[00:00.000] | 作词 : 慕泽不凡 |
[00:01.000] | 作曲 : 无 |
[00:21.301] | MIX by ill funboi |
[00:29.513] | 现在回头看看 谁还在你的身边 |
[00:32.839] | 到底为了什么我们活在这个人间 |
[00:36.312] | 到了凌晨我的难过又油然而生 |
[00:39.543] | 靠着酒精的麻醉 还在苦苦支撑 |
[00:43.126] | 父母的误解加上身边人的讽刺 |
[00:46.366] | 有时想死的想法伴随我一个整日 |
[00:49.792] | 没有人在意我是否遇到了什么苦难 |
[00:53.072] | 这些不好想法只能留在心底腐烂 |
[00:56.608] | 当我靠着意志力走过了每个难关 |
[00:59.535] | 却发现他们对你的想法只是更加寒酸 |
[01:03.271] | 当我内心煎熬的时候谁能给得了我鼓励 |
[01:06.346] | 当我想要退后的时候谁又能给的勇气 |
[01:09.793] | 至始至终都是一个人在奔跑 |
[01:13.128] | 想要避开所有人 避开所以纷扰 |
[01:16.343] | 让过去的一切 就在今夜 全部灰飞烟灭 |
[01:19.267] | 我想要把内心封闭起来进入只剩下自己的世界 |
[01:36.003] | 又一次走到窗边 点上了一根香烟 |
[01:39.479] | 为什么万事不如意难道要怪罪苍天 |
[01:42.708] | 偶尔也会感觉 上天对我特别的不公 |
[01:46.238] | 现在想想生活其实也不是那么轻松 |
[01:49.716] | 也曾有个女孩想要让我奋不顾身的保护 |
[01:52.948] | 也想把她的名字 变成我身上的tattoo(wen身) |
[01:56.031] | 可最后她还是离开了我 没留下任何的结果 |
[01:59.459] | 没有办法只能把她从我的记忆中涂抹 |
[02:02.418] | 看透了太多假意 做过了太多傻事 |
[02:05.947] | 反正 终会老去努力的生活那 又是何必 |
[02:09.480] | 凌晨悲感不停继续 还在汇聚 着 |
[02:12.918] | 我控制不住我的情绪 我想要si去 了 |
[02:16.193] | 我现在只想 只想 一个人 孤单的生活 |
[02:19.927] | 不想为了面子或者什么东西再去争夺 |
[02:23.462] | 我已经累了 累了 心不想碎了 碎了 |
[02:26.196] | 快要崩溃 快要流泪 也不需要别人的安慰 |
[00:00.000] | zuo ci : mu ze bu fan |
[00:01.000] | zuo qu : wu |
[00:21.301] | MIX by ill funboi |
[00:29.513] | xian zai hui tou kan kan shui hai zai ni de shen bian |
[00:32.839] | dao di wei le shen me wo men huo zai zhe ge ren jian |
[00:36.312] | dao le ling chen wo de nan guo you you ran er sheng |
[00:39.543] | kao zhe jiu jing de ma zui hai zai ku ku zhi cheng |
[00:43.126] | fu mu de wu jie jia shang shen bian ren de feng ci |
[00:46.366] | you shi xiang si de xiang fa ban sui wo yi ge zheng ri |
[00:49.792] | mei you ren zai yi wo shi fou yu dao le shen me ku nan |
[00:53.072] | zhei xie bu hao xiang fa zhi neng liu zai xin di fu lan |
[00:56.608] | dang wo kao zhuo yi zhi li zou guo le mei ge nan guan |
[00:59.535] | que fa xian ta men dui ni de xiang fa zhi shi geng jia han suan |
[01:03.271] | dang wo nei xin jian ao de shi hou shui neng gei de le wo gu li |
[01:06.346] | dang wo xiang yao tui hou de shi hou shui you neng gei de yong qi |
[01:09.793] | zhi shi zhi zhong dou shi yi ge ren zai ben pao |
[01:13.128] | xiang yao bi kai suo you ren bi kai suo yi fen rao |
[01:16.343] | rang guo qu de yi qie jiu zai jin ye quan bu hui fei yan mie |
[01:19.267] | wo xiang yao ba nei xin feng bi qi lai jin ru zhi sheng xia zi ji de shi jie |
[01:36.003] | you yi ci zou dao chuang bian dian shang le yi gen xiang yan |
[01:39.479] | wei shi me wan shi bu ru yi nan dao yao guai zui cang tian |
[01:42.708] | ou er ye hui gan jue shang tian dui wo te bie de bu gong |
[01:46.238] | xian zai xiang xiang sheng huo qi shi ye bu shi na me qing song |
[01:49.716] | ye zeng you ge nv hai xiang yao rang wo fen bu gu shen de bao hu |
[01:52.948] | ye xiang ba ta de ming zi bian cheng wo shen shang de tattoo wen shen |
[01:56.031] | ke zui hou ta hai shi li kai le wo mei liu xia ren he de jie guo |
[01:59.459] | mei you ban fa zhi neng ba ta cong wo de ji yi zhong tu mo |
[02:02.418] | kan tou le tai duo jia yi zuo guo le tai duo sha shi |
[02:05.947] | fan zheng zhong hui lao qu nu li de sheng huo na you shi he bi |
[02:09.480] | ling chen bei gan bu ting ji xu hai zai hui ju zhe |
[02:12.918] | wo kong zhi bu zhu wo de qing xu wo xiang yao si qu le |
[02:16.193] | wo xian zai zhi xiang zhi xiang yi ge ren gu dan de sheng huo |
[02:19.927] | bu xiang wei le mian zi huo zhe shen me dong xi zai qu zheng duo |
[02:23.462] | wo yi jing lei le lei le xin bu xiang sui le sui le |
[02:26.196] | kuai yao beng kui kuai yao liu lei ye bu xu yao bie ren de an wei |
[00:00.000] | zuò cí : mù zé bù fán |
[00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : wú |
[00:21.301] | MIX by ill funboi |
[00:29.513] | xiàn zài huí tóu kàn kàn shuí hái zài nǐ de shēn biān |
[00:32.839] | dào dǐ wèi le shén me wǒ men huó zài zhè gè rén jiān |
[00:36.312] | dào le líng chén wǒ de nán guò yòu yóu rán ér shēng |
[00:39.543] | kào zhe jiǔ jīng de má zuì hái zài kǔ kǔ zhī chēng |
[00:43.126] | fù mǔ de wù jiě jiā shang shēn biān rén de fěng cì |
[00:46.366] | yǒu shí xiǎng sǐ de xiǎng fǎ bàn suí wǒ yí gè zhěng rì |
[00:49.792] | méi yǒu rén zài yì wǒ shì fǒu yù dào le shén me kǔ nàn |
[00:53.072] | zhèi xiē bù hǎo xiǎng fǎ zhǐ néng liú zài xīn dǐ fǔ làn |
[00:56.608] | dāng wǒ kào zhuó yì zhì lì zǒu guò le měi gè nán guān |
[00:59.535] | què fā xiàn tā men duì nǐ de xiǎng fǎ zhǐ shì gèng jiā hán suān |
[01:03.271] | dāng wǒ nèi xīn jiān áo de shí hòu shuí néng gěi dé le wǒ gǔ lì |
[01:06.346] | dāng wǒ xiǎng yào tuì hòu de shí hòu shuí yòu néng gěi de yǒng qì |
[01:09.793] | zhì shǐ zhì zhōng dōu shì yí ge rén zài bēn pǎo |
[01:13.128] | xiǎng yào bì kāi suǒ yǒu rén bì kāi suǒ yǐ fēn rǎo |
[01:16.343] | ràng guò qù de yī qiè jiù zài jīn yè quán bù huī fēi yān miè |
[01:19.267] | wǒ xiǎng yào bǎ nèi xīn fēng bì qǐ lái jìn rù zhǐ shèng xià zì jǐ de shì jiè |
[01:36.003] | yòu yī cì zǒu dào chuāng biān diǎn shàng le yī gēn xiāng yān |
[01:39.479] | wèi shí me wàn shì bù rú yì nán dào yào guài zuì cāng tiān |
[01:42.708] | ǒu ěr yě huì gǎn jué shàng tiān duì wǒ tè bié de bù gōng |
[01:46.238] | xiàn zài xiǎng xiǎng shēng huó qí shí yě bú shì nà me qīng sōng |
[01:49.716] | yě zēng yǒu gè nǚ hái xiǎng yào ràng wǒ fèn bù gù shēn de bǎo hù |
[01:52.948] | yě xiǎng bǎ tā de míng zì biàn chéng wǒ shēn shàng de tattoo wen shēn |
[01:56.031] | kě zuì hòu tā hái shì lí kāi le wǒ méi liú xià rèn hé de jié guǒ |
[01:59.459] | méi yǒu bàn fǎ zhǐ néng bǎ tā cóng wǒ de jì yì zhōng tú mǒ |
[02:02.418] | kàn tòu le tài duō jiǎ yì zuò guò le tài duō shǎ shì |
[02:05.947] | fǎn zhèng zhōng huì lǎo qù nǔ lì de shēng huó nà yòu shì hé bì |
[02:09.480] | líng chén bēi gǎn bù tíng jì xù hái zài huì jù zhe |
[02:12.918] | wǒ kòng zhì bú zhù wǒ de qíng xù wǒ xiǎng yào si qù le |
[02:16.193] | wǒ xiàn zài zhǐ xiǎng zhǐ xiǎng yí ge rén gū dān de shēng huó |
[02:19.927] | bù xiǎng wèi le miàn zi huò zhě shén me dōng xī zài qù zhēng duó |
[02:23.462] | wǒ yǐ jīng lèi le lèi le xīn bù xiǎng suì le suì le |
[02:26.196] | kuài yào bēng kuì kuài yào liú lèi yě bù xū yào bié rén de ān wèi |