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Dear everything. |
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Today I witnessed a crucifixion in pink and lavender and gold. |
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I've heard people say that beauty is in details, but |
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I don't think they have ever seen you. |
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There were mortal wounds inflicted on the sky and incrminating blue stains on my shirt. |
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The shirt you bought for me. |
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Christ it hurts. |
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Like stars in my belly going supernova. |
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I feel like a zombie that refuses to live. |
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Haunting the junkyards and cutting myself on scraps of you. |
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The other day |
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I masturbated to pictures of you at your birthday party. |
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They were the only ones |
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I still had. |
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It felt so wrong, just like my life. |
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I hope I'm dead by the time you read this. |
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I love you. |
