작사 : i11evn | |
작곡 : i11evn, Young Antho | |
편곡 : Young Antho | |
강한놈인 척 | |
다 상관없는 척 해 | |
다 떠나가고 가족만이 남아 나의 곁에 | |
웃으며 말은 가족 다 좆까 넌 아냐 가족 | |
진짜 좆같은 바닥 밟아도 날 바라봐줄 | |
진짜 가족 yeah I got it | |
래퍼라서 말은 잘해 | |
난 가족을 surfing board 삼아 파도위에서 ridin' | |
when they drownin' | |
yeah | |
when they drownin' | |
불법을 두고서 우쭐했던적 있지 | |
마치 중학생 시절에 영웅이고픈 심리 | |
I don't give a **** about 법 | |
**** you 닥쳐 | |
이게 멋있는거니까 난 코웃음만 쳐 | |
when they be callin' on my name 법정에서 | |
악어의 눈물 흘리더라도 나가면 좋겠어 | |
I was scared as **** when judge started speaking his last statement | |
acting like I'm ready to take it even if a death sentence | |
but I'm just a 겁쟁이새끼 | |
겉늙은 baby | |
don't know what to ******' do 모든게 서투른데도 | |
날 될 성부른 새낀줄 알았을텐데 | |
내 좋게 보인 모습들 is all pretending and I'm just | |
hit rockbottom I was startin' a ride | |
goin' straight fallen I was doin' alright | |
and I'm just gone 잘있어 forget me now | |
I'm just gone 잘있어 forget me now | |
칼끝이 나를 향했을때 감당할 자신있었지 | |
세상 혼자라고 생각했고 책임질 확신있었으니 | |
삶에 이런 경험 한 번쯤도 괜찮아보여 근데 | |
죄수복 입은 내 모습 엄마한테 보였을때 | |
man I can't | |
I don't wanna | |
can I skip this part? yeah | |
내가 사랑하는 존재와 날 사랑해주는 존재 | |
그들이 상처받는 장면은 내 계산에 없었는데 | |
생각지도못한 실망감 그리고 죄책감이 내가 그들에게 준 거고 | |
그 증거조차 부적으로 붙어버렸으니까 난 부끄러웠고 | |
내가 저질러 | |
버린 행위자체보다 | |
다시 이런 짓을 할까 불안해 | |
하는 가족들에게 I must've got 'em traumatized | |
still 주는 것은 사랑 | |
내가 바닥으로 타락해 | |
손가락질을 받아 | |
용서를 바라도 | |
still 주는 것은 사랑 |
: i11evn | |
: i11evn, Young Antho | |
: Young Antho | |
yeah I got it | |
surfing board ridin' | |
when they drownin' | |
yeah | |
when they drownin' | |
I don' t give a about | |
you | |
when they be callin' on my name | |
I was scared as when judge started speaking his last statement | |
acting like I' m ready to take it even if a death sentence | |
but I' m just a | |
baby | |
don' t know what to ' do | |
is all pretending and I' m just | |
hit rockbottom I was startin' a ride | |
goin' straight fallen I was doin' alright | |
and I' m just gone forget me now | |
I' m just gone forget me now | |
man I can' t | |
I don' t wanna | |
can I skip this part? yeah | |
I must' ve got ' em traumatized | |
still | |
still |
: i11evn | |
: i11evn, Young Antho | |
: Young Antho | |
yeah I got it | |
surfing board ridin' | |
when they drownin' | |
yeah | |
when they drownin' | |
I don' t give a about | |
you | |
when they be callin' on my name | |
I was scared as when judge started speaking his last statement | |
acting like I' m ready to take it even if a death sentence | |
but I' m just a | |
baby | |
don' t know what to ' do | |
is all pretending and I' m just | |
hit rockbottom I was startin' a ride | |
goin' straight fallen I was doin' alright | |
and I' m just gone forget me now | |
I' m just gone forget me now | |
man I can' t | |
I don' t wanna | |
can I skip this part? yeah | |
I must' ve got ' em traumatized | |
still | |
still |