn yǒu gè dōng xī zài zǔ dǎng wǒ wǒ gǎn shòu bú dào tā wǒ dà jiào zhe |
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" god what is wrong with me?" why everything in my life is only black and white? shàng dì wǒ zěn me le, wèi shí me yī qiè shì wù dōu shì hēi bái |
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It' s so dark in my life there is no colour I need some lights wǒ de shēng huó tài hēi àn le méi yǒu sè cǎi wǒ xū yào yì diǎn yáng guāng |
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I need colours and lights but no more fake promises and lies wǒ xū yào sè cǎi hé yáng guāng ér bú shì jiǎ de nuò yán hé huǎng yán |
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I need some hugs and kisses but don' t mock me like ice wǒ xū yào yōng bào hé qīn wěn qǐng bú yào fěng cì wǒ |
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Need some time and pill to paralyze myself xū yào yī xiē shí jiān hé ān mián yào lái má bì wǒ |
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Wanna fall asleep forever and go to paradise xiǎng rù shuì rán hòu qù wǎng tiān táng |
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Why you hurt me? nǐ wèi shí me shāng hài wǒ |
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Why you lie to me? nǐ wèi shí me duì wǒ shuō huǎng |
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Please stop hurting me qǐng tíng zhǐ shāng hài wǒ |
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Please don' t hurt me qǐng bú yào shāng hài wǒ |
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Why can' t you love me? nǐ wèi shí me bù néng ài wǒ |
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Why you have to leave me? nǐ wèi shí me yào lí kāi wǒ |
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Oh please stop hurting me qǐng tíng zhǐ shāng hài wǒ |
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Please just kill me qǐng bǎ wǒ shā diào |
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Open my eyes, all I see are lies zhēng kāi wǒ de shuāng yǎn, kàn dào de shì huǎng yán |
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There are tears in my eyes but I cannot cry yǎn lǐ yǒu lèi shuǐ dàn wǒ kū bù chū lái |
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I don' t think there' s anyone who can understand wǒ bù rèn wéi yǒu shuí néng lǐ jiě wǒ |
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Me. Just like how a stan became Eminem' s fan jiù xiàng lǐ jiě yí gè stan chéng wéi le Eminem de fěn sī |
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I either fell super happy and love everything and feel unstoppable wǒ yào bù gǎn dào tè bié kāi xīn rè ài yī qiè gǎn jué bù kě zǔ dǎng |
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Or I feel super sad and low and try to kill myself, hahahahahahahaha yào bù gǎn dào shāng gǎn dī luò xiǎng zì shā, hā hā hā hā hā hā hā hā hā |
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The thing is that I wanna feel the feelings in between loving and hating shì qíng jiù shì wǒ xiǎng gǎn shòu dào ài yǔ hèn zhī jiān de qíng gǎn |
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But something is blocking me I can' t get to it I was yelling and screaming dàn yǒu gè dōng xī zài zǔ dǎng wǒ wǒ gǎn shòu bú dào tā wǒ dà jiào zhe |
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" god what is wrong with me?" why everything in my life is only black and white? shàng dì wǒ zěn me le, wèi shí me yī qiè shì wù dōu shì hēi bái |
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It' s so dark in my life there is no colour I need some lights wǒ de shēng huó tài hēi àn le méi yǒu sè cǎi wǒ xū yào yì diǎn yáng guāng |
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I need colours and lights but no more fake promises and lies wǒ xū yào sè cǎi hé yáng guāng ér bú shì jiǎ de nuò yán hé huǎng yán |
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I need some hugs and kisses but don' t mock me like ice wǒ xū yào yōng bào hé qīn wěn qǐng bú yào fěng cì wǒ |
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Need some time and pill to paralyze myself xū yào yī xiē shí jiān hé ān mián yào lái má bì wǒ |
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Wanna fall asleep forever and go to paradise xiǎng rù shuì rán hòu qù wǎng tiān táng |
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Why you hurt me? nǐ wèi shí me shāng hài wǒ |
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Why you lie to me? nǐ wèi shí me duì wǒ shuō huǎng |
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Please stop hurting me qǐng tíng zhǐ shāng hài wǒ |
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Please don' t hurt me qǐng bú yào shāng hài wǒ |
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Why can' t you love me? nǐ wèi shí me bù néng ài wǒ |
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Why you have to leave me? nǐ wèi shí me yào lí kāi wǒ |
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Oh please stop hurting me qǐng tíng zhǐ shāng hài wǒ |
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Please just kill me qǐng bǎ wǒ shā diào |