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Why did I do such a thing to myself, my family and friends |
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I distracted them with lies |
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I thought they were blind but yet they saw |
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What was I doing to me |
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I was so blind |
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Ain't got the time |
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Ain't got the time to straighten up myself |
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I fooled everyone with my tearfilled eyes but not only with lies |
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Also with my cries |
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I figured |
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I was better but really |
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I don't know |
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Cause nothing exists! |
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In my head those voices screaming wake me up |
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I must be dreaming |
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In my head those voices screaming dreaming |
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No one can ever drag me back to shoot |
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I've got my own free choice |
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Working with learning other people to know how to handle it |
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And accepting all the lies |
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Fiction reality makes 'em cry |
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I got my own free choices |
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Ain't got the time |
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Ain't got the time |
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To straighten up myself |
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Fall down again |
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Falling again to the |
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Flipside of reality |